The biggest difficulty for people is to understand themselves. Many times they always attribute their own faults to other people's problems. On the contrary, they are unable to ask themselves and cannot clearly see their own shortcomings.
Just because he put himself in the wrong position, he gave himself and others a false hope. Even if you know it is wrong, you still have to persevere because there is hope and because you are unwilling to do so.
But if one day his faith and efforts collapse ruthlessly, that unforgettable feeling of despair and regret will completely overwhelm him.
This was the case for Yu Xiaoqing. When Qing woke up the next day, he had been standing in front of the mirror for two hours.
Looking at her face full of fatigue and vicissitudes of life, Yu Xiaoqing was a little confused. I work nearly 20 hours a day, and I can stand and never sit down. The careful plan that I worked so hard to design was destroyed with just two words of advice.
Haha, that's ridiculous.
There is no need to attack anymore. If we continue to insist on our own way, it will be like letting the soldiers go to death with their guns.
If the war ends like this, all Chinese soldiers should die!
Then what is the meaning of my existence?
There is nothing greater than grief. Thinking of this, Yu Xiaoqing was so disheartened that she could no longer have any desire for life.
Silently he opened the drawer in front of the cabinet, which contained several pistols that he usually collected. If you look closely, there are quite a few, including Colt revolvers, Brownings, Mauser pistols...
Gently stroking these pistols, Yu Xiaoqing felt that they were not suitable. He closed the drawer with a bang and pulled out an M1911 pistol from his waist.
He was equipped with a gun familiarly, and he had been fighting with him for many years, but the rifling in the gun still seemed brand new. Except for killing a few damn officers with this gun, it seems that it has never been stained with Japanese blood.
He loaded the bullet into the chamber and stared blankly at the m1911 in front of him. This beautiful pistol would soon be his farewell to the end of his life.
With nothing to think about, Yu Xiaoqing closed her eyes and slowly put the pistol to her temple.
Farewell...everything I love...
"oops!"
Zhang Lixian and the other two people who happened to come to visit had a panoramic view of this scene. Before they could say anything, He Shuguang rushed over and grabbed Yu Xiaoqing's gun-holding arm tightly. Zhang Lixian and Li Bing stepped forward to hold him down, one on the left and the other on the right. Press and hold.
"Bang!" A gunshot!
Yu Xiaoqing blushed and struggled desperately, the hand held up by He Shuguang pressed on the trigger. The bullet penetrated the roof, and the flying ash was scattered over the heads of several people.
"let me go!"
"Master, calm down!"
Yu Xiaoqing couldn't break free and kicked Li Bing in the crotch.
"Oh mother..." Li Bing covered his crotch and shrank to the ground.
Seeing that Yu Xiaoqing was even more unable to control his madness without someone else, Zhang Lixian immediately threw him to the ground, and He Shuguang even bit Yu Xiaoqing's arm with his mouth.
"ah!"
There was another gunshot, and Yu Xiaoqing let out a low roar, but it was difficult to bear the stimulation caused by the pain. In the end, He Shuguang snatched the gun in his hand.
Why? Why don't you even let me die! ?
Yu Xiaoqing, who had not cried for who knows how many years, actually had a line of clear tears left in the corners of her eyes at this moment.
"Master, please calm down, this won't solve the problem." Seeing Yu Xiaoqing like this, Zhang Lixian was heartbroken, fearing that the master he respected might actually commit suicide because of this.
"Yes, Master! Don't think too hard, we are all still here. As long as you say a word, I will still rush to Nantianmen!" Li Bing was also constantly comforting him.
"Shut up! Beat me, beat me! Go and call the doctor." Zhang Lixian scolded angrily, does this guy have low emotional intelligence? It’s really a matter of which pot should not be opened.
The two of them also pushed Yu Xiaoqing to the ground. At this moment, He Shuguang suddenly remembered something. He took out the letter from his pocket and was hesitating whether to show it to Yu Xiaoqing.
"What is this?" Zhang Lixian asked hurriedly.
He Shuguang tore open the envelope with all his heart. There were only a few words on the white paper, but it made his eyes light up!
"Master, look at this, Liao Mingyu's letter to you!"
Liao Mingyu? Are you going to continue to humiliate me?
The despairing Yu Xiaoqing actually became energetic when he heard those three words. He opened his eyes angrily and glanced at the line of words, wanting to see what else that bastard had to say.
The content of the letter surprised him, and Yu Xiaoqing asked blankly: "Is this really what Liao Mingyu gave to me?"
"It's absolutely true. Before he left, Commander Liao asked me to hand this letter to you as soon as you wake up." He Shuguang replied.
