Liu Mingzhi took out several folded pieces of rice paper from the envelope and subconsciously estimated what Tao Ying had written in the final letter left to him.
Turning his head slightly and glancing at Huan'er, who was still standing next to the coffin and sobbing softly, Liu Mingzhi shifted his body slightly, and then lowered his head to read the letter in his hand.
My husband, Liu Mingzhi, wishes to express my gratitude to you personally.
The concubine Tao Ying bows her head.
On the day when the writing paper is stretched out, my husband will see the words as if they were on his face.
We have cried goodbye for many days since last year. How is your husband?
Although we have no chance to meet again, I only hope that your husband will be well.
I have a short life and a poor fortune. I am destined to meet my husband, but I have no chance to stay together. From now on, if we are separated, the yin and yang will be separated forever!
The road to Huangquan is long, but it is lonely. I look forward to my husband, but don’t think about it even though it hurts.
Don't use your personal feelings as a concubine to waste care for the people of the world.
Recalling the past two years or so, I first met you. I harbored all kinds of resentments and came close to you because of my personal enmity.
When I think about it again today, I regret that I shouldn’t have done it in the first place.
However, looking back on the past, I already regret it.
The fact that I am in this state is because I deserve it, and it has nothing to do with my husband.
Although I have let go of my grudges against my late husband, my death was closely related to my husband even though he was not killed by me personally.
As the saying goes, a good girl will not marry two husbands, and a loyal minister will not serve two masters.
The concubine and her husband are not known as husband and wife, but they have sex several times day and night. Such behavior is completely different from the womanly virtues that I learned when I was young.
It is really shameful to think about it alone in my spare time.
The concubine originally came here to seek revenge, but by chance, she lost her virginity at the hands of her husband, thus losing her reputation for innocence.
It is even more difficult to control her feelings and have a secret affair with her husband for a long time. She must be ashamed of her deceased husband's spirit in heaven.
When the concubine's identity was exposed, she originally wanted to leave without saying goodbye. However, because of the long-term friendship with her husband, she wanted to leave but her heart stayed. She was reluctant to say goodbye to her husband and left sadly.
What's more, I never thought that one day I would fall in love with my husband and become trapped in the love web woven by my husband.
However, although getting along with her husband was sweet, every time after her husband left, the concubine thought of her deceased husband's spirit in heaven, and she felt ashamed for being unworthy of a woman.
You and I have always been a romantic couple in name only. After all, our status as concubine is that of the Li family's wife and concubine, not the husband's family member.
Although she has her own aspirations and is willing to consider herself husband and concubine, in the end, she is only deceiving herself and others.
I only wish to die for my love and repay the apology in my heart for my deceased husband.
I hope your husband will forgive me for my selfish choice, and don’t argue with me as a prostitute, so that I can harbor resentment in my heart and make me die in peace.
Before my identity was exposed, I learned from a senior spy that not only I, but also my eldest sister-in-law, Chen Jie of the Li family, was secretly having an affair with her husband.
And she gave birth to the apple of her eye for her husband. Jiao'e of the Liu family, the master is Lian Niang.
They are also loving in every possible way when they get along in private.
At first, I despised my eldest sister-in-law for her unchaste behavior. However, after spending time with her husband day and night, I didn't realize that I was just as deeply in trouble as my eldest sister-in-law.
It was not until many days after the affair had subsided that the husband came back to his house to have a private meeting with me. I couldn't help but feel happy. At that moment, I suddenly realized that I, like my elder sister-in-law, had been deeply involved in it.
From one moment to the next, I couldn't help feeling envious of my eldest sister-in-law for being able to stay with her husband for a long time.
Of course. Nature is unpredictable and things go against your wishes.
Although the concubine and the eldest sister-in-law are both concubines of the Li family, they have completely different identities.
It is the identity of the deceased husband.
Although the eldest brother Li Baiyu died young, he had nothing to do with her husband. Although her husband arrived thousands of miles away to save her, the incident happened suddenly and her husband had already tried his best but was unable to save his life.
The utmost benevolence and righteousness are fulfilled.
In the midst of such chaos, my husband also vigorously supported Li Ye's son to ascend the throne as emperor. For the Li royal family, although it was the duty of a minister, it was also a great kindness.
