Kakashi didn't even know how he got out of the hospital in the end. His mind was a mess.
In just two days, after experiencing two so-called small experiments, Kakashi felt that there was something wrong with his cognition.
The first experiment made him realize that something that was wrong was not necessarily wrong. As long as enough people say it and everyone is willing to believe it, then mistakes can become correct.
So conversely, can't right behavior also turn into wrong behavior?
For today's second experiment, Hyuga Kai specially chose a father and son. Is it unclear whether he wanted him to recall the past that he didn't want to mention?
However, Kakashi didn't know how to refute the father's choice. He saw from another angle the love a father has for his children, and how much he can do it.
So was his father's suicide really just an act of cowardice? Could it be because...
Kakashi didn't dare to think about it anymore. He felt that if he continued to think about it, his belief might collapse.
What scares Kakashi the most is that Hinata Kei seems to be able to see through his heart. Digging out memories that he didn't want to touch from some simple things, he still had to face them.
He had been secretly observing Hinata Kai during this period of time. The original conclusion was that this psychiatrist was of good quality, and his most distinctive feature was his gentle and friendly smile.
But now it seems that is not the case at all. This ordinary-looking psychiatrist is anything but ordinary. Not only can he understand people's hearts, but his friendly smile is the scariest thing.
In the nameless forest, Hyuga Kei felt that Kakashi could not regain his composure for a long time. He said: "Cheer up, where are we now? We still have many places to go."
Kakashi instinctively trembled in his heart. If after what happened yesterday, he needed to be on guard against Hinata Kei; then after what happened just now, he felt that he had to stay away from Hinata Kei.
If he continued to follow Hinata Kei, he felt that he would go crazy sooner or later.
But now he has no choice at all. He is afraid that the knowledge in his heart will be broken, but he never knows why and wants to know more about it.
This made Kakashi very entangled. In the end, after struggling for a long time, he chose to acquiesce to Hinata Kei's arrangement.
Hinata Kei did not continue to do the third experiment. For now, these two small shocks were enough for Kakashi, and he only needed to deepen his impression.
Psychological treatment is never achieved overnight, and often requires repeated and repeated repetitions of the same treatment process.
This is just like forging fine iron. It requires hard work day after day to finally get the finished product.
So in the following time, Hinata Kei and Kakashi walked through small towns in the Land of Fire, going to the hospitals in these towns every time.
In these hospitals, he would look for cases similar to those of middle-aged men for Kakashi to experience again. And as the results come out again and again, you will get the same answer.
Kakashi became completely silent. Once or twice he was able to tell himself that this was a special case, but more and more times, he knew that he could no longer lie to himself.
Nearly a month has passed, and he no longer knows how many hospitals he has followed Hinata Kai to. But this time, when Hinata asked him to go to the next town, Kakashi could no longer maintain his indifference. He said almost tremblingly: "Enough, enough..."
He really didn't dare to go on to the next hospital. Whenever he saw the choices those parents made, it was like seeing his father.
The father who he thought was cowardly because he gave up on his mission and chose to commit suicide.
"Kakashi, I thought you would last longer." Hinata Kei said.
Kakashi tilted his head, unwilling to look directly at Hinata Kei. He said, "What else do you want? Do you have to drive me completely into hell to be satisfied?"
Feeling Kakashi's excitement, Hinata Kai shook his head and said, "I just want you to understand some simple truths."
"Kakashi, I really hope you can escape from the psychological prison you have built for yourself."
"No matter what choice your father Hatake Sakumo made back then. Please believe that he will always love you."
"He is the hero of the village. He has dedicated everything to the true will of fire. Such a person cannot be a coward."
Kakashi looked at the ground, he didn't dare to look up, it seemed that the fallen leaves on the ground were more attractive than Hinata Kai's words.
Hyuga Kei didn't care about Kakashi's attitude. He continued: "Did your father really do something wrong in what happened back then? Is it really the wrong thing to give up the mission and choose a companion?"
"Kakashi, what you see is that everyone is accusing your father. But is there a possibility that someone is using ridiculous lies, just like what I asked you to do."
"Why did your father commit suicide? Was it because he really couldn't bear the accusations from the villagers? Or was he actually under pressure?"
Kakashi still didn't raise his head, trying to deal with everything with silence.
"You are wrong. Your father did not commit suicide because he could not bear the accusations from the villagers. He did it for you."
"He was worried that his 'mistake' would make the villagers point their fingers at you and put you under tremendous pressure. So he made his choice for you."
Hinata Kei's words were like needles piercing Kakashi's heart. Kakashi's steps were a little unsteady and he almost fell to the ground.
"Stop it, stop it!"
Kakashi roared and tried to get Hinata to stop. What he didn't even know was that his eyes were already filled with moisture.
Hinata Kei stepped forward and patted Kakashi on the shoulder. He said, "Kakashi, don't be afraid anymore. If you have any grievances, dissatisfactions, or resentments, just cry them out."
"You don't need to think about anything, just have a good cry. After you finish crying, everything will be fine."
"I think what your father hopes to see in the Pure Land is not what you look like now, but hopes that you can cheer up..."
Walking far away, Hinata Kei left space to Kakashi. He must leave at this time. Only in this way can Kakashi truly take off the mask he used to disguise himself.
Kakashi has carried too much and has worn the mask for too long. This crying moment is very important to Kakashi.
A sobbing sound gradually came from the empty forest. The sound was not very loud, but it kept echoing and could not be stopped for a long time.
Kakashi almost roared to release the pain in his heart, he released everything at this moment.
Hearing the sound in the forest, Hinata Kei knew that this time's diagnosis and treatment was almost over.
Some people may think that crying is a sign of weakness. But from a psychological perspective, crying is the most real emotion.
We must know that the first sound we make when we come into the world is crying!
Crying is a healthy way to vent our emotions. It not only helps us cleanse internally, but also removes physical and emotional toxins.
And this comprehensive psychological detoxification is better than any medicine for Kakashi, and it is also better than the so-called bond and emotional transfer cure.
