She let her tears fall down one by one like broken pearls. No matter the makeup or the swollen eyes.
The dull suffocation feeling in my chest came up again, and I clutched the clothes on my chest tightly with my hands, and my joints turned white.
She had to work hard to calm down in exchange for breathing relief.
She has no control over freedom, career, or marriage.
Even if I want to cry, I can't make the decision.
The phone was taken away and she lost contact with the outside world.
She didn't eat a bite of the food brought in by the servant.
Because she knew that they were afraid that she would make trouble and that she would cry out and make her cry, so they would definitely mix things into the food and let her sleep.
Seeing that she refused to eat, the servant tried to feed her again and forced her to eat.
"Snapped--"
The bowl broke and the porridge spilled on the floor.
The servant knelt in front of her: "Miss, please eat something, just a bite. If you don't eat, I will be kicked out of the Tang family. My parents are getting older and they count on me to support the family. I can't lose it." I got this job...Please, young lady."
Tang Qingwan had tears in her eyes and numbly sneered.
Miss...
What kind of young lady is she doing?
It is clearly a doll that has been carefully decorated, a puppet that has been hollowed out of flesh and blood.
Tears rolled down silently, and her eyes were sad and dim: "Are your parents very good to you?"
"The kindness of raising me is greater than that of heaven. Although my family background is not one ten thousandth of that of the eldest lady, and my parents are not very capable people. But they have always taken care of me since I was a child, and they have tried their best to give me a good life. Unfortunately, I also It's not a big deal and I can't give them a good life. Now that they are old, I should take on the responsibility of supporting them. So I beg you, Miss, to have mercy and don't fire me."
After that, he kowtowed to her again.
Tang Qingwan supported her, her eyes still numb: "Stop kneeling."
She picked up the rice and stuffed it into her mouth expressionlessly.
One bite after another, eating like mud.
Tears dripped into the food, but she didn't wipe them away and just ate them.
The servant also cried.
After she finished eating, the servant cried, cleared the tableware, and said with a choked voice: "Thank you, Miss..."
The door closed again.
Falling into a tight silence.
The frozen atmosphere made her heart feel like there was cotton stuck in it.
The Tang family, which is envied by others, is not even half as good as ordinary families.
Suddenly I felt sick to my stomach.
She got up and staggered to the bathroom. She was dizzy from vomiting and had tears in her eyes, and then washed her face with cold water.
The person in the mirror is in a miserable state, his eyes are dull and dull.
Is this the life she envies others with...
Maybe the medicine had an effect. She gasped and wiped the water stains from her mouth with her weak hands.
He walked back to the bed in a daze and covered himself with the quilt.
I don’t know how long I slept, but when it got dark, the bedroom door opened again.
Tang's mother walked in and called softly: "Qingwan."
There was no response, but Tang's mother called her again.
Tang Qingwan was in bed, slowly opening her heavy eyelids, with tears in her red and swollen eyes, dripping on the sheets along the ends of her eyes.
"Wake up." Mother Tang's voice was very soft.
So gentle, like a good mother coaxing her child.
She put her hand on the quilt and said, "Qingwan, you are too impulsive today. Even if you are willful, you can't play with your future."
"Future -" Tang Qingwan lifted the quilt and sat up, "In your eyes, I am considered a person with a future?"
She has been obedient since she was a child, well-behaved and docile, and has never been willful.
She gave in to Tang Yuanzhi's partiality and indulgence for the sake of the harmony of her family.
She gave in to this loveless marriage for the future of the Tang family.
Her father did not allow her to interfere in the Tang family's business, so she gave in in order not to embarrass her mother.
Willful... future...
Which one can be related to her life.
Together with the small clothing company that she worked so hard to create, all of it will be taken away.
Why……
Is it just because she is a woman...
You should swallow your anger, you should be willing to give in, and you should obey your words.
Her lips trembled slightly and her voice choked: "My future was ruined by your own hands."
"I'm your child too, why can't you-"
Tears in Tang Qingwan's eyes blurred her vision, and strong pain surged in her chest.
Because I endured the pain, I swallowed the unfinished words.
Tang Mu opened her mouth and fell into silence.
After a long while, Tang's mother lowered her eyes and said, "Take care of yourself. People from the Li family are coming to pick you up."
Tang Qingwan wiped away her tears of disappointment: "Sell me to the Li family and you will be happy, right?"
Tang Mu stood up and left without responding to her words.
The person who came to pick her up...
Tang Qingwan didn't pack anything, she just went out wearing slippers with a crying face.
The moment she reached the stairs.
Stopped in surprise.
The light brown eyes swayed.
Looking at the person downstairs who was talking to Father Tang.
Tang's father came out when he saw her like this, and he couldn't help but look a little embarrassed: "This child is usually spoiled by the family and has no rules at all."
Li Jiangyuan smiled and glanced at Tang Qingwan, and said kindly: "Qingwan is free and easy, and everyone likes her. It's just my abrupt visit, I hope you don't mind."
Father Tang breathed a sigh of relief and smiled: "Miss Li's words are not rude, not rude at all."
Li Jiangyuan saw Tang Qingwan's surprised look, and then said: "In that case, I will take Qingwan away. The old man at home is urging me."
Tang's father pushed Tang Qingwan forward: "Hurry up and leave."
…
The effects of the sleeping pills have not completely worn off yet, and Tang Qingwan's head is still dizzy.
"Second sister...you, why are you here?"
After the car drove out of Tang's house, Tang Qingwan, who was sitting in the passenger seat, looked at Li Jiangyuan who was driving with confusion.
Li Jiangyuan glanced at her impatiently, folding up her luxurious mink fur coat, the black fluffy fur shaking slightly with her shoulders.
A pair of manicured hands held the steering wheel.
The steering wheel is also plush.
Compared with her scrawling, Li Jiangyuan is very delicate.
Tang Qingwan discovered that Li Jiangyuan probably had a soft spot for plush things.
"Why do you talk so much nonsense!"
"..." Tang Qingwan's expression froze, and she only said one sentence.
Halfway through the drive, the car stopped on the main road.
Li Jiangyuan thanked the slovenly Tang Qingwan and said, "Get out of here."
Harmony only lasts for ten minutes.
Tang Qingwan flipped up her messy hair: "Where did you get into this trouble? Who asked you to come?"
Li Jiangyuan pursed her lips and raised her chin: "It's none of your business! Just remember that I got you out today, and you will keep your head down and behave like me in the Li family from now on."
It's better to say it's a bit bluffing than arrogant.
Tang Qingwan smiled instead of being annoyed: "Whose benefit did you take?"
He took something from someone else and sold her a favor.
The next second.
"Bang——"
Tang Qingwan was thrown out of the car with her bag.
There was a sudden burst of wind and lightning.
She was the only one left on the road, taking off her shoes and blowing in the cold wind.
The strands of hair fluttered in the wind, and each strand was filled with speechlessness.
She took out her cell phone from her bag.
out of battery.
"..."
