385. Children with low self-esteem

Style: Romance Author: Not an old dogWords: 8119Update Time: 24/01/11 19:06:33
"congratulations."

"Thanks.

Yang Mi politely took the trophy, thanked Shu Qi and Wu Yanzu, and stood in front of the microphone.

Look around.

The stars are shining brightly.

But at this moment, she herself became the most eye-catching one. For a moment, her originally sober mind became slightly dazed again.

This seems... to be her first time standing at an awards ceremony, right?

She was referring to such an important award.

Other TV series or "most popular" or "most popular" awards from certain minor awards do not count.

That time in Cannes doesn’t count either.

It is really the first time that I stand in front of the big stage of a movie as an independent heroine.

And thinking of this, she unconsciously recalled the winter vacation in 2006.

On that cold evening in January, she received a call from her instructor. The instructor told her that Director Yu from the directing department wanted to make a short film with her.

No pay.

A fellow student in the directing department had written a short film script, and the instructor wanted her to try it out.

Who makes her the most experienced candidate in the acting department?

So, with a sense of utilitarianism that might come in handy in building a good relationship with Director Yu in the future, she dressed up carefully and appeared in the school classroom the next day.

Meeting my lover for the first time. She is really no stranger to Xu Xin.

I had no choice but to drive a Ferrari in the first year of my freshman year and wear an unconventional hairstyle in front of the school every day. I wanted to turn my hair into that of a bumpkin.

She really couldn't be stranger.

And this was her impression of Xu Xin. The dirt falls off.

I don’t know where the nouveau riche came from. Looks okay.

But she really doesn't like that virtue.

Even after knowing what happened between him and Yuan Shanshan at that time, Yang Mi was quite worried for Yuan Shanshan.

Although the two of them can't be said to be particularly close classmates, because she has been in and out of various film crews since she was very young, she has seen a lot of things. Therefore, she was really worried that Yuan Shanshan would suddenly take the initiative and throw herself into that scumbag nouveau riche at all costs.

In arms.

Then she got pregnant, lost her "life", and finally Xingtu Ruinshou left sadly.

Girl, that’s a lifetime. But

Fortune plays tricks on people.

Yuan Shanshan's belly is not big, but her own belly is big. Well...it's quite outrageous in every sense of the word. She didn't know when she fell in love with Xu Xin. Obviously I was disgusted with it at first.

But then... maybe it was the camel hair coat that had been lost by my brother for a long time?

Or was it the first time after the two became friends that they realized that the other person seemed different from what they thought?

Or is it the people smiling and talking along the pedestrian street from Dashilan to Deyunshe?

I really don’t remember.

But the only thing that's certain is...the two of them definitely didn't fall in love at first sight.

My brother also said that at first glance I just thought I was beautiful... my legs were particularly nice.

Pooh.

Like an old pervert. As for saying I like it...

.His original words were "You have to thank the wheel

son".

But the wheel is just the point where quantitative changes lead to qualitative changes.

When did he come into his heart... Just like he didn't know when he came into his heart.

It's just... quite vague.

And when the two first got together, although they were "looking for girls"... Yang Mi never dreamed that she would undergo such a big change in the past three years.

Got married, had children...and won awards,

This sudden change in life

Suddenly, standing in front of the spotlight watched by an unknown number of people, she had the illusion that... "this world is so unreal."

really? How could I possibly win the prize?

What did I do? I won the Golden Horse Award? I. . . . . . I'm only 18 years old.

Are you leaving this with me to simulate life?

I...the start of my life shouldn't be like that...what did that old liar say? Oh yes.

I will marry a man named Liu who is old enough to be my father. And then we have a daughter...and eventually we get divorced,

Is this my reality?

Am I just a fake internet symbol now?

She didn't know why she had such strange thoughts.

head.

But... I really won the prize!

It’s still the most valuable Golden Horse Award, oh!

Why isn't my brother with me now?

If he were next to me, Gao Lu would let me punch him to see if it hurts.

I'm so afraid I'm dreaming.

She was thinking wildly when Shu Qi next to her saw that she had been silent for a long time and quickly shouted again:

"Hey, did you give your acceptance speech?"

"?"

Yang Mi was stunned subconsciously.

Then, all divergent thoughts returned to their original place in an instant. His wandering eyes also returned to reality.

Then she remembered...oh yes, I have to talk. But...what should I say?

She put her mouth in front of the microphone...

Looking at the guests present in front of me... I thought about it and said:

"Um...can I confirm first?...This is the Golden Horse Awards...right? It's...the award ceremony for the top grand prize, the Golden Horse Awards? Yes. .....Yeah?"

