Yunxiang spoke much more straightforwardly, and it didn't sound like her anymore.
There seemed to be another person standing next to her, it was Zhuqi, the one who had been waiting for hundreds of years, the one who loved to eat candied fruits and grind them next to her husband.
Yunxiang didn't say anything more. She just held her chin and looked at her husband's side eyes.
It seems like I am reminiscing something.
Chen Changsheng thought for a while and asked, "Can you tell me about the past?"
After hearing this, Yunxiang paused, nodded and said, "Sir, if you want to hear it, then Zhuqi will tell you to him."
She started from the beginning, talking about the little girl who had been in trouble.
Later, she talked about walking through great rivers and mountains with her husband, and then, and then later...
Many things seem to be vividly remembered, but they are far away from each other. Logically speaking, they should be things that should be forgotten.
Yunxiang talked a lot.
Chen Changsheng finally had a better understanding of Yu Zhuqi through these words. He no longer thought that he liked to eat candied fruits.
The food is delicious, and the past in those words makes people ponder.
There is more confusion and confusion.
Chen Changsheng once again felt confused about who I was.
Yes.
It seems that he came to this world just to figure out this problem.
Torn between what I am and what I am not.
It's like torture, but it's wonderful.
When it was almost nightfall, Yunxiang returned to the opposite door.
The yard became quiet again.
Chen Changsheng was lying on the bench, thinking about how peaceful this day was.
He didn't know why.
It seems that I hate such purity more and more. It seems that the quieter it is, the more uneasy I feel.
If it had been back then, there would have been a naughty cat in the yard, a big one and a small one making a lot of noise during the day, and there would have been an old man selling fish in the market, and many, many more...
He is becoming more and more vulgar.
Chen Changsheng thought that this should be a good thing.
As an ordinary person, wandering in the market every day, listening to the hawkers and greetings from acquaintances, you will never get tired of it for a long time.
…
After nightfall.
Chen Changsheng originally planned to lie down on this bench and rest.
But unexpectedly, at this time, someone knocked on the door again.
It's Yuhongjin.
The door was not closed, so Yu Hongjin carefully opened a crack and looked inside.
She immediately caught sight of Chen Changsheng sitting on the bench.
"gentlemen?"
Chen Changsheng looked at her and said, "Come in."
"oh oh."
Yu Hongjin walked in the door.
Compared to the previous time when she had no rules, she seemed a little more reserved now.
"Sit down." Chen Changsheng said.
Yu Hongjin glanced at the chair in front of her, and then sat up, but her legs were too short and could not touch the ground. They were hanging in the air, which made people feel very well-behaved.
But the least well-behaved one is her.
Yu Hongjin glanced at Chen Changsheng carefully, then looked away. She hesitated, wanting to say something, but she didn't dare.
When Chen Changsheng saw her like this, he said: "It's up to her to decide on the matter of Zhishu. You and I should stop messing around. Do you understand?"
Yu Hongjin paused after hearing this, and couldn't help but think that Mr. Chen could really hear what people were saying.
She pursed her lips and said, "Hongjinshe doesn't know about Sister Shu."
Chen Changsheng looked at her and asked, "Zhishu prefers reincarnation, right?"
Yu Hongjin nodded and said: "Actually, I also understand that I am a little selfish, but I just can't let it go. Sister Yun also told me the truth, but I don't want to listen."
Chen Changsheng looked at her and said, "Children usually can't think of that much."
Yu Hongjin raised her head. She paused. She wanted to retort, but after hesitating, she said, "I'm just a child."
"yes."
Chen Changsheng smiled and said, "So you don't want to listen to these principles."
Yu Hongjin also thought this was a good excuse.
She gave a rare sigh, but at this moment she seemed a few years older.
"I really can't figure it out."
Yu Hongjin lowered his head and muttered: "Mr. Chen, why do people have to consider so many things, what is good, what is bad, what they are willing to do, and what they are not willing to do. Aren't you happy with everything?" What’s most important?”
"yes."
Chen Changsheng nodded and said: "Then do you think Zhishu is happy that she abandoned Shouyuan and now becomes a soul?"
Yu Hongjin was stunned for a moment after hearing this. She opened her mouth, but couldn't answer.
Chen Changsheng said: "It is understandable that you should consider your own happiness when doing things, but things in the world are unpredictable, and most things are a mixture of sadness and joy, so it becomes a matter of willingness and unwillingness, rather than happiness."
It took Yu Hongjin a long time to react. She nodded numbly, but didn't know what to say.
She actually understood it, but she was unwilling to understand it.
Yu Hongjin sighed and shook his head helplessly.
"Chen Changsheng."
"Um?"
"I want to drink."
Chen Changsheng paused and said, "Chen, there is no wine here."
Yu Hongjin pursed her lips and said, "Why is there nothing?"
After hearing this, Chen Changsheng smiled and said, "Chen is poor and alone."
Yu Hongjin looked at Chen Changsheng and said, "If it were someone else, if it were Sister Yun, would my husband do the same thing?"
After hearing this, Chen Changsheng thought for a moment and nodded.
Yu Hongjin looked at him and said: "You are so cold..."
"Huh?" Chen Changsheng looked at her.
Yu Hongjin said: "You were not like this originally. When we were in the lotus pond in the early years, you poured wine into my mouth. You were so free and easy at that time, but you are really different now."
"Why is it different?"
"If it were you back then, you would definitely retain Sister Yun instead of saying nothing and just letting her make her own choice."
Yu Hongjin looked at Chen Changsheng and said, "How can a person have no selfish motives at all?"
Chen Changsheng was stunned for a moment after hearing this.
Selfishness...
yes.
Yu Hongjin's words seemed to sting Chen Changsheng.
It seems that many things have become regular.
I don't know since when, Chen Changsheng hid his thoughts, and he seemed to be much calmer in dealing with many things, never taking a certain side.
The cool night breeze blew into the yard.
Chen Changsheng tugged at his clothes and covered his hands.
Yu Hongjin held her chin up and lowered her head. She was thinking and waiting for Chen Changsheng to speak.
But for a long time, no one heard Chen Changsheng speak.
Yu Hongjin asked, "Why don't you speak?"
Chen Changsheng came back to his senses. He paused and said, "Chen can't explain the things you asked."
He asked himself, but he still couldn't find an answer.
When did it start?
Chen Changsheng also had no impression.
He became unlike himself.