It doesn't matter, because when Zhang Yan was in high school, he had to live on campus, so he couldn't read divination anymore.
And there was another reason. He always felt that as a child, people read divination every day, and the immortals would shake their heads. He himself felt a little embarrassed and was afraid of being laughed at by his classmates.
So, he stopped reading divination since high school. Later, he was idle for a while. Seeing that he had nothing to do and felt uncomfortable being idle, he said to him: You are too young, go out more often and meet people. Society, experience and experience.
Just like that, he learned Er Shen from others. His father taught him some basic skills. In addition, he learned a lot through his ears and eyes when doing things. In fact, he can be regarded as self-taught.
Perhaps he was born to eat this kind of food. He picked up the skill very quickly, mastered it as soon as he learned it, and soon he was carrying a drum and working for people everywhere.
Therefore, this rock is grasped by the Great God and the Two Gods. It is called a horse and a double span here, and it is also called a double whip.
After listening to his story, I also felt amazing. No wonder he seemed so peaceful and calm. He was only eighteen years old, but he looked almost like me.
He told me that what these people are going through now is nothing to him. At that time, he just carried it out forcefully. His family didn't agree, and the old man was very tough, so he didn't miss school.
Therefore, many people who have fate always say how miserable they are, but who is as miserable as others? Not only was he not understood, he was scolded every day, and he had to carry everything by himself with no one to help him.
Think about it, a fifteen or sixteen-year-old child secretly saved his own living expenses, traveled thousands of kilometers by train to establish a church, and when he returned home, he hid the church incense burner like a spy.
In the end, he couldn't hide it any more, and he found out the truth. He realized that all these years had been in vain. If he had known that he had a cousin in his family, why would he have suffered for several years?
I told him that it was not in vain. This was his suffering and the only way he had to go through. And it was precisely because of this that he had a calm mind and was able to stand up to Wang Xue when he was in danger. Without saying anything, I went up to do artificial respiration.
Because he doesn’t have so many distracting thoughts in his heart at all. From this point of view, he is better than me.
After chatting for a while, Zhang Yan told me that Wang Xue's matter would be left to him. As long as this matter comes to his attention, he will never let that cousin go to court.
I said that's great. This old lady has six children of her own and instead of toiling with other people's children, she can't be spoiled by such a high position!
When I came back from Aunt Hu's place, I was always thinking about one thing, and that was: How should I deal with the matter of standing up to the court?
If this person is destined, should we help him take action, or should we persuade him not to take action?
Because during this period of time, I really saw too many people being tortured and miserable, just like that Wang Xue, who was almost gone.
Does it really have to be such a torturous way to get started?
But after thinking about it for a few days, I still couldn't figure it out. In the end, Uncle Ma enlightened me. He said, "Why are you worrying about that? Just take care of yourself first. Besides, you are a literary scholar. You are not a great artist, nor are you." Are you full enough to take over the job of Litangkou?
Besides, no spiritual path in the world is easy. You may think that the road to becoming a monk is bumpy, but if you go to a temple and see which monk has not gone through ups and downs, you would be willing to become a monk just because you think he is a good person. Yet?
I said that's not necessarily the case. Some temples now open recruitment to the outside world and have become professional.
Uncle Ma said don't look at that. Even if he recruits people, will you go?
I said I didn’t want to go, who would be willing to become a monk...
He said that's enough, then why are you trying so hard? Whether it's Buddhism, Taoism, or Immortal Dharma, if you want to transcend ordinary people's cognition and possess some so-called magical powers, you must Pay the price.
And sometimes, this is what fate has given you. You are born this way, and you don’t have to accept it even if you want. Just accept your fate.
When I thought about it, it was true, so I simply let go of my obsession and stopped thinking so much.
Then I mentioned Zhang Yan again. Uncle Ma said that this child has a pure nature and is a good seedling. But you don’t have to worry about artificial respiration because you have experienced the love between men and women and understand the things involved, so you will Excuse me.
But that Zhang Yan may not have thought about this at all. He has never been with anyone, so he doesn't have these distracting thoughts.
This is true.
During that time, Bai Xiaoyan's relationship with me also heated up rapidly. The more we talked, the more passionate we became, so I told her about Wang Xue.
When she heard that someone actually donated nine incense burners, she told me that she had a best friend who had donated a mirror to her home for no apparent reason.
This was the first time I heard of someone worshiping a mirror at home. I said what kind of deity is that, a mirror deity?
Bai Xiaoyan said that she didn't know what it was. Anyway, on every first and fifteenth day of the Lunar New Year, her best friend would put incense on the mirror and place offerings at her home. It was very serious and pious.
I asked her, since she is so religious, how is her family life?
She sighed and said to me: "Don't mention it, her mother is about to become mentally ill..."
I couldn't help but be speechless.
Then, I asked her to take a photo of the mirror and send it to me for a closer look.
While waiting for the photos, Bai Xiaoyan told me everything about her best friend's house.
Bai Xiaoyan said that her best friend's surname was Tian, and her name was Tian Hui.
A few years ago, Tian Hui's mother fell ill. She went to various hospitals to no avail, and she never got better.
Later, she went to see a master to see if she had made any mistakes.
She didn't know what the master thought about it, so he told her that if she wanted to get better, she had to go out and ask someone to come back and offer her something.
The master didn't explain it clearly at that time, and she was confused, so she went out to look for it. As a result, she walked around and found a mirror on the side of the road.
So, she accidentally picked up the mirror and took it home, washed it clean, and then offered it up.
Not to mention, she had been a donor for a while, and her illness had really improved a lot.
The family didn't understand why she offered the mirror, but when they saw that she was recovering from her illness, they let her go.
But the good times didn't last long. After about half a year, she began to feel a little mental. She often sat in front of the mirror alone in a daze, and sometimes talked to the mirror.
But at this time, no one noticed her abnormality, because she was always obsessed with providing the mirror, and her family didn't bother to care about her.
Only Tian Hui noticed that something was wrong with her mother, but because she was married and not at home, she couldn't care too much.
Later, Tian Hui said that something was not right with her. She was always inexplicably scared and suspicious. Every time she went back to her parents' home and saw her mother, she felt strange.
In her words, it always felt like she was looking at a stranger.