The whole place fell silent.

The first reaction is that you are sick, right?

But the second reaction immediately was a burst of laughter: "Hahahaha~"

And then... "La la la la la." Applause broke out.

Hearing the applause, Yang Mi blinked and looked down at the Golden Horse Trophy in her hand:

"It's... quite heavy."

"Hahahaha~" "Boohoo~"

Maybe her dazed look was too cute, and she didn't know who blew the whistle.

The atmosphere at the scene suddenly became relaxed. Only then did Yang Mi regain her composure and said:

"Well... I would like to thank all the judges of the Golden Horse Awards. Thank you very much. This honor... means a lot to me."

As he spoke, his eyes fell on Li Pingdong, Liang Binning and others: "At the same time, I would also like to thank all the people in front of and behind the scenes of the "Wind" crew.

staff member. Without everyone's hard work, I wouldn't be in this position... Sister Bingbing, thank you. I also want to thank all the fans for their support. It is you who have supported me all the way to this sacred stage..."

As she spoke, the camera switched to Liang Bingning's face.

With a smile on her face, she raised her hands above her head and drew a "heart" shape.

Yang Mi couldn't help laughing:

"Haha... Thank you all very much for your hard work. Then..."

Having said this, she bowed first to express her gratitude.

But because she had something to say, everyone knew she hadn't finished speaking yet.

After she stood up, she faced the camera and said word by word:

"Finally, I would like to express two separate thanks... The first one is to the director of "The Wind". Director Xu Xin... Although you cannot come to the scene in person today, as an actor I still want to say the most important thank you to you. It is you who have made me what I am today, although I regret that I cannot share this joy and feeling with you on the spot.

It's hard to move, but I believe that I feel the same way as you at this moment. "

This is a bit weird...

After listening, many people wondered...Xu Xin is not your husband...

But Yang Mi’s style of painting soon changed:

"Finally, the second reward. I want to give it to my lover and children. Nuannuan and Zhanyang's mother would like to thank dad here for his efforts and allowing mom to win this very important award. You two will mess with dad in the future. Be careful when you are angry. Mom will definitely stand beside dad unswervingly..."

"Hahahahaha."

No one expected that she would be smart in the end. Amid laughter, Yang Mi raised the trophy high: "Thank you everyone, I love you, I love you too." She said the last words to the camera.

Everyone knew who she was talking about.

When Xu Xin, who was sitting in front of the TV at this moment, heard this, the redness on his face had not faded, but he smiled calmly.

"I love you too, you deserve it."

He said silently in his heart.

In the end, Xu Xin's "The Wind" still missed the best picture.

Lost to "Can't Live Without You" by Dai Liren. In fact, he was not surprised.

I can't say it's not surprising...it would be more appropriate to say it's very calm.

It's a very indifferent attitude.

But here, if he really analyzes why he "

"Loss." He feels that the failure of "The Wind" actually lies in the director's perspective in conveying the concept.

It is not an art film per se, but a feature film.

Whether the director conveys his spiritual core through the theme of the film, including discussing a certain artistic topic, is very fragile.

The effects and atmosphere created by light and shadow alone also serve the film itself.

So it's a bit weaker in terms of artistry. But...what does it matter?

I am only 18 years old. I am still young. "What? You want to come back?"

"Yes, I'm running to the airport now. I'll probably get home around 12 o'clock in the morning. Remember to leave the door open for me, and then ask my dad to cook me something to eat in the hot pot... .Is it too much to want to eat dumplings?"

Upon hearing this, Yang Dalin stood up and walked to the kitchen without saying a word.

It’s okay. My son-in-law is entertaining guests tonight. He specially bought ribs and didn’t finish them all. Instead, he left half of it in the refrigerator, planning to make ribs and corn soup tomorrow morning.

Since my daughter wants to eat... let's have dumplings stuffed with meat and cabbage.

Who let my daughter win the prize?

"It's not too much, hero... Then have you finished saying hello to the others?"

"It's all over. Sister Bingbing and the others still had to go to the dinner party. I said hello to everyone before leaving... Everyone knows that I am worried about my children. And I also expressed it at the Golden Horse Awards. Sorry, the organizer’s live broadcast director is good friends with Director Li, and Director Li said he would go over to say hello, don’t worry.”

"Well, I'll pick you up that night?"

"Don't, just take care of Nuan Nuan and Yang Yang at home... Oh yes, I have to tell you some gossip when I get back, old wolf! Hehehehe..."

"The story between him and Gong Xinliang?" "Ah?...How did you know?"

"Nonsense, Lao Wang told me after you left last night. I also checked the girl's information.

