"me!"
Ren Qingxin's sudden love words caught Liu Mingzhi off guard.
He stared blankly at Ren Qingxin, who had a drink falling from the corner of his lips, his eyes were slightly red, and his lips kept puckering.
He obviously wanted to say something to the girl in front of him, but he didn't know where to start.
Some words have obviously come to my lips, but I can't say them.
yes.
Liu Mingzhi might be worthy of everyone in the world, but he could only be sorry for Ren Qingxin.
The girl is right, even she thinks so too.
"Girl, you are doing it for your brother, right..."
Just by hearing Liu Mingzhi's previous words, Ren Qingxin seemed to already know what Young Master Liu would say next.
When Young Master Liu was halfway through his words, she interrupted him directly.
"Big fruit fruit."
"Um?"
“You don’t need to say anything more about the so-called sorry words.
You have said this to my sister many times.
Daguoguo, you haven't said enough, but I'm tired of hearing it.
You know better than anyone else, sister, what I want is not to be sorry. "
When Liu Mingzhi heard Ren Qingxin's words that hit his heart, he lowered his head with extremely guilty eyes.
His hands seemed to have nowhere to rest and rubbed for a while, then habitually moved toward the tobacco pouch on his waist.
Ren Qingxin had a pair of smart, clear eyes, and just watched quietly as Young Master Liu took out the tobacco bag from his waist and filled it with shredded tobacco skillfully.
This time, she did not say anything more about Daguoguo. This thing is not good for your health. You should use less words of advice.
Ren Qingxin watched quietly as Young Master Liu lit the tobacco with a fire stick, then raised the wine bag in his hand and sent it straight towards the red lips.
The sandalwood mouth was slightly open, revealing a few silver teeth like broken jade. Ren Qingxin pursed her lips and drank the old wine in her hand one after another.
It seems that everything is left unsaid.
All in the wine.
"Hey, girl, why are you doing this?"
"Since the day we first met outside Yingzhou City in Northern Xinjiang, and now several years later, Da Guoguo, you have told me this sentence dozens of times.
Sister, when I followed you back to the capital from northern Xinjiang for the first time, Da Guoguo, you told me.
Then, I followed me back to Northern Xinjiang from the capital, Da Guoguo, you also told me.
After Da Guoguo rebelled and proclaimed himself emperor, my sister followed Da Guoguo, Sister Yun and the others back to the capital. Da Guoguo also told my sister.
Later, when you persuaded me to go to the East China Sea to meet that person, you also told me.
Later, when my sister and I came back from the East China Sea and reunited with you Daguoguo at the Gua stall outside Penglai Restaurant, you also told me.
During the time I lived in your home in Daguoguo, during this period, at certain times, you said this to me again and again.
The last time you said this to me, Da Guoguo, was on the third day of May last year, when you sent me away from the capital and back to Shu.
What are you doing?
What are you doing?
What are you doing?
Sister, I thought that after hearing this sentence, people would feel pain in their hearts, wandering in their hearts, and trembling in their souls.
I will never hear it again until the day I die.
However, fate is really a trick!
One year, five months, and eighteen days have passed.
Daguoguo, you said this to me again.
Girl, why are you doing this?
Girl, why are you doing this? "
Ren Qingxin glanced at Liu Mingzhi, who had a dark expression and was puffing away quietly while holding a cigarette. He blinked his red eyes hard several times, raised his wine bag and took another sip of the wine.
"Why is this painful? It is really painful!
My sister, I will taste this bitter taste every day.
It’s getting harder and harder every day, every time.
But, girl, I can’t help it!
Among the five flavors of Daguoguo, sweet, sour, bitter, spicy and salty, which one is not better than bitter?
However, I tried it over and over again, but I couldn't bear to part with it.
Daguoguo, tell me, am I sick? "
Ren Qingxin's words were very calm, from beginning to end.
There were no loud questions and no unwilling rebuke.
However, whether it is Ren Qingxin himself or Liu Mingzhi, the listener.
Everyone can feel the sourness under the calm words, the sourness of not getting what you want.
Liu Mingzhi didn't know what Ren Qingxin was thinking, but Liu Mingzhi could clearly feel the pain behind her calm words.
Because that pain was what he had brought to her.
I am the .asxs. of this story, and I am also the end point of this story.
"Daguoguo!"
