I suddenly became even more angry and shouted: "Yes, they say that the Immortal family protects its disciples. My parents died that year, why didn't they help? Why didn't they save them?"
He Yuchen heard that the tone of my words was wrong, and his face sank and he said: "Xiaofan, why did you take your anger out on the Xian family? It is not their wish to close the hall."
I laughed miserably and said: "Yes, it is not their wish and it has nothing to do with them. I understand that, but at least tell me in advance? I, Wu Xiaofan, both of my parents died, and I am all alone. I settled in Harbin alone. I was originally unwilling to accept it. They were forced to come out of the palace. Later, I slowly regarded them as relatives and family members. But now, they are gone like this? Can God seal my palace for no reason? Damn it. God!"
The more I spoke, the angrier I became, and I hit the window next to me with my clenched fist.
There was a crash and the glass shattered, cutting my hand.
It was as if I had lost consciousness, shaking in place with anger, letting the blood flow.
Uncle Ma saw something was wrong, so he came over and grabbed my wrist. I don’t know where he pressed it or what spell he cast. My bleeding slowly stopped.
He Yuchen also brought gauze over and bandaged me distressedly, complaining in a low voice that I shouldn't have lost my temper and took it out on myself.
After the punch was thrown, my heart gradually calmed down, and the surging blood and energy gradually subsided.
Uncle Ma looked at me and said seriously: "You kid, the most important thing for a cultivator is to cultivate your mind. You can't control it with such a setback. You almost went crazy just now. Besides, isn't this what you always wanted? Really? Don’t you want to leave in the first place?”
Brushing my whole body felt like a bucket of cold water was poured down on me, making my whole body feel cold.
Yes, isn't this what I've always wanted?
But why am I feeling so uncomfortable now?
After watching He Yuchen finish bandaging, I came to Hu's mother.
"Old Xianjia, it was my fault just now. I shouldn't have gotten angry. I apologize to you."
After I said this, the old leader snorted and said, "Your character is not stable at all. It will blind you, a good immortal family. Your old immortal said that you are pampered and pampered by someone in Harbin. It's hard to do that." Daqi, let you go out for a walk. If you have tempered well, you can come back in a year. If you have tempered well, you will not be able to see them when you come back."
"Wha...what? Is this what my old immortal said?"
I was a little shocked, why are you driving me away?
The old leader nodded: "Yes, your old immortal said that. They also asked me to tell you that no matter how dangerous the road is, you have to walk by yourself, no matter how rough the food is, you have to eat by yourself, no matter how difficult the confinement is, you have to live by yourself. Except for yourself, No one can help you."
I suddenly felt a little confused again. Thinking about the past, I felt so sad that I couldn't help but shed tears.
It seemed that overnight, I was back to the time when I first came to Harbin, with nothing.
Even, I have to leave Harbin.
But in this huge world, where should I go?
Where is my place to stay?
Am I really not able to decide my own life?
Seeing me crying, He Yuchen came over, wiped my eyes for me, and then took my hand.
"Don't be sad, Xiaofan. When you first came to Harbin, you really had nothing, but now you have us."
She seemed to be able to read my mind, but I shook my head and gritted my teeth and said, "No, I have nothing. Didn't the old fairy just say that I was pampered and spoiled by someone in Harbin? Here, you should be alone and have nothing."
She sighed and said, "Actually, it's nothing. You see, Mother Hu dotes on us disciples, but everyone's hardships are different, everyone's experience is different, and everyone's mission in the world is different." Same. You can do whatever the old immortal arranges. Anyway, it won’t be long, just one year.”
What she said makes sense, but I know that one year is just a theoretical time, because the old immortal also said that if I can't understand it, there is no point in coming back.
I asked: "Master, do you think this is because I didn't ask for the flag seal sword and didn't complete the procedures, so I was closed down?"
She shook her head: "There are too many people who have not asked for the Qiyinjian. This cannot be regarded as incomplete procedures. It is just that there are some things that cannot be done. Just like the business license has stipulations and cannot go beyond the scope of business, but strictly speaking, you are not There were no violations.”
I asked again: "So this is when my three-year catastrophe comes?"
She nodded, then shook her head.
"It should be said that this is a beginning. I can't say exactly what will happen. You can only experience and understand it yourself."
I came to Mother Hu again and said with tears: "Old immortal, please show me the way. Where should I go? Where should I go? I am confused and sad now. Please give me some guidance."
Hu Ma reached out her hand, touched my hair, and then sighed.
"Don't be afraid, everything will be arranged."
I didn't know what destiny would arrange for me at that time. Then I asked my mother Hu, hadn't she said before that the flash of gold on my hall table was a sign that the immortal family was coming, which was a good thing, but this Why was it that not long after, even the entrance to the hall was sealed?
Hu Ma was silent for a long time and then said to me that there must be some reasons for the unexpected incident, but I can only understand what it is specifically.
The implication is: she doesn’t know either.
After leaving Ma Hu's house, Uncle Ma and I returned home and sat at the table feeling unhappy.
I looked at the hall, and my heart felt empty. The hall that was once bustling with activity, now I can't even feel a single fairy.
Huang Kuaipao and Huang Naughty, who were always with me every day, were nowhere to be seen.
However, they didn't even say goodbye to me.
I felt extremely uncomfortable and wanted to cry, but I tried my best to hold it back.
Uncle Ma was pacing back and forth in the room when he suddenly remembered something and asked me: "Hey, where is your five guardian gods and a female ghost?"
I shook my head: "I can't contact the five guardian gods. That Zhuang Yuwei..."
Having said this, my heart suddenly moved, and I saw Zhuang Yuwei's figure flashing before my eyes!
She's still there!
"Uncle Ma, I saw Zhuang Yuwei just now. She is still there. She is still there."
I was a little excited. At the critical moment, she was the only one who never left me!
Uncle Ma smiled and nodded: "I have long seen that this girl is not bad to you. If you talk to her, you may gain something unexpected."
Being able to communicate with Zhuang Yuwei is the happiest thing for me now, but after I asked, Zhuang Yuwei told me that she would not interfere with the affairs of the Xian family and the Tangkou.
When I was sealed, all the immortals, including the underworld immortals, those in the back hall, and the five guardian gods, all cut off contact with me.
But Zhuang Yuwei made it clear that she had nothing to do with my court, and she would follow me whether I left the court or not.
Therefore, she is the only one who has not been banned.
As for the reason why I was banned from the church, she didn’t know and didn’t ask any more questions. When the church was closed, she immediately cut off contact with the church and left.
I looked at the bill of fare, and sure enough, Zhuang Yuwei's name disappeared.
I feel somewhat comforted that this Zhuang Yuwei, I always wanted to deal with her and drive her away in the past, but now that something happened, she stayed with me unwaveringly.
Thinking about this period of time, I didn't pay much attention to her. I would only come to her when something happened, and I felt a little guilty.
She had an indifferent attitude and told me with a smile that I don't have to worry about it. It's okay to leave here. From now on, the two of us will wander around the world without worries and no one will interfere with us.
I was a little speechless after hearing this. Is she planning to continue sleeping with me?
I asked her again what should I do next.
She actually knew how to calculate. After pinching for a while, she told me: Within seven days, the number will be determined.