"The capital is pretty rich, right?"

Let's just say...sometimes she is really unreasonable when she acts rogue.

Why are you, a little girl, saying this? ......What? Are you a young woman?

That's okay.

"Okay, just come back quickly. I just want to take my child to get vaccinated tomorrow."

"Well, I'll hang up then."

"Okay...just wait." Suddenly, Xu Xin

Stopped her.

"ah?"

"You...you have to bring that dress back, you know?"

"Bah! Dream on!"

Hearing this, although there was no one in the room, Xu Xin still lowered his voice, covered the phone and said quietly:

"Really, bring it back...you look like a big star in your clothes."

"I am a big star!"

"Then I want to play a big star..."

"Just wait to be played by a big star!! Pervert!"

Toot.

The phone hangs up.

Sun Ting on the side glanced at the GMC nanny car with its soundproof windows raised, and also lowered her voice:

"Sister, then this dress... I won't take it away and wash it first." After hearing this, Yang Mi glanced at her:

"Tingting..."

"ah?"

Under Sun Ting's doubtful gaze, Yang Mi's hand turned into a knife.

Killing a chicken is harsh.

"you know too much!"

"Hehe~"

It was already 1 o'clock when Yang Mi got home.

When she got home, Yang Dalin was already carrying a plate of dumplings and followed her into the house.

As for why I bother my dad to cook dumplings so late at night, huh.

If you want to drink soup filled with dough dumplings, you can ask your brother to cook it.

In the past few years, she has successfully raised her husband into a useless person who is indifferent to all aspects of life.

As for the extent of the waste... Now that she is gone, he can cook instant noodles and pour in as much water as possible...

"Give."

Passing the trophy in Xu Xin's hand, Yang Mi, who hadn't even eaten dinner, couldn't wait to start attacking the dumplings.

It's a pity that there is no garlic vinegar sauce...it always lacks a bit of soul.

But there was nothing she could do. Ever since the last incident with garlic chicken wings, she had been ordered to get approval from her husband before eating garlic.

It depends on whether there are any plans to go online tonight.

There must be a large-scale singing and dancing event tonight, and she wouldn't even dare to touch chili oil.

I’m afraid that my brother will become the main dish on the Thanksgiving table.

Xu Xin weighed the heavy Golden Horse trophy in his hand, stood up and walked directly into the study room, placing the trophy in the glass display cabinet full of antiques.

After coming back, she looked at Yang Mi who was devouring her food and said, "Eat slowly, no one will compete with you."

"Well... what time was the baby fed? What time did he go to bed?" "It was around 9 o'clock, and he fell asleep with the bottle in his mouth.

"Well.

Hearing this, Yang Mi looked up at the time on the clock and nodded:

"That's almost it. I should cry in half an hour at most... How did you end up crying last night?"

"Last night was fine. Nuan Nuan felt a little uncomfortable in her stomach at early 12 o'clock. I held her for a while. After falling asleep, Yang Yang started to cry, warmed the milk, and fell asleep after eating. Then Nuan Nuan woke up. , the time is staggered, so it’s not too troublesome.”

"...Well, thank you for your hard work."

Although her brother said it was easy, she knew that last night must have been quite difficult.

"You have a good rest tonight and leave the rest to me."

"Okay~"

In fact, this is what raising children is like.

At first glance, it sounds like it’s difficult to get through every night.

But watching the two little guys grow up every day under careful care is a very happy thing.

Seeing her sister, who had not yet taken off her makeup, eating dumplings with her flaming red lips, Xu Xin's eyes became a little straight.

After thinking for a while, he asked:

"Is there anything going on at the Golden Horse Awards?"

"No, everything is normal."

"I see Huang Xiaoming went there too. Have you talked to him about Yang Ying?"

"Why should I talk about her?"

Yang Mi shrugged while eating:

"We don't get involved in love affairs. For girls, finding lifelong happiness is more important than anything else... Oh, yes, we talked about the movie directed by Li, called "Love Announcement" . Now I am looking for actresses, and I have recommended Yang Ying, Baozi, Liu Yifei and Shishi. Didn’t you say that Jiaojiao’s acting skills are still very young? I didn’t recommend them.

"Shishi?" Xu Xin frowned slightly:

"You go beyond the Tang Dynasty to find opportunities for her..."

"Not crossed."

Seemingly guessing what he wanted to say, Yang Mi shook her head:

"I just told Shishi the news, and then said hello to Director Li. If Shishi goes to audition, then we will make arrangements. The specifics still depend on what the director says... but Director Li The position is here

Look, our people, including Shishi, will pay more attention. I won't get involved in the rest... Don't worry, I won't make it difficult for her in Tangren. "

Xu Xin felt relieved. Then he urged...

