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Everyone in the chat room looked at Fu Nina who said these words on the screen.
I felt very uncomfortable and had mixed feelings.
[Amber: The weight of the sentence "I don't want to pretend to be someone else anymore"... Sure enough, Funina's inner trauma still cannot be healed so quickly. 】
[Kamizato Ayaka: The knot in Funina’s heart has not really opened up yet, and she has not yet accepted herself for the past five hundred years. 】
[Gan Yu: Funina is right. Hundreds of years are enough to reshape a person. 】
[Qin: Yes, even if her original character is not like this, it seems that five hundred years of long performances have subtly made part of the disguise a part of her true character. 】
[Ke Qing: The reason why Funina refused to appear in the musical is really touching - she has never considered the so-called "lowering of one's worth" issue, and her unwillingness to appear is just because she has already "acted" for five years. For hundreds of years. 】
[Ye Lan: However, fortunately, Fu Nina does not have such a heavy mission now. She has the right to choose and can choose to be herself, her true self. 】
[Decia: Yes, it’s best to be true to yourself. 】
[Hu Tao: This hall master can't "act" as others. It's too torture to think about it. It's most comfortable to be true to yourself. 】
[Xiang Ling: That's right. If you want to "play" a person with a personality opposite to your own, I believe it would be difficult for normal people to do it, right? 】
[Xingqiu: Indeed. 】
[Xiao Gong: I'm thinking, would it be better if "acting" was regarded as a hobby instead of a responsibility? 】
[Barbara: Hmm, if it’s a hobby, then “act” when you want to “act”, and don’t “act” if you don’t want to “act”. It’s just a pure hobby, and that can be considered a kind of fun. Woolen cloth. 】
[Xigwen: As long as Lady Funina can live a happy life, I will support her no matter what decision she makes! 】
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in the screen.
Ying: "So that's what you think."
Paimon said softly: "Then I can understand your mood..."
After hesitating for a moment, Paimon did not give up and asked tentatively again: "It's just a temporary replacement. Even this won't work?"
Funina: "This is not a question of more or less. I think we should draw a clear line on this."
"If the decision itself is flexible, it is equivalent to finding a way out from the beginning, so it is better not to make such a decision."
"So this is non-negotiable."
Paimon: "Well, now that you say so..."
Then Paimon looked at Ying dejectedly and said, "What are we going to do about the troupe? Can they just disband?"
Ying lowered her head to think and didn't speak for a long time.
Paimon looked at Funina again and asked: "Funina, can you help recommend other actors?"
Funina: "No."
Paimon put his hands on his hips and exclaimed: "What a neat answer!"
Funina explained: "I'm not the kind of person who can maintain a good relationship, and they should have been tortured by me before..."
"I'm just an ordinary person now. If I make demands from them again, I'll probably be laughed at."
Ying: "Maybe everyone doesn't think so."
[Kaia: Was Funina very harsh on everyone in the past? 】
[Charlotte: No, it’s just that he’s not that approachable on the surface. Now that I think about it, it may be that I want to maintain my identity as a water god at all times, so I deliberately keep a certain distance from everyone. 】
[Amber: I think so too. Funina must have been afraid that her identity as the water god would be exposed. 】
[Keqing: Yes, after all, it would be better for gods and humans to keep a distance. Just as Liyue has entered an era of human rule, and the era of "immortals" has passed, I also think they should not treat Liyue too much. If Yue interferes, he should keep his distance. 】
[Gan Yu: Indeed, if you are too approachable, you will be suspected by the public. A similar scene has appeared in Funina's inner world before. 】
[Kamizato Ayaka: Yes, in the past, Funina-sama had to consider whether she fit in with the image of the water god in the hearts of the people of Fontaine in whatever she did. Naturally, she couldn’t get too close to everyone. 】
[Ye Lan: It’s really tiring to think about it like this. I can’t show my true side, I can only be who I am in the eyes of others. 】
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in the screen.
Paimon continued: "Then...is there any other way? For the client, this show is really important."
Funina: "Don't you understand what I mean? You have found the wrong person from the beginning. I don't want to help, and I can't help."
As soon as Funina finished speaking, she realized that her tone just now was a bit harsh. She immediately apologized to Ying and Paimon and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have spoken in such a strong tone just now. I also hope that I can help. If If I have a way, I will bring it up with you from the beginning."
Paimon quickly comforted him: "It's okay, I just want to try harder. Alas, I think the people in the troupe will be very disappointed..."
Ying: "Let's think of other ways."
Paimon: "Well, that's all we can do. Let's go first, Funina."
Funina nodded and said, "Well, goodbye, I'm going back and have a good rest."
After that, several people said goodbye.
Paimon and Ying left, and Funina slowly walked into her residence.
On the way.
Paimon was like a deflated rubber ball and said listlessly: "If we don't complete the commission, our rough stone will be gone..."
Ying comforted: "It doesn't matter, let's go back to the Adventurers Association first and then think of a solution."
Paimon nodded, and then said with emotion: "Well, there is really nothing we can do. We must also respect Fu Nina's ideas."
"For her, the performance itself will remind her of a lot of painful past events."
"I hope the trauma in her heart can recover soon and the knot in her heart can be untied as soon as possible."
...
[Miko Yae: I originally thought that I could see Funina’s wonderful performance, but now it seems that this idea is a bit extravagant, which is really a pity. 】
[Beidou: Yes, if possible, it would definitely be exciting. 】
[Amber: But I still can’t bear the thought that the performance will remind Funina of those painful past events. 】
[Gan Yu: Yes, she is too tired and really doesn’t want to play someone else. It’s okay to refuse. 】
[Keqing: Even if Funina had a very good reason to refuse, even if the client had not given any fee, she would still blame herself for speaking too harshly. The way she just apologized was very distressing. 】
[Ningguang: There is absolutely no need for her to apologize. 】
[Xigwen: It’s better not to let Lady Funina think of those past events. 】
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