Nannan, seeing the words is like seeing the face.
I just said goodbye and I already miss you.
Dashan is not good at words, but I know that he likes you very much, so he left his dagger.
When he and I were discussing what to give you, we actually had many concerns.
He doesn't dare to leave you too powerful weapons or monster inner elixirs.
On the one hand, the outside world is very dangerous and must be used to protect me.
On the other hand, it's because he's afraid that these things will make those who hate you hate you even more.
Killing people to seize treasures is not uncommon, whether in the mortal world or in the spiritual world.
Therefore, you must hide your clumsiness before you have enough strength.
That was all he said, and it was now my turn.
I don't have as many worries as he does.
After all, you also know that I have been practicing for two hundred years and have taken too many magical medicines.
Even though Dashan gave me spiritual guidance when I was young, I still didn’t become a life spring cultivator.
The sea of suffering is difficult to cross in this life.
In fact, even if she can't practice, Nannan's strength is much better than that of the Kuhai cultivator.
Sometimes, I even feel that if you are fast enough, you can definitely kill me before I use my divine mark.
Don't think I'm complimenting you.
This is a fact.
There are many examples of the weak defeating the strong.
In my hometown, there once was a knight who beheaded the cultivator who controlled the divine rainbow with just one sword.
So, Nannan, I think you are very strong from the bottom of my heart.
From now on, you must never belittle yourself again.
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Have you seen the hairpin? Do you like it?
Even if you don’t like it, you have to keep it well for me!
You usually wear the same white robe. I want to buy you new clothes, but you refuse.
Apart from the full moon jade pendant and the bronze ring, there was not a single piece of jewelry on his body.
Although your hairpin looks great, it’s best to dress appropriately for future occasions.
Besides, my daughter is so pretty, so she needs to dress up even more!
The hairpin is a weapon forged in my sea of suffering, it can be used for self-defense.
Although Dashan said he was afraid that you would be missed by thieves, he actually gave you his second most powerful weapon, the Divine Bridge.
Whether it's my hairpin or Dashan's dagger, the surface is plated with gold.
When you open up the sea of suffering in the future, the hairpin and dagger will manifest their original appearance.
If you don’t plan to continue practicing, gold is very soft and can be cut off to live.
Don't feel reluctant to part with it. We leave these behind just to make your life better.
Stop farming, it's so tiring, these things should be enough for you to live on.
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Girl, sometimes I regret why I didn’t leave an heir with Dashan.
I had been giving lectures at Kuhai Cliff before, just to make up for this regret.
I am very grateful to Dashan for always being accommodating.
I hope that Nannan can also meet a spouse who respects you, understands you, and tolerates you in the future.
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When I first heard about you, I was very curious.
After all, a mortal, only seven years old, can climb ten thousand steps of the Shu Road that would make me half-dead even if I walked down it.
Later I learned that you were guided by Lin Xiao, and I understood.
I even imagined the scene when you first met.
You are all crazy.
me too.
Lin Xiao wants to fly, you want revenge, I want to sacrifice, and Dashan...
He only wants me.
So sometimes, I joke with Dashan in private that the four of us are the Four Idiots of Qingya Blessed Land.
It's a pity that Lin Xiao is dead and I am about to die. If Dashan wants to send me away, you will be the only one left.
You must be good in the future.
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That guy from Dashan actually dared to peek!
If he hadn't whimpered so loudly, I wouldn't have noticed.
Now I have kicked him out!
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Oops, look at my memory, I forgot everything I just said.
Dashan said he wanted to help me write, but I didn't agree.
Although I am very tired, I still have some cultivation.
If I don't even have the strength to hold a pen, then I might as well die.
I'm not afraid of your jokes. In fact, I have really sought death.
It's all my fault that bad guy Dashan never left me, and sometimes even blocked my cultivation so that I couldn't commit suicide.
It's strange to say that I could beat him until he cried when he was in school, but why couldn't he beat him later?
Now that I think about it, he must have been letting me go at that time...
Oops, I’m showing off my affection to you again!
Hehe, Nannan, don’t have puppy love!
I asked Dashan to look at Yu Tan, but it was just like that.
Of course, if you really like it, then we will definitely bless you!
As long as you can be happy.
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Nannan, I like you so much.
After meeting you, I feel younger.
I really want to recognize you as my granddaughter, but the mountain won’t let me.