Under such circumstances, the eldest sister-in-law, as a widow, has a secret affair with her husband. Although their status is contrary to human relations, for lovers, it is a matter of affection and harmony.
However, the concubine's body is different. The death of the first deceased husband is ultimately caused by her husband.
The husband is kind to his eldest sister-in-law, but to the concubine, he has the hatred of killing her husband.
Although I have been relieved, because of my dead husband’s spirit in heaven and my status as concubine, I have never been able to calmly face my inner condemnation and stay with my husband until the end of my life.
Ask yourself, this is the virtue of a wife.
The bottom line is that I never thought that one day, I would treat my husband, a person with hatred, with all my heart and love in every possible way.
Love is as impermanent as the wind and snow, but it will cause death at the slightest move.
I always thought that I was having sex with my concubine because my husband was forcing me to do so.
However, when I was in trouble and asked my husband to accompany me to celebrate my birthday, I suddenly realized that I had already fallen in love with him and my love was deep-rooted.
Once a woman is moved, there is no way back for me.
When love suddenly arises, I originally want to be with my husband and grow old together.
After careful consideration, I find that the shackles in my body and mind are difficult to break. I just feel that my life is thin and I have no chance to stay with my husband until the end of my life. I am not blessed to receive all kinds of love from my husband.
Therefore, only when the debt is wiped out after death can I return home.
On the snowy night of my birthday, I occasionally murmured softly. My husband once asked me what I was saying in my low voice.
I smiled but didn't answer. Today I will tell you in my final words.
I am not blessed to be separated from you in this life, but I only hope to meet you again in the next life.
Two people fall in love with each other and are showered with snow. This life can be regarded as a total loss of life.
A husband can think of his concubine, but he must not worry about her all the time. Because of her concubine, he will waste the country, the country, and the people's livelihood.
My husband is now a prosperous and wise king who is deeply loved by the people. I hope that my husband will not forget his original intention, forge ahead, and always put the affairs of the country and the world first.
Fang lives up to his status as a king.
Although my soul has passed away, I still leave a cherry blossom jade plaque by my husband's side, just like I am accompanying my husband.
This half-string copper coin, totaling five hundred and twenty-one, was earned from the sale of the female red embroidery I personally embroidered.
It's a bit tacky to use this as a relic.
However, things are vulgar and the heart is sincere. This is my concubine's feeling of repaying each other with a ring of grass in her body.
This move was all due to the stories my husband told me when I was chatting with my concubine in the past.
The cherry blossom hairpin was obtained by spending my husband's fortune of 1,314 copper coins.
The profound meaning of it, looking at the world, I think only I and my husband understand it.
Because my husband once told me, he only told me these cliché anecdotes.
Therefore, although I met my husband late, compared with the sisters in my husband's family, my feelings for her made me happy.
If I have a spirit in heaven, I would like to see your husband become the most benevolent, wise and holy emperor of our dynasty through the ages.
I am even more willing to protect my husband secretly, so that he will be free from all diseases and live a long life.
You and I will meet again in the underworld one day, and I will definitely be proud of it.
A good husband must be a good emperor who is diligent and loves his people!
The parting words and long speeches are already nagging.
But a thousand words can't describe how much I miss my husband.
Husband!
These two words bring it to an end.
I wish your husband all the best.
concubine! Liu's Tao Ying.
A masterpiece!
Liu Mingzhi tightly held the few pages of rice paper filled with Juanxiu small regular script in his hand, and raised his head slightly to look at the courtyard outside the door.
"Two places miss each other and are showered with snow, so this life can be regarded as the same."
Suddenly, in the courtyard where the weather was clear, Liu Mingzhi seemed to see the graceful figure dancing in the snow on the snowy night of January 24 last year.
"Tao Ying, have you ever thought about it?
Unable to face the shackles of identity calmly, you chose to die for love, but left Liu Mingzhi with an unforgettable sorrow for half his life. "
Silently murmuring sad words, Liu Mingzhi silently rubbed the half-suspended copper coins in his hands.
Only then did he understand that the reason why Tao Ying insisted on using his fortune to buy her a satisfactory birthday gift was because he casually told her some clichéd stories from his past life to kill time when he was bored a year ago.
For life! For life!
well……
