Gou'er was a little dazed, but when Chen Changsheng asked how to get to the city platform, his expression became obviously a little lonely.
This seemed to be something he didn't want to mention.
Chen Changsheng saw that he was in trouble, so he said, "If you don't want to say it, just forget it."
Gou'er looked at him and said, "Actually, I couldn't become the Son of God, but he gave it to me. He said that in life, you must pay back what you owe. I saved his life, and he will pay back to me."
"Many people died that day. He dragged me through a bloody path and threw me onto the city platform."
After hearing this, Chen Changsheng asked: "What kind of person is he?"
Gou'er said: "He is a martial arts practitioner. He is very powerful, but he loves killing people too much, and his words are always out of tune."
Chen Changsheng said: "To be able to get together with such a person..."
"I actually don't want to."
Gou'er said: "He said he would repay me for rescuing him, so he forced me to leave."
"The person you are talking about is still alive?"
"Still."
The dog said: "I just don't know where it went."
"Then why don't you want to mention it?" Chen Changsheng asked.
"I……"
Gou'er lowered his head and said: "Too many people have died. In fact, I don't want to be the Son of God. I told him that I just wanted to save a few people from dying. Later I told him about the city tower. "
"He said, if you feel uneasy, then kill the person who makes you feel uneasy. There is no doubt that an egg can hit a stone, but a stone can break a stone, but the prerequisite is that it must first become a stone."
"He just dragged me to Dongzhou Chengtai."
When Gou'er was personally in the center of the fighting, he truly realized the desire and murderous thoughts in people's hearts. Such confusion kept reappearing in his mind even after he fainted.
"Although I didn't kill the person, I often think that if I hadn't picked him up in the woods that day, maybe so many people wouldn't have died because of me."
The dog fell silent, and even now he finds it difficult to accept it.
Chen Changsheng fell silent after hearing this.
Finally, he said: "Go back."
The dog was stunned for a moment and looked at him.
Chen Changsheng raised his head and said, "You might as well think about whether your idea is too ideal."
"Not everyone in this world has good intentions. If you want to awaken something that doesn't exist, it seems like you are doing something meaningless."
"You do have some wisdom, but the monks who really go to the great road do not achieve enlightenment through ahimsa compassion. Even if you want to go to this road, you need to have a long-term vision, and you are not stupid and self-proclaimed. You can see the great road."
Chen Changsheng said nothing more and waved his hand, as if urging him to leave.
The dog didn't raise his head again when he saw this.
He wanted to speak several times, but he felt that the person in front of him didn't say anything wrong.
The dog lowered his head and whispered: "Mr. Chen, take your leave."
After saying that, he left without looking back.
When he left, he looked a little lonely.
His existence seems to be out of tune with the world.
The dog returned to the yard and locked himself up.
He often doubts his choices. He actually knows that everyone who told him this is not wrong, but he is still unwilling to embark on a path of killing people.
He numbed himself over and over again, hiding everything he saw and heard in his heart and unwilling to mention it.
He was just escaping and afraid.
In fact, he has no great ability or great perseverance at all.
He's just extremely stupid.
Even he himself thinks so.
…
In the following days, the dog never came to Chen Changsheng's courtyard again.
Song Gudao ordered people to find the dog and take him to the tower.
When the dog understood everything, he was confused again.
He shook his head, unable to tell whether this was right or wrong.
"how so……"
That day Gou'er stood on the tower and asked Song Gudao: "Why is this happening? Is there no other way?"
Song Gudao shook his head and said: "In the age of the end of the law, this is the only way to solve the problem."
Gou'er was silent. He had thought about changing the current situation and destroying the city tower so that so many people would not die. But if there was no city platform, tens of thousands of people would be in danger.
Why is this the result.
The dog found it hard to accept.
…
The dog returned to the small courtyard in despair. He glanced at the yard next to him, hesitated again and walked forward to knock on the door.
After half a month, Chen Changsheng saw him again.
When Chen Changsheng saw the lost dog in front of him, he probably understood what was going on.
"come in."
The dog walked into the yard and sat down.
He asked: "There is something I can ask you, sir?"
Chen Changsheng said calmly: "Just ask."
Gou'er said: "Sir, I don't understand whether the existence of the city tower is right or wrong. I can't tell."
Chen Changsheng said: "Do you think it's more right or more wrong?"
The dog thought for a long time and gave an answer: "I, I don't know."
Chen Changsheng said: "Actually, not everything needs to be done without being able to distinguish between right and wrong."
"Kill one person and save tens of millions of people, and kill tens of millions of people and save one person. It seems that there is a big difference between the two, but from a righteous perspective, maybe both of them are not wrong."
"If you are obsessed with right and wrong, you may never find the answer."
Gou'er pursed his lips and whispered: "Is this world... really the only way to survive is to keep killing people?"
Chen Changsheng shook his head and said: "It's not that only killing people can solve all this. The world is complicated and cannot be summed up in one sentence. Chen told you before that you need to take a longer-term view, instead of just focusing on it as you did before. On not killing and killing.”
"Just like what Song Gudao did, he murdered tens of thousands of people in a righteous way, but would everyone think he was wrong? Although I can't say that for everyone, most of them probably wouldn't. He must be at fault."
"This kind of thing does not depend on outsiders telling you whether to do it or not, but on yourself, because no one can help you decide on such a thing."
"You need to have a long-term perspective to decide all this."
Gou'er looked at Chen Changsheng in front of him. He understood five or six points, but he couldn't explain clearly.
But what he understood was that this was destined to be a question without an answer.
Gou'er stood up and said goodbye, and Chen Changsheng said nothing more.
It was only a few steps back to my own yard.
But it is extremely painful for the dog at this moment.
Kill ten thousand people and save tens of millions!
This was contrary to what he thought was the way, but he couldn't say it was wrong.
It seems ridiculous, but it is so reasonable.
Why is there such a puzzling thing?
The dog sat on the steps of the yard.
He suddenly realized that he seemed to have a long way to go.
It's a road with no end in sight.