Liu Mingzhi suddenly paused in raising the cigarette rod and looked sideways at Ren Qingxin, who was walking side by side with him.
"Um?"
"It is said that good medicine is bitter in taste and good for diseases. Daguoguo, you say, sister, I have been suffering for so long, but why is this disease not getting better?
Isn't it, sister, this bitter medicine of mine is not bitter enough? "
Liu Mingzhi trembled and stared intently at Ren Qingxin, who was also staring straight at him.
It seems to be an accident of God.
It seems to come from a feeling.
Liu Mingzhi, who had never known what to say, looked at Ren Qingxin's bright eyes full of bitter feelings and blurted out: "There are three thousand illnesses in the world, but lovesickness is the only one that cannot be cured."
Ren Qingxin smiled lightly, raised the wine bag and took a few sips of wine.
"Yes! Sister, what I said before is indeed correct.
Or Daguoguo, you have broader knowledge.
You are so right. Of the three thousand illnesses in the world, only lovesickness cannot be cured.
Maybe, my sister, I will never be able to recover in my lifetime. "
Just when Liu Mingzhi was about to say something, Ren Qingxin suddenly spoke again.
"Big fruit fruit."
"Huh? What...what happened?"
"Sister, I want to ask you a question, is that okay?"
Liu Mingzhi heard Ren Qingxin's low-toned words, looked at the shredded tobacco that had turned to ashes in the pot, and wanted to refill it with Yiguo shredded tobacco.
The moment he opened the cigarette bag, Liu Mingzhi didn't know what he thought of. Then he tightened the cigarette bag in his hand and raised his foot to knock out the remaining cigarette pot.
This stuff is not good for your health, so smoke it less and spread it out.
yes!
This stuff is really not good for your health, and you should smoke it less.
When no one reminds me, I just smoke.
But when the beauty reminds me, I really should exercise some restraint.
Young Master Liu rolled up the dry tobacco bag in his hand and looked at Ren Qingxin, who was still holding up the wine bag and taking a swig of wine, and sighed with guilt.
"If possible, I hope you won't ask further.
It's a pity that Brother Wei knows very well that I can't seem to stop you. "
"Hehehe, Daguoguo is Daguoguo, he is still so smart.
Before my sister's question has been uttered, Da Guoguo, you already know what I want to ask my sister.
Now that you already know everything about Da Guoguo, I don’t have anything to show off, sister. "
Ren Qingxin raised the wine bag that seemed to be endless and brought it to his mouth to take a sip.
"Da Guoguo, sister, I asked you a question back then, and I will ask you again today, sister.
Why should I be responsible for the mistakes made by others? Why should I be shouldered?
In front of you, Da Guoguo, I have never denied that my old man committed an unforgivable sin because he was blinded by power.
It is precisely because of the sins committed by my old man that even 'Ren Qingxin' is infamous as the Demon Queen who brought harm to the country.
I don't know what other people think of Ren Qingxin, nor do I want to know, let alone know.
Because regarding those things about 'Ren Qingxin', I have nothing to do with my sister.
So I don't want to pay attention to it, let alone bother to pay attention to it.
However, others are not clear about certain things, but you are clear about it, Daguoguo!
My sister wants to know.
When you impose the faults of some people on me, my sister.
Have you ever felt heartache? Have I ever felt unfair because of my sister?
Yes, my sister is Ren Qingxin, and I am also Ren Qingxin.
But, sister, where did I go wrong?
Daguoguo, tell me, sister, where did I go wrong? "
Liu Mingzhi saw Ren Qingxin trying to drink again, and quickly snatched the wine bag from her hand.
"Oh, you're not wrong."
Ren Qingxin glanced at Liu Mingzhi who had snatched the wine bag away, and a bitter smile could not help but rise at the corners of his lips.
"Da Guoguo, you are always like this.
Always think about treating everyone around you fairly, and always think about taking care of everyone you care about.
Unfortunately, until the end.
You don't seem to be taking care of everyone.
You always think about everyone from your own perspective, but you ignore one thing, that is, whether the things you consider for others from your own perspective are what that person needs. "
When Liu Mingzhi heard Ren Qingxin's meaningful words, he nodded and glanced at the wine that only had half of the wine bag left, and casually put it into his mouth.
"Yes, girl, you are right, my brother really didn't take care of anyone.
I owe too many people, but I also have too many burdens on me.
