But when she thought about the night that made her collapse, Nan Yan couldn't control her tears.
Lu Huaijing didn't know what she was thinking. He thought she was still aggrieved by what happened before, so he couldn't help but pick her up.
This time, Nan Yan did not struggle.
Lu Huaijing placed her on the hospital bed and then solemnly said:
"I'm sorry, Nan Yan, I should have made it clear to you a long time ago. It is indeed because of Song Yihuan's condition that I have been hurting you. It is precisely because of this that when I knew she lied to me, I immediately I chose to separate.”
Lu Huaijing said very sincerely: "Nan Yan, I admit that after I found out you were pregnant, I was really angry, and I did tell Song Yihuan the news of your pregnancy, but I never said anything about you. Although later, We continue to be together because of grandpa, but I have never, never said anything bad about you."
He was indeed angry that his wife was with another man, but wasn't he the same?
When Nan Yan heard this, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes, and he said in a low voice: "So, Lu Huaijing, between Song Yihuan and me, you will always choose her, is it because of this?"
Lu Huaijing lowered his eyelashes, paused, and then said: "Nan Yan, if I say that I...A large part of the reason is actually because of my mother, would you believe it?"
Nan Yan was stunned.
She had thought of many reasons for Lu Huaijing, but this was the only one she had never thought of.
Lu Huaijing gently tucked the hair on her cheek behind her ear, and whispered softly: "Actually, my mother suffered from depression when I was very young, but people at that time didn't pay much attention to this issue. , only Grandma Song, she has always been with my mother, taking care of her, comforting her..."
"So, I have always been grateful to her, and, you know, Grandma Song once saved my mother, but...she left in the end. Nan Yan, Song Yihuan reminded me of my mother. I didn't Ability cannot save a person who is troubled by severe depression. Now I can. She is still Grandma Song’s only bloodline, so naturally I..."
Having said this, Lu Huaijing closed his eyes and tried hard to deal with his emotions.
Nan Yan understood.
She is also a medical student herself. To be a good doctor, she not only needs to treat illnesses and save people, but also has to see all the human emotions in this world.
Hospitals are actually the places where humanity can best be witnessed.
In the face of life and death, everyone is the most real person.
Perhaps, from the beginning, it was never her who was trapped by all this, but Lu Huaijing.
He had no way to get over the shadow of his mother who committed suicide by jumping off a building, and he had no way to separate the feelings of kindness and empathy from Song Yihuan.
Nan Yan has experienced the feeling of betrayal and deception, so how could she not understand his feelings?
Thinking of this, Nan Yan finally softened her heart. She reached out her hand and gently patted the man's shoulder.
But this time, Lu Huaijing hugged her into his arms. This time, he held her tightly, as if he had found something that he regarded as a treasure.
"Nan Yan, I'm sorry for... hurting you like that before. I just hope that you can give me a chance to make up for it..."
His sincere words moved Nan Yan a little.
She took a deep breath and finally plucked up the courage: "Lu Huaijing, haven't you always wanted to know who that man is? I'll tell you now."
As soon as he finished speaking, Nan Yan noticed the stiffness in his back.
But even so, she bravely looked the man in the eyes and said every word:
"Actually, I don't know who the man was that night. I... It was Feng Peiyun and Gu Rou'er who plotted against me. Huaijing, I really don't know how to tell you... It's just that on my grandma's birthday, I ...called you, but the person who answered the phone was Song Yihuan."
Lu Huaijing's pupils suddenly dilated, and he felt anger soaring in his heart, and then he stood up suddenly.
"Ji Li!" he roared.
How dare they? How dare you plot against his woman!
How helpless must she be?
Lu Huaijing became even more angry. He gritted his teeth and said, "Nan Yan, don't worry, I will definitely investigate!"
But Nan Yan grabbed him and sobbed: "It's useless, I already went to investigate. When I woke up, I was already in the hotel bathtub. I tried to do tests, but... it was too late. "
She closed her eyes in embarrassment, "Including taking medicine, I also took tests and measures, but I didn't expect... Huai Jing, I'm sorry..."
The pregnancy, in the final analysis, also caused harm to Lu Huaijing.
Hearing this, the cold man felt as if someone had crushed a handful of broken glass into his heart.
He held her face, full of guilt: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I...should have called you earlier that day. If I had gone with you, this kind of thing wouldn't have happened to you..."
Lu Huaijing felt even more ashamed when he thought about that ridiculous night.
That night was also the night when something happened to him.
It's not like he didn't investigate. Although it was an own mistake, on the day of the accident, Nan Yan was in the hotel and he was in the car, so they... just missed it!
Lu Huaijing felt guilty, but more importantly, regretful.
If he had discovered earlier that Nan Yan was so good, she might be pregnant with his child now, and they would be a happy family of three, but now...
Nan Yan shook her head with tears in her eyes. She tried her best to squeeze out a smile and said, "Lu Huaijing, this is the first time that you have thought of me. I... am very content. After all these years... I should be able to get some comfort."
Ten years of deep love, these three years of marriage, no matter how many misunderstandings there are between the two, they have been made clear.
Lu Huaijing gently stroked her hair and let her lean on his shoulder, with a gentle voice:
"Nan Yan, I will always think of you in the future. We... will have a child that truly belongs to us..."
Nan Yan sobbed and nodded, but this time, the tears were filled with a little bit of relief.
Just then, there was a knock on the door.
"Tuk-tuk-tuk!"
"Enter."
Ji Li pushed open the door and walked in. When he saw the two of them cuddling together, he immediately beamed.
"Sir, I have brought you what you asked for."
After saying that, he delivered a beautifully packaged box in front of the two of them.
Lu Huaijing nodded, and Ji Li immediately withdrew with a wink.
The man opened the box and found an emerald green jade bracelet inside.
Nan Yan was very surprised, "Didn't you give this bracelet to Song Yihuan?"
She also saw Song Yihuan wearing it and showing off everywhere, and even felt very sad about it.
Lu Huaijing also sounded a little guilty as he explained: "Actually, the bracelet she is wearing was customized by me for this bracelet. Although it is also a work of Master Han, it is far less precious than this one. This one is I took the photo originally."
