After hearing this sentence, I was quite emotional.
Yes, her words conveyed the thoughts of many disciples who had become disciples, how many of them were destined to be immortals, but had no choice but to leave the hall, only to make a mess of themselves.
How many people want to make a living in order to obtain supernatural powers, but they don't expect that this industry is not as simple as they thought.
Xiao Ji said to me: "Brother, I actually envy you. Look at how good you are at the court. You are so stable that nothing will happen to you. You haven't turned over the court yet."
I sighed and said, "Actually, it's quite difficult for me too. Can you believe that my cousin was sealed for a year? When I went to Nanjing alone to practice, I almost froze to death in the southern winter. At the critical moment of hunger and cold, It was my Huang Kuaipao who helped me pick up five yuan and eat two full meals to get through the difficulty."
She was very surprised and said: "Brother, you still have this experience. I thought everything went well for you and nothing happened."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly: "In fact, in the past few years, I have often encountered situations where I had no inspiration, felt uncomfortable, and had trouble doing things. I also once thought wildly, whether the Xian family has left or whether the Xian family has been detained. Is it because my practice is wrong, or is the hall established wrongly? Some people advised me to change the hall, saying that the original master’s order was wrong, and asked me to re-establish it. Some people said that my hall’s immortal family was all under false names. The Sanxian Zhantang, and some people say that I also have problems in the underworld. But I have never told anyone these things."
She asked me: "In this case, how did you survive it? If it were me, I'm afraid I would have gone through the same trap a long time ago."
I smiled and said, "Yes, I actually know that some of what those people said may be true. But I never delve into it, and I don't believe anyone who has doubts. I tell myself that I don't listen to anyone else's words, I only believe in myself , Believe in the immortal family."
She said with some admiration: "Brother, you are really a person with great faith."
I said to her: "You must also remember that no matter what we do, we can't follow others' opinions. We must stick to our own ideas, firmly believe in our own feelings, and strengthen our own confidence. At the same time, we must also believe in our own fairy family, no matter what others say. No matter what the unstable factors are, as long as you give the Xian family enough confidence, they will be able to adjust slowly. The most important thing for a disciple is not how good his inspiration and magical powers are, but that his mentality must be stable and his faith must be sufficient. You must have good intentions.”
She said: "Brother, what you said is really good. I just have an unstable mentality. Whenever I have a problem, I think wildly. When I eat and sneeze, I wonder if I have done something wrong. When I walk and fall, I have to think about whether I have done something wrong. I made a mistake."
I smiled and said: "So there are many times when people still have to think more about their own problems and not think about immortals and ghosts. Don't always question whether the hall is right. Although the level of the hall masters varies, but this hall The mouth is like a company, whether you can run it well or not mainly depends on yourself."
I was actually chatting with her casually, but she suddenly said something.
"Brother, can I become your teacher?"
I was shocked and said to her: "What are you doing as a disciple? I can't teach you anything. Besides, you don't have the authority anymore and you feel relaxed, so why bother getting involved here."
She said: "I don't want to learn any magical powers, I just want to follow you. I think you have very positive energy. You don't have to teach me anything. You just need to be able to protect me. If you need the apprenticeship fee, I will borrow it right away." money."
I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. I said that it's okay to protect you, but it's not necessary to become a disciple. The apprenticeship fee is nonsense. I can't accept this money. If you need anything in the future, feel free to come to me. We can get along with each other like friends.
She said it several times, but I didn't agree. She was probably a little disappointed. Suddenly the topic changed and she said, "Brother... I miss my ex-boyfriend again. What should I do?"
I said, then just think about it... Just think about it, forget it, he has already started a family behind your back, are you still reluctant to let go of such a scumbag?
She said that I was not reluctant to let go of him, but I was reluctant to let go of my ten-year relationship. Moreover, he came to me again in the past few days and said that as long as I didn't leave him, he would listen to me in everything from now on.
I said what's the use? He's already married, what can he give you?
She was very disappointed after hearing this, saying that I had given him the best ten years of my life, and yet he hurt me like this, this bastard!
I said just curse a few words to vent your anger, don't think about him anymore, and don't be soft-hearted if he comes to you.
Because these are bad karma and bad magnetic fields. The more you think about them, the easier it is to attract bad things.
What I said was very sincere, and I don’t know if she would listen to it.
But about half a month later, she came to me again and said, Brother, it’s bad. I’ve started to have strange dreams again in the past few days.
My heart sank and I asked her what she was dreaming about again?
She said that it turned out that the big pervert in the dream, he...he was back again. He would bully me in the dream every now and then, and even rape me. He even found other people to rape me. If I didn't obey, he would beat me. I'm covered in bruises!
I couldn't help but sweat, this is really a big pervert...
I said, big girl, what kind of dreams do you have every day? Let me tell you, this is because you are thinking about that scumbag man in your heart, and the bad fate continues, so this evil spirit comes here.
She said what to do, this evil spirit won’t go away, you have to save me.
In fact, I have a way to deal with this evil spirit, but the problem is that the demonic barrier in her heart cannot be solved. She always thinks about that scumbag, so this evil spirit is not easy to send away.
She said that in this case, why don't I just leave this city? It might be better if I leave.
I said that's fine. If you leave, you will end this thought and start a new life.
She is also a very quick-thinking person, and then she asked me that she had a dog. If she wanted to leave here, could the dog be given away?
As she said this, she also sent me a photo of a dog, wanting me to see it.
I thought to myself, kid, why do you still want me to read a divination to a dog?
I was also curious, so I opened it and took a look. As a result, I was covered in goosebumps again.
I said don’t give this dog away, don’t give it away. I tell you this dog has spirituality. You have been thanks to this dog in the past two years. If it weren’t for her, you might have been tortured to death by the evil spirit of evil spirits. This I'm protecting you.
Including the big pervert who raped you in your dream, he is actually a little afraid of the dog around you. Now he comes every now and then. If you send the dog away, I'm afraid he will come every day.
She said this, then I can’t give this dog away, I have to let it protect me!
I said dogs are easy to talk to, but the problem is that this big pervert, big pervert, needs to be researched and sent away.
In fact, I also have a headache. In the previous rituals, I had arranged to send these ghosts away, but this perverted ghost is different from ordinary ghosts.
Some of them come because of their own lust, and some are inspired by the desires of others.
So I said, if Xiao Ji can't forget her ex-boyfriend and is always troubled by her feelings, then it will be difficult for this pervert to leave her.
