He sniffed it and found that it wasn't urine. It wasn't sexy at all. Instead, it smelled like something else.
Yes, it was the same liquid as when he was playing with it just now.
God, what's wrong with me? How come there is pus?
The short-term pleasure of release dissipated, and emptiness, confusion, and panic about unknown things instantly enveloped Yang Yongqing's heart like a shadow.
He pulled the quilt and covered himself completely. On this winter night, he fell into a deep loneliness...
Brothers in need!
On this winter night, Yang Yongqing was not the only one who was lonely, confused, and panicked.
There is also Yang Yongxian who lives diagonally opposite his house.
There was a lamp on the table, and the room was dimly lit.
The words "happy" on the wall and on the wedding bed are still bright and festive in red.
However, the newlyweds lying on the bed had their own thoughts and thoughts.
Yang Yongxian thought the failure on the wedding night was just a small accident.
But for two consecutive nights, he was defeated and defeated repeatedly.
This made him question himself deeply, is it not possible?
On the first night, Li Xiuxin encouraged him, on the second night, Li Xiuxin comforted him, and on the third night, Li Xiuxin also fell silent.
The two of them were lying back to back, neither of them asleep, and both had a lot of heavy things in their hearts.
The secret sighs between each other made the small world in the tent become extremely heavy and depressing, irritable and depressed.
After a long time, Yang Yongxian broke the suppressed calm.
"Embroidered heart..."
He called her.
"Um?"
Li Xiuxin gave a gentle response.
"What's wrong?" Seeing that he fell silent after calling him, she asked again.
Yang Yongxian took a deep breath, as if brewing great courage, and said cautiously and uneasily: "If I really can't do that, will you, will you dislike me?"
Li Xiuxin was startled for a moment, then bit her lip gently, and the tent fell into silence once again.
This time, the silence was brief.
"If you just can't do that, I won't dislike you." Li Xiu thought to himself.
"I can accompany you to seek medical advice, and you can always find a cure."
"If it really doesn't work, the worst we can do is adopt a child and raise him well so that he can provide for us in the future," she said.
Hearing Li Xiuxin's words, Yang Yongxian felt a warm current in his heart.
He turned over and faced Li Xiuxin, "Xiuxin, thank you,"
"However, I feel that I can't help you."
"You married me, but I can't give you the happiness that a man can have with a woman. Even if I adopt a child, I still feel that there is something missing in my heart..."
"Yongxian, don't rush to speak. I haven't finished speaking yet." Li Xiuxin interrupted Yang Yongxian's words.
"I, Li Xiuxin, am not a dissolute woman. When I married you, I didn't just think about the fun things under the quilt."
"I want to live a good life with you. I hope you can have a sense of responsibility, support this family, and then help me support my mother's family." Li Xiu said in her heart.
She also turned over from the bed and faced Yang Yongxian.
The two people looked at each other, but there was a distance between them.
"You know my family's situation well," she continued.
"My father passed away two years ago, and my brother is very young, about the same age as Xiao An. It's not easy for my mother to support us two siblings by herself."
"I married you because I saw how upright you were and how you could support such a big school by yourself."
"Regardless of whether it's hot or cold, I'm always the first to go to school and the last to leave."
"Teach the knowledge you have learned to the students in the school without reservation. I think you are amazing. I seem to have seen what my father did back then..."
"So, I married you without hesitation. However, something happened in the past two days, which suddenly made me feel that I thought you were too perfect and omnipotent."
"As a result, some of your actions made me feel abandoned, and I felt very unhappy," she said.
Xiang Yongxian was shocked and frowned immediately.
"What's the matter? If you tell me, I will certainly correct it and encourage you!" he said.
Li Xiu thought to herself: "You accompany me back home during the day, and my mother pulled me into the house privately to ask questions."
"That's when I realized that in our area, there is still a matter of a red scarf falling off."
"My mother asked me who took away the Luohong veil. I was really confused by her question. Then I remembered that our wedding night didn't happen at all. Where did Luohong come from?"
"The red scarf?" Yang Yongxian was also very surprised.
"I remembered!" he said suddenly.
"What do you remember?" Li Xiuxin asked.
Yang Yongxian said: "No wonder you went to cook dinner early the next morning after the wedding, while I was talking in the house."
"My fourth aunt came in and went straight to the bed to pull out a piece of handkerchief. I didn't ask much at the time and thought it was accidentally left on our bed when they were helping. As she took it away, she also He left in a hurry without saying anything to me..." he said.
Li Xiuxin shook her head.
"That veil must be in your grandma's hands now. Your grandma must have doubts about my innocence when she sees that the veil is clean."
"But they didn't say a word. I felt very anxious in my heart," she said.
"Today in the evening, you were in the house and you said you didn't know. My three siblings and I were cooking in the backyard."
"Your grandma came to the kitchen. Liu'er and I both said hello to her. She was very kind to Liu'er but ignored me at all."
"This means that Liu'er passed the test, but I didn't."
"I feel so panicked right now. I feel like I have been walking in and out of the yard for the past two days, and I seem to be looked at and pointed at by many weird eyes behind me."
"And you, you don't know anything."
"It's the winter vacation. Except for eating and going to the bathroom and going out of the house, you spend the rest of the time in the house, talking about sleeping, not paying attention to anything."
"I feel so tired, my heart is tired..."
After saying all this, Li Xiuxin's tears fell down and she couldn't help sobbing lightly.
"Xiuxin, stop crying, it's all my fault!"
Yang Yongxian said, and quickly reached out his hand to help Li Xiuxin wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.
"It's my fault. I didn't notice this and made you worry alone." He said in a low voice.
"Let's do this. I'll go to my grandma to explain myself early tomorrow morning. Tell them clearly about the veil so that they don't misunderstand you." He said.
Li Xiu thought: "Then what are you going to say? Are you going to admit about your body?"
"Walls have ears. If you speak out, more people will know about it. Aren't you afraid of being laughed at?" she asked.
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