Something seemed to be broken in my heart.
Nan Yan lowered her eyelashes. She was as happy as in heaven just now, but at this moment, she fell into hell.
The inner torment made her never forget that night.
It was a stain, a time bomb that could destroy her happiness at any time.
As long as it existed, she would never be able to let it go.
Nan Yan bit her lip in embarrassment, her voice became trembling, and she said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, you...actually you still mind, right?"
She knew that Lu Huaijing was a very possessive man. Although this matter seemed to have been resolved, the wounds left behind would always remain.
If he cares, sooner or later it will break out.
Instead of waiting until then and leaving in embarrassment, it is better to solve it now.
But as soon as she spoke, the man tightened his grip on the steering wheel, and Feng Shen's handsome profile became tense.
He is silent.
At this moment, Nan Yan was even more at a loss.
She looked at the man in the cab helplessly, "Huai Jing, you have gone to investigate, right? Then can you tell me who that person is..."
"squeak--"
Before Nan Yan could finish her words, the man stepped on the brakes.
He suddenly turned his head, with forbearing understanding in his eyes, and his voice was cold: "Nan Yan, I hope you don't think about this anymore. All of this has already happened, and they deserve it, but none of this is It’s your fault, let’s not mention this again in the future, okay?”
Concrete cognition will only make her more painful.
Lu Huaijing didn't want Nan Yan to know who that person was, even if he was, it wouldn't matter anymore!
But Nan Yan could tell from his words how much he cared about this matter.
There was nothing she could do, because there was no way she could erase this stain from her body.
All she had was endless guilt and pain.
Nan Yan lowered her eyelashes and her shoulders were shaking slightly, "I'm sorry, Huai Jing..."
Just one short sentence made Lu Huaijing's heart feel like needles pricking him.
He directly reached out and hugged her into his arms.
His dark eyes were full of heartache, "It's me who should be sorry for not protecting you, but Nan Yan, you have to know that this matter is really not your fault..."
Tears welled up in Nan Yan's eyes. She sobbed and said, "But I am indeed unclean. I am really afraid that you will dislike me..."
But these words made Lu Huaijing tighten his arms even more.
After he hugged her hard, he held her shoulders and made her look at him.
The ink eyes were full of depth, and he spoke word by word:
"Gu Nanyan, don't think so wildly. Just know that I will never let go of anyone who has hurt you, and I won't dislike you for this."
Nan Yan's eyes were red, her little face was full of sadness, and she said tremblingly: "Really?"
Lu Huaijing nodded, "Nan Yan, I will prove it to you."
After he finished speaking, he drove back home.
Zhou Ma received a call from Lu Huaijing in advance and prepared a table of delicious food early.
It's just that Nan Yan was in a low mood, so he didn't eat much.
After the meal, Nan Yan immediately turned around and went upstairs.
When Zhou Ma saw this, her eyes were full of worry.
She looked at Lu Huaijing, who had the same knowing look, and couldn't help but ask: "Sir, madam, what's wrong?"
Lu Huaijing said in a deep voice: "She has a knot in her heart that has never been resolved."
is that so?
Zhou's mother sighed: "My wife is just too kind, so she always has a psychological burden. Sir, you must persuade her well."
Lu Huaijing nodded and followed closely behind him upstairs.
There was the sound of rushing water in the bathroom.
Nan Yan stood under the showerhead, washing her body over and over again.
It seemed that only in this way could everything she had suffered be washed away.
I don't know how long it took, but she finally walked out of the bathroom.
But what she didn't expect was that Lu Huaijing was waiting outside.
Nan Yan was very surprised, but her eyes subconsciously dodge away. Just when she was about to avoid this man, her arm was suddenly grabbed by him.
"Nan Yan, don't you have anything else to say?"
Nan Yan lowered his head, like a child who had done something wrong, and whispered: "Huai Jing, I have thought about it for a long time. If you care about this matter, I can understand it. After all, every man has no I can't bear it...Although I don't want to do this, I am indeed unclean..."
Even she disliked herself. She didn't even see the face of the man who took away her innocence.
She really doesn't deserve to be with him anymore.
But Lu Huaijing just waited quietly for her to finish, and then asked, "Are you done?"
Nan Yan bit her lip: "Huai Jing...otherwise, we'd better get a divorce!"
This feeling was like a thorn in her back, which really made it impossible for her to stay by his side with peace of mind.
Even though Lu Huaijing had already said that he didn't dislike her, now, she was the one who disliked herself.
But the cold man, after hearing these words, hugged her directly.
His voice was hoarse, but with extremely pious seriousness: "Nan Yan, if I say that I have never disliked you, would you believe it?"
Nan Yan's back stiffened, and she raised her head in disbelief: "Then you do those things..."
"Of course I want to avenge you. Am I the kind of person who watches my wife being bullied but ignores it?"
Whenever Lu Huaijing thinks of those people who deliberately plotted against Nan Yan, even his voice is tinged with anger.
"Nan Yan, I only hate myself for not going to the Gu family with you right away. Remember, they deserve all this, but I will never do anything bad to you because of these things. idea.”
"You are very clean, the cleanest girl in the world."
Nan Yan cried.
She choked and burst into tears: "I'm sorry Huai Jing, I never knew you thought this way. I thought you would not want me anymore..."
Before Nan Yan could finish her words, someone held her face in his hands, and then the man's thin lips kissed her.
He kissed her eagerly, as if he didn't want her to feel sad anymore, or he was more eager to prove something.
Nan Yan was surprised, but soon she became addicted to his gentleness.
There was an ambiguous breath intertwined in her breath, and soon, Nan Yan felt like the world was spinning. When she realized it, she was already on the bed.
She was extremely nervous, but Lu Huaijing seemed to know her worries.
The gradual kisses made Nan Yan's body gradually relax, and her mind became empty. At this moment, there was only the man Lu Huaijing in her world.
