Xiaojie officially settled in her parents' house. Zhang Ban switched courses with other teachers in the school. After finishing the morning class every day, he drove the carriage to Sun's house and spent the whole afternoon at Sun's house, just like the door god. squatting at the door of Xiaojie's house.
He said all kinds of confessional and flattering words, and came here every day empty-handed, bringing Xiaoduo a lot of snacks that she liked to eat.
Just like that, it was just a matter of seconds.
On this day, Xiaojie, who usually likes to visit the house the most, changed from her normal state. She never left the door or took a step forward, and almost stayed in her own room.
During the day, my mood fluctuates, and for a while I feel like I have to risk my life. I'm just a man. What's the big deal?
I was so young and couldn't hang myself from a tree with a crooked neck, so I suddenly felt a little brighter.
But the happiness lasted only three seconds, because at a certain moment or a small thing, I suddenly remembered the past and my daughter, and burst into tears.
Especially when Mrs. Sun came over every afternoon, she would come over and scold Zhang Ban severely.
Xiaojie had to listen to it every day in the house. Every time she listened, it was like recalling the scene of seeing those letters that night. The wound was torn open again, bleeding and tears, and burning pain.
So I look forward to the coming of night. When night comes, I can sleep. When I sleep, I won't think about those things.
But when it was night and everything was silent, she saw a flickering candle in front of the bed and looked at the empty bed. Desolation and loneliness climbed up to her heart like a vine, strangling her tightly.
Thinking of children, thinking of crying.
I hugged my shoulders, wondering over and over again why he changed his mind, why!
As a girl in her natal family, she was used to sleeping alone.
Now that she is married and has a man and a child, she has unknowingly gotten used to the noisy house, and the bed is full of children's clothes and cloth...
Now she was the only one on the bed. The quilt was folded neatly. The bed looked so big and empty, and her heart felt so empty. Everything was empty. After a night of tossing and turning, she didn't feel sleepy at all. Listening to the barking of dogs far and near, she felt so sleepy. The sound of the north wind whistling by made her tears flow down again.
At this time, she looked forward to the morning especially. When it was morning, there were more people. She might be able to forget this loss for a short time if she mingled in the noise.
However, when the sun rises from the east and a new day arrives, the sunlight seems to remind her that she is now a woman whose engagement has been broken.
The man she thinks she has found can connect with her, but another woman has already lived in his heart. In this world, she is the redundant, failed, betrayed and abandoned one. She just wants to be happy. Black, let yourself blend into the dark night...
Just like this, days and nights were reversed for a few days. The dark circles under Xiaojie's eyes became darker day by day. Her whole person looked gloomy and she was losing weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.
Da Sun and the others saw it in their eyes and were anxious in their hearts.
"Xiaojie, if it doesn't work out, just give Zhang Ban another chance. I see that he has been coming here every day these days. In a lifetime, he will probably finish talking in these days. He should also know that he is wrong..."
"Mom, I can't believe him anymore..." Xiaojie said weakly.
Da Sun pursed her lips and sighed, one after another.
"But Xiaojie, I think you've been having a bad time these days. You didn't give Zhang Ban a chance to change his ways, but you just locked yourself in the room and tortured yourself. That's not right. What a way!"
"Mom, I'm fine. After giving birth to the baby, I have to stay in confinement for a month to raise it. Everything needs a process." Xiaojie told Da Sun.
"I believe it will be fine after a while. During this period, just follow me and pretend you haven't seen anything."
Just like that, Xiaojie closed the door again.
The eldest Sun family had no idea. When she came to the yard, she found that Zhang Ban was still standing at the edge of the flower bed, looking in this direction.
Da Sun didn't plan to ignore Zhang Ban at first, but after thinking about it, she walked towards Zhang Ban.
"Zhang Ban."
"Mother-in-law." Zhang Ban quickly lowered his head, pretending to be frightened to listen.
"Zhang Ban, is it interesting for you to come to Xiaojie's door every day and be the door god?" asked Da Sun.
Zhang Ban whispered, "I came here to atone for my sins, and I will stand until Xiaojie forgives me."
Mrs. Sun sneered, "Why, do you think that you can expose this matter and take Xiaojie away like this?"
"Mother-in-law, I really know that I was wrong, and I am sincerely ashamed." Zhang Ban explained.
Da Sun shook her head disdainfully, "I don't think you are sincere at all. If you are really sincere, you should think from Xiaojie's point of view."
"As a mother, you should understand what Xiaojie is most concerned about."
"It's been so many days, have you brought Yan'er over to take a look? What? You deliberately kept Yan'er at their old Zhang's house and didn't let their mother and daughter meet. Was it because you were betting on the piece of cake that our Xiaojie couldn't bear to part with? Rou, you will definitely return to your old Zhang’s house for Yan’er in the end?”
Zhang Ban raised his eyes and looked at the eldest Sun in front of him in surprise, his face flushed red, "Mother-in-law, I really don't have such unbearable thoughts. I just feel that it is not convenient for me to come to a man's house to take care of my children today. It’s cold. What if the child catches a cold while jolting around with me? So I left her at home and asked my mother to take care of her, so that I could go all out to apologize to Xiaojie. Besides, my mother is Yan’er’s My grandmother, she must be sincere in taking care of Yan'er, and she won't be careless..."
"Bah!" Da Sun spat on the ground.
"Xiaojie is Yan'er's mother. If you really want to win Xiaojie's heart, I advise you to bring Yan'er over so that mother and daughter can meet. Otherwise, you will never come here again. If you come, I won't I won’t open the door for you, so you can weigh it yourself!”
Zhang Ban left in despair.
After noon the next day, he came again.
Upon hearing the news that Zhang Ban was coming, Xiaojie looked out expectantly.
Yes, Xiaojie actually heard what her mother said to Zhang Ban in the yard yesterday, but she didn't come out to stop it.
Because my mother said what was in her heart, she really really wanted to see her daughter. It had been five days and she had never been separated like this.
If Zhang Ban brought Yan'er here today, she would keep Yan'er with her.
If Zhang Ban could persist and take some practical measures to draw a clear line with that woman, she might be able to give him a chance for the sake of her child.
However, Zhang Ban still came alone this time.
Xiaojie suddenly became very angry. This person did not bring Yan'er here on purpose. She hated him!
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Ugly women farming: Mountain man doting on his wife
Ugly women farming: Mountain man doting on his wife