There are some words that I have been holding in my heart for a long time, so much that I feel a little tired.
But I never told anyone, whether it was my parents, my friends, or my brother.
Even if it’s Yun’er, my sisters and others, as well as Sister Ya who knows how to consider me, understand me, and care for me best.
I didn't even tell her.
Girl, you and Sister Ya have known each other for many years, and you should know her character well.
Among the many women who are my brothers, I want to say who is the woman who can be most considerate and understanding of me.
Brother, I can tell you frankly that this person is none other than Sister Ya.
Whether it's Yun'er, Sister Shan, or Wanyan and Yao'er, the two sisters.
Among their many sisters, the only one who can suppress the anger in brother's heart is Sister Ya.
The only person who can make me calm down and think is Sister Ya.
Brother Wei said this not because he was partial to her.
But she gave her a feeling that no one else could give her.
There are many things that I haven’t even said to Sister Ya.
Other people, as a brother, I will not open my heart to them.
Brother Wei said this not because he didn't trust them.
But, as a brother, I don’t want to bring my own pressure to them.
As you just said, I always want to treat everyone around me fairly and take care of everyone around me who cares about me.
But in the end, it seemed that no one took care of it.
However, since the two of us have talked about it today, I will make an exception and talk to you as a brother. "
Liu Mingzhi held the wine bag in silence for a long time with a heavy expression, then raised his head and drank the remaining wine in the wine bag in one gulp.
"Girl, for the burden I bear on my brother -
too heavy!
On the eve of the death of my father, Emperor Ruizong, my brother once recited a piece of music for him.
You know, what is it? "
"Huh? What kind of song is it?"
"Borrow from heaven for another five hundred years."
"Ah? What song is it?"
"Borrow from heaven for another five hundred years."
"If you borrow another five hundred years from heaven and scatter them for another five hundred years, wouldn't it mean that you will live like a turtle and a bastard...cough cough cough...
Big fruit, five hundred years, that's too long to live. "
Liu Mingzhi glanced at Ren Qingxin's pretty face, which seemed a little embarrassed, and sighed deeply,
"If there is such a thing, why don't you hope that God will give him another five hundred years?
Because in this case, I don’t have to be so tired as a brother. "
Ren Qingxin'e frowned slightly and snatched the wine bag from Young Master Liu's hand.
"Da Guoguo, you have led my sister astray again.
Sister, I remember that the initial topic between the two of us seemed to have nothing to do with the current topic, right? "
As Ren Qingxin spoke, he brought the wine bag to his mouth.
But when she wanted to drink, she realized that the wine in the wine bag had already reached the bottom.
"Da Guoguo, sister, I just want to know where I went wrong.
Is this question that is so easy to answer so difficult for you? "
After Ren Qingxin's question came to an end, she suddenly realized that the two of them had unknowingly walked out of an alley where there were not many passers-by.
Ren Qingxin shook the empty wine bag in his hand and looked at Young Master Liu with a complicated expression.
"Da Guoguo, I will return this bag of wine to you, sister."
As Ren Qingxin spoke, he raised his eyes and looked around the main street in Chengzhou City.
After a pause, she carried the wine bag and walked directly towards a wine shop with a flag flying.
"Da Guoguo, sister, let me tell you first.
I can take care of the drinks, girl, but if it's not to your taste, I don't care. "
"Girl, no need."
"Why don't you use it? Don't you hate being in debt to others?
It just so happens that my sister, I have been influenced by you over the years, and I also don’t like to owe others.
Since I drank your wine, sister, I should return a wine bag to you.
But, sister, I only have a little more than three taels of silver. Da Guoguo, you can drink whatever kind of drinks you can get. "
"Girl!"
Ren Qingxin turned a deaf ear to Young Master Liu's shouts and walked straight towards the wine shop on the street.
After a while, Ren Qingxin walked towards Young Master Liu with a wine bag in his hand and a smile on his face.
After closing the stopper, Ren Qingxin handed the wine bag in front of Young Master Liu.
"Hey, sister, I'll fill up the drinks for you. All the money I earned from selling herbal medicine today has been spent."
Liu Mingzhi quietly looked at Ren Qingxin's pretty face with a forced smile, and reached out to take the wine bag she handed her.
"Girl, you also sold the herbs you picked in the mountains today.
Where do you plan to go next? "
"Haha, do you need to say that? Of course I'm going home!"