"Okay, let's eat quickly. We won't talk about business tonight~" "What are you in a hurry for?"

The young woman gave her lover a charming look: "Do you like what I'm wearing?"

"Well... this is the first time I see you wearing a tube top dress... By the way, what kind of dress should we buy in the future? Can it not guard against me or thieves? I've seen all your clothes. never seen it.

"Haha." Yang Mi sneered.

What kind of virtues do you have that I don’t know yet?

If others charge, the most they will lose is a pair of pants or a set of clothes worth tens of dollars.

Your old man's hobby... a high-end set costs tens of thousands at least. Your cost is really expensive.

Moreover, it’s not a big deal whether it’s money or not… The main thing is that every time I say it, I feel like I’m playing a celebrity.

I am a star! ! !

Where did you get such a strange knowledge?

Too much to use bean bags as dry food.

"Go crazy, I think you can survive for a few more years... In ten years, maybe you will have to walk around me when you see me wearing a dress." Xu Xin took this as a fart.

Does he believe it?

Don't believe it at all.

Just blow it.

If we brothers want to be coins, we will be like them for the rest of our lives. Keep going!

It’s December 12th.

The box office of "Three Guns" reached 27.5 million.

This is the news disclosed by the media early in the morning on the 13th. The news happened to be separate from Yang Mi's Golden Horse seal.

Regarding the news about herself as the Golden Horse Best Actress, she didn't care much after getting up early in the morning.

I had already finished talking with Sister Hua in the car last night about how to operate it specifically. Therefore, the popularity of her news is expected to continue for another two or three days.

Today is news, but starting from tomorrow, a large part of the praise articles will be paid press releases.

For a woman who is married and a mother, this kind of hype is essential.

What else to do?

Is it possible to speculate on scandals with others?

However, Yang Mi did not let Wang Jinghua be crazy and overwhelming, but selected the best.

Those worth buying from her must be some of the more well-known media.

Be numerous.

But when these media come to buy space, they actually don’t spend much money.

It’s just that there will be some exclusive interviews later.

For example, last night, she received an invitation from Wang Minmin. Southern Weekly wanted to invite her to shoot its January cover. Two plans were given.

The first is to appear together with Xu Xin, to be selected as a couple on the cover of a weekly magazine, and to have an exclusive interview with the couple.

The price is 300,000.

However, Yang Mi directly rejected this plan.

Before the wedding photos were taken, she refused any form of shooting plan with her husband in the same frame.

If you want to shoot, take the first shot of the two of them

This time remains in my deepest memory.

The second item is a separate cover and interview. The price is 30,000.

At first glance, the price difference is a bit obvious. In fact, the main reason for the high price lies in the sincerity of inviting Xu Xin.

After all, as a magazine, it is also a very good publicity tool for celebrities to appear on the front pages of some big magazines, and usually the price is not too high.

What's more, Southern Weekly is an old friend. The price given by Yang Mi has always been very favorable.

If you need help, just let me know. Pay the travel expenses of the personnel, it doesn’t matter if you have money or not.

Who in this circle doesn’t know Dami’s loyalty?

Therefore, Yang Mi felt quite indifferent to these news announcements. Even when I saw some news criticizing myself, my mood didn't change at all.

On the contrary, she was more concerned about "Three Guns".

And seeing that the reputation of "Three Guns" has been completely broken... countless people are scolding it as bad, and she actually feels quite uncomfortable.

After all, she was one of the few people who knew what the movie was really about.

After Xu Xin got up, she thought about it and said to Xu Xin who was drinking porridge:

"The reputation of "Three Guns" has dropped very quickly...the Douban score has already reached 5."

"Yeah, I know. I turned over it when I went to the toilet just now. It's okay. The old man said it was nothing without even looking at it... What has happened is useless no matter what, just look forward."

"Then do you want to go see Director Zhang?"

"No need to look for it. The kids from "Jinling" will come here to try it out next week.

Mirror, you will be able to touch it when the time comes. "

.All right. Then eat quickly. After eating, we will take the child to get vaccinated. "

"Yeah." Xu Xin sped up.

After breakfast, the family set out to the community health center to vaccinate their children.

In the afternoon, several strangers came to the house. It was the person from the decoration company that Yang Mi found.

After the new year, the courtyard will begin to be renovated, and the three connected courtyards will begin to undergo major renovations.

Several designers came over to discuss design details with the couple.

Xu Xin's request is very simple, give himself a working area. Including study room, reception room, a