He said that if it had been a few years earlier, he would not have stopped me.
It's all my fault that I don't have many years to live now, otherwise I could have seen you more.
Nannan, you don’t even know what your appearance means to me.
In the past few years, white-robed Taoist boys have left one after another in giving lectures at Wudao Cliff.
They are like the rising sun, walking from here to the middle and then to the other side.
Those people had no feelings for me, a prisoner of misery.
After all, their future is bright.
Who cares about the aging flowers of yesterday?
What's more, there are many yellow flowers, and there is no shortage of me.
After recognizing the reality, I began to repeat those scriptures mechanically and repeatedly, using the so-called love and dedication to cover up my loss and inferiority.
And just when I felt accustomed to this, you, Nannan, came to me covered in wind and snow.
Those eyes were more intense than those of Taoist boys and medicine farmers.
What makes me most gratified is that you have carefully written down all the experiences I said that others have heard too much.
Being needed by you makes me feel that my existence is meaningful.
On the day we met, because of your appearance, I put aside my pretense and laughed at myself easily.
You're going to die anyway, so why are you pretending?
I enjoy recalling the prosperous years. No matter how many wrongdoings and misguided paths there were, I walked out of them step by step.
And I have a hunch that in the future, you who are so serious will definitely go further than me.
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Nannan, you are really smart.
You discovered my relationship with him from the very beginning, but there was no confusion or despicability in your eyes, and there was even some compassion.
The compassion in your eyes is different from that of my master, senior brothers and sisters.
Your compassion is more empathetic.
It was that look that made me feel that we were in the same boat.
I was very curious at that time, you are only seven years old, how could you be as hopeless as me, an old woman who is half dead?
But your eyes are so sincere.
So, I don’t find the compassion in your eyes offensive to me.
On the contrary, it is a gift.
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It's funny to say that.
I used to think that in my life, apart from my parents who gave birth to me and raised me, it was enough to have mountains that understood me and loved me.
So I kept forcing a smile on my face, with gentle eyes, and sent away those Taoist boys in white who were destined to go far away.
But with you, I actually want to cry.
Your appearance made me understand that there is no need to hold on.
As I get older, my words don’t match my words.
After more than two hundred years of practice, there are not many memories that are engraved in my heart.
Hometown, parents, school, mountains, and you covered in wind and snow.
I believe you will understand my ramblings.
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I still remember the first time I discovered that I wet the bed in my sleep. Embarrassment, embarrassment, grief, anger and despair followed one after another. I almost collapsed.
Why should Dashan suffer what he shouldn't suffer?
I want to die with dignity.
So I lay stiffly on the bed, gritting my teeth to prevent tears from falling, and secretly running the divine power of the Sea of Bitterness, hoping to evaporate it dry, and then seek death.
But he found it.
Dashan didn't say anything, he just touched my head, wiped my body carefully, and put on clean clothes.
Dashan remained silent throughout the entire process.
He neither advised me nor scolded me.
His eyes were as gentle as ever.
So I changed my mind again.
The mountains have not given up on me, so who am I to say no first?
In fact, I know that Dashan wants to be an ordinary couple with me, but he does not allow himself to grow old before me.
Over the years, he has been practicing hard and made many attempts, but unfortunately they were all in vain.
Until his master came here in person.
After learning that I had no hope of reaching the Life Spring, Dashan stopped practicing Taoism.
Nanny, I really want to cry, but I can't bear to let him see me cry.
Nannan, thank you for coming to chat with me often.
How I want to tell the world how much the mountains love me.
But I also don’t want to burden him.
So I'll just tell you.
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I thought about reincarnation that I told you yesterday and talked about it with Dashan for a long time.
We all believe that butterflies are our fantasy.
It is a dream that ends in vain, and reincarnation cannot be taken seriously.
So you must not be persistent.
Sometimes, letting go may not be a kind of happiness.
And I believe that your brother must also hope that you can live a happy life.
No matter what, don't put too much pressure on yourself.
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I should have stopped writing here, but I don't want all your past efforts to be in vain.
Although Dashan and I don't really believe in reincarnation, we also hope that a miracle can happen to you.
So, girl, do what you think is right.
As long as you are willing to wait, that person will definitely come back.
I’ll just write it here, my hands are tired.
In my memory, the flowers bloom the most beautifully at this time.
Dashan wants to take me back to retire!
So don't worry, we're fine.
Nannan, take care.
