It turns out that there are so many ways to be a woman.
Too abstruse.
Yang Ruoqing, on the other hand, was even more guilty and speechless.
"I can't take care of Chen'er. Now, the baby has to go without food because of me. I'm such an incompetent mother..."
Tuoba Xian sighed softly and put Baby Luo back into Yang Ruoqing's arms.
"Don't feel guilty. You don't want to be like this. If you don't have milk, you don't have milk. It's been five months. You can eat something else to fill your stomach." Tuoba Xian said.
Yang Ruoqing looked at Baby Luo in her arms, feeling so distressed that she felt numb.
"I'll get a female goat that has given birth to a lamb later and let the baby drink goat's milk."
"My fifth aunt's Mianmian grew up drinking goat's milk. Goat's milk is the closest to breast milk among all milks," she said.
Tuoba Xian returned to her room. Here, Yang Ruoqing took her baby to bed, while Xiao Yaxue set up a simple shop on the couch under the window to accompany her mother and daughter.
Yang Ruoqing is having nightmares again.
In the dream, she was still traveling over mountains and ridges to find Chen'er.
In the dense woods, the cry of children could be heard.
It seemed to be only about ten steps away, but when she rushed over all the way, there was no sign of the child.
The cry sounded again about ten steps away.
In this way, pursuing, pursuing...
I'm exhausted, I'm really going to collapse...
Is it a dream?
Yeah?
If this is a dream, wake up quickly, wake up!
In her sleep, Yang Ruoqing moaned in pain.
I wanted to open my eyes, but it seemed like I was having a nightmare. I couldn't open my eyes no matter what, and my body was extremely heavy and I couldn't move.
"Qing'er, wake up!"
A familiar voice sounded like a flash of light.
The darkness that was plaguing her was immediately expelled. She felt light on her body, and when she regained consciousness in her hands and feet, she opened her eyes.
"I'm awake. I'm finally awake. It's better for you to come back, Feng Tang..."
In his ears, Xiao Yaxue's voice came again.
Fengtang?
Yang Ruoqing blinked and turned around to look. Besides Xiao Yaxue, there was indeed Luo Fengtang standing beside the bed.
"Tangyazi?" She couldn't believe it.
"Is it you? Am I dreaming again?" she asked.
Luo Fengtang came forward, raised his hand and held Yang Ruoqing's slightly cold hand tightly.
"It's me, I'm back!" he said solemnly.
His whole body was dusty and his eyes were bloodshot.
Obviously, he traveled back through the starry night.
"Tangyaozi, Chen'er, Chen'er is missing..."
This moment of seeing his man, all the pressure a person has endured in the past ten days or so, is like the straw that breaks the camel's back.
She threw herself into Luo Fengtang's arms and burst into tears.
Xiao Yaxue had already picked up the sleeping baby Luo and quietly left the house and went to the next door.
In the room here, Yang Ruoqing was lying in Luo Fengtang's arms, crying like a child.
Luo Fengtang hugged her tightly and raised his hand to stroke her hair.
A handsome face full of distress, sadness and forbearance.
I have known this girl for so many years, and no matter how much setback she encounters, I have never seen her cry like this.
Holding him in his arms, it is obvious that he has lost weight several times since last time.
Luo Fengtang lowered his head and hugged him tighter, his nose was sore.
Wife, son, daughter...
He didn't care about any of them, he was the culprit.
I cried hard for a while. Tears are a woman's best medicine for healing.
Crying like this seems to have vented most of the negative emotions that have been accumulated in my heart for a long time.
She raised her hand to wipe the tears from her face and raised her head.
"Tangyaozi, I'm sorry, I didn't take good care of Chen'er. The child is gone, gone..."
She sobbed, her eyes full of guilt, like a sinner who had committed a heinous crime.
Luo Fengtang frowned and stared into her eyes.
"I know the cause and effect of the matter."
"This is not your fault, don't blame yourself like this!" Luo Fengtang said.
Everything is due to that poisonous woman Qian!
The poisonous woman died, and she deserved it!
"Qing'er, stop crying, be good," Luo Fengtang lowered his head and softly comforted Yang Ruoqing.
"You can't shed tears anymore, otherwise you will get the root of the disease!" he said.
Yang Ruoqing nodded and let him wipe the tears from her face.
"Tangyaozi, what should we do next? I really... really can't think of what to do!" Yang Ruoqing said, grabbing Luo Fengtang's arm tightly, her fingers trembling.
Luo Fengtang held her in his arms again.
She was so helpless, it made him heartbroken!
"Qing'er, don't think about anything tonight. Just have a good sleep. I'll think about other things!" Luo Fengtang said.
Yang Ruoqing raised her head and looked at him.
"But, I, I can't sleep. As soon as I close my eyes, it's Chen'er..."
"When I think of Chen'er, I feel like something is scratching my heart."
"Tangyaozi, I, I..." Yang Ruoqing couldn't continue. As soon as she said this, tears couldn't help but flow down.
Luo Fengtang said: "I will sleep with you in my arms. No matter what, you have to sleep for two hours."
"I'll tell you what we should do next when it gets dark tomorrow!" he said.
"Tomorrow during the day? Do you have plans? What plans? Tell me now!" Yang Ruoqing begged.
Luo Fengtang shook his head: "No, you must close your eyes now and have a good sleep. I won't tell you."
"As long as you obey and have a good sleep, when you open your eyes tomorrow, we will have a new goal!"
"Really?" Yang Ruoqing opened her eyes wide.
"You're not coaxing me, are you?" she asked earnestly.
Luo Fengtang raised his hand and stroked her hair.
"What a silly girl, I will never deceive you."
"Sleep well, believe me, I also feel that Chen'er must still be alive. As long as he is alive, we will definitely find a way to find Chen'er!" He said.
I don’t know whether his eyes were too firm or his words were too sincere.
Anyway, Yang Ruoqing's heart, which had been anxious for more than ten days, calmed down a little at this moment.
"Well, I'll take a nap," she said.
Only then did he notice Luo Fengtang's dusty clothes, as well as the tiredness on his head and face.
"I'll find some clothes for you. You take a shower first." Yang Ruoqing said, struggling to get out of bed, but Luo Fengtang pushed her back down again.
"I know where the clothes are. I'll take them myself. You lie down and sleep well. Don't move around!"
He deliberately warned her, then got up and went to the closet to look for clothes and entered the shower room.
In the shower room, the sound of rushing water was heard.
Listening to the gentle sound of water flowing, I knew he was inside.
She felt a little more at ease in her heart, and she was no longer like a frightened bird, which would bounce up at the slightest sign of trouble outside.
