"Tao Ying" will be on the shelves tomorrow. I feel a lot of emotion. I often suffer from insomnia recently.
April of this year was the most stressful month in my life. It is no exaggeration, and it was not all because of writing a book.
I published the book on March 30. I had been thinking about it for a long time, and I was full of confidence and ready to do something big. Unexpectedly, on April 3, my mother was hit by a car on her way back from sweeping the tomb during the Qingming Festival, and her right leg was broken, and her calf and tibia were broken. It was completely broken. I was completely confused at the time. I didn’t pack anything and just bought a plane ticket home.
Fortunately, apart from the broken tibia of the lower leg, there were no other injuries. The doctor also said that it could be repaired, but it would take half a year before I could get out of bed and walk. A second surgery a year later was really a blessing among misfortunes.
But a few days later, my dad felt uncomfortable in his legs and feet and went for a check-up. It was found that the spinal cord was compressing the nerves. It was very serious and required surgery as soon as possible. Moreover, it could not be done locally, so he had to go to the provincial capital.
My dad had been taking care of my grandma. At this time, my grandma suddenly felt unwell with her heart and was immediately admitted to the hospital.
I am the only child in the family, and at this time, I still have to argue with the person who hit my mother and the insurance company every day...
For a time, I couldn't write at all. Amidst the huge consumption, I gradually exhausted the saved manuscripts, and began to face the huge pressure of updates and PK.
I am not saying this to gain sympathy or to make excuses.
Life is impermanent. You never know what will happen next moment. Just like the introduction of the book "Tao Ying", all things in the world, including joy, anger, sorrow, luck and misfortune, are just shadows in the eyes, in the water. The bubbles, the flames of spring, and the dew of morning will not last long.
Difficulties will eventually pass and will come again, happiness will come and will pass.
Nothing is permanent. We must learn to face and get used to impermanence. No matter what happens, we can have an unchanging heart that is true to our own nature.
This is what I keep telling myself, insist on meditating every day, and persist little by little.
I know this is a test. I must be lacking something, so God wants to give me something through something.
Things are getting better little by little. My grandma was discharged from the hospital soon after, and my mother's leg surgery went very smoothly. In the process of recovery, doctors, caregivers, relatives, and friends have all given me tremendous support during this period. Thank you very much for their help and psychological comfort.
When I was writing a book, I faced rounds of PK. It was you who tirelessly read it every day, which allowed me to win round after round. Until I got to Sanjiang, every time I saw everyone reading, I saw what everyone had given me. Comments are like rays of light shining in my heart, giving me great warmth and energy to accompany me through this most difficult moment.
I sincerely thank you all. This powerful warmth will definitely be fed back into your hearts. In the years to come, no matter in good times or bad, in happiness or sadness, you will be illuminated by this warmth and gain strength.
Without further ado, let’s continue talking about the launch…
I haven’t written a book for a long time, and my popularity has almost faded away. The starting point is not my home field ("The Eternal Supreme" and "The Secret of the Gods" were first read on QQ). In such a fierce environment, I have been able to reach this point. I am very satisfied and grateful. I am grateful to all the readers, editors, and friends. I will not mention them by name. There are so many people to be grateful for. I am afraid that there will be some omissions in naming, which will inevitably lead to apologies.
Tomorrow is the last day for listing and all PKs.
I will update the second chapter immediately after 12 o'clock in the morning. Please subscribe first and turn to the last page (that is, after reading it, turn the next page and the words "To be continued" will appear in the upper left corner).
After that, you don’t have to keep reading anymore. You can keep up with it or keep up with it at the same time. You can read it as you like.
The addition of more than ten league leaders and silver can only be postponed. I really can't bear the update now and strive to maintain the quality.
I will definitely try my best to write this book well.
The process of writing is also a process of continuous learning. In the interaction with everyone, I am still making continuous progress, hoping to bring you the best reading experience and accompany you year after year.
In fact, it’s not you who have been accompanying me all these years.
By the way, after the new book is released, I will start asking for monthly tickets.
Qidian’s monthly ticket rules seem to have changed many times. I don’t know how to get a monthly ticket. If you have a ticket, please vote. The important thing is to participate.
Be grateful for everything.
Love everyone.