"Here he comes, the doctor is here, hurry up and give him a sedative!"
At this time, the panting Li Bing ran in from the door with two doctors, but this unscrupulous guy was destined to be scolded again.
"What are you going to hit? Hit me with a hammer! Get out of here!" Zhang Lixian also read the contents of the letter clearly. At this time, he more or less guessed what Yu Xiaoqing was going to do.
Yu Xiaoqing stood up quickly with the support of the two people. He immediately pulled He Shuguang's lapel and shouted loudly: "Prepare the car immediately and follow me to the Sichuan Army Corps!"
…
"Girl, are you still used to staying here?"
In the Sichuan Army Field Hospital, Liao Mingyu sat quietly on the porch with a young nurse.
"What am I not used to? I have so many sisters accompanying me every day. I am so happy here. Moreover, my medical knowledge is getting better and better."
Xiaozui's sweet smile is like the winter sun, and paired with her plain clothes, she is like an angel in white, which makes people feel warm.
"Oh, that's amazing, that clumsy girl before is now so awesome." Liao Mingyu couldn't help but tease her.
"Don't laugh again!" Xiaozui hit him pretending to be angry, waving her little fist to express her dissatisfaction:
"Don't laugh at me. I don't know how hard I have worked during this time."
"Let me tell you, I have also begun to read. Sister Shangguan teaches us every night. Now I have learned a lot of things."
"Awesome girl, am I going to be impressed by you now?"
Liao Mingyu joked and chatted with Xiaozui, enjoying the afterglow of the sunset.
The nurses above and below all looked at the two of them with envy. Liao Mingyu never concealed anything, and now the entire Sichuan Army knew that Xiao Zui was his woman.
In fact, there were very few opportunities for them to meet, especially now that the war was about to begin. Liao Ming, who was busy with work, tensed up his nerves every day, and Yu had almost no extra time. Only now could he gradually relax in front of Xiao Zui.
"Why did you come to me suddenly today?" Xiaozui looked at him curiously, and suddenly thought of something bad in his mind: "Is... a war is about to begin?"
"Well, it's almost over." Liao Mingyu didn't hide anything and told her truthfully: "Girl, remember, don't be brave whenever you do what you can. You also have to pay attention to your own safety."
No one dares to say that they are completely sure of this battle. Once the fire breaks out, the entire battlefield will be in chaos. The shells flying everywhere may explode somewhere. The field hospital will probably be the busiest place at that time.
"I know, don't worry. But... you should be more careful." At this point, Xiaozui's eyes gradually dimmed.
War, such an irreversible thing is really hard to accept. She has already lost her brother, and she doesn't want to lose her beloved again.
"Don't worry. After all, I am the leader of a regiment and have thousands of brothers under my command. How can that little devil even hurt a hair on my head?"
Liao Mingyu rubbed Xiaozui's head and comforted her with a nonchalant smile.
"Stop touching my head, I'm almost stupid because of you touching it!" Xiao Zui said dissatisfiedly.
"Haha, okay, I'm going to find Li Lei to ask about the situation. I'll come back to you when I'm free."
…
As soon as Liao Mingyu walked to the door of the hospital office, the sound of Li Lei and others talking could be heard inside.
"In a moment, ask some nurses to move the dysentery patient in bed three to a separate ward in the backyard. Don't let him infect other patients."
"I know, Dean."
The door of the office was opened, Shangguan Jiici walked out with the folder, and met Liao Mingyu head-on.
"Captain? Why are you here free?" Shangguan Jiici, dressed in white, was stunned for a moment, then asked with a smile.
"Haha, come and take a look, you go and do your work first." Liao Mingyu said hello and walked into the office.
Li Lei, who was returning the desk, quickly stood up: "Captain, what can I do?"
"Dean Li, how is the situation in the hospital lately? How are your classmates feeling?" Liao Mingyu looked up at the tall man who was about 1.9 meters tall with a smile.
"Haha, the leader should call me Li Lei. I'm really not used to calling him the dean." Li Lei waved his hand quickly.
"What are those guys not used to? How can they get such good treatment in China?"
Nowadays, the situation of the Sichuan Army Corps Hospital is getting better and better. Li Lei contacted three of his classmates when he was studying abroad. They are all good surgeons.
Liao Mingyu treated them all with courtesy and gave them high salaries. After all, in this era, these talents are the most rare.
Shangguan Jiici is already the head nurse in the hospital. This calm and intelligent woman manages the nurses in an orderly manner.
After all, medical supplies need to be identified and divided, but most of the nurses recruited in the town have little education.
Therefore, Shangguan Jieci also teaches cultural classes to them every night so that they can better master professional knowledge and avoid making mistakes.
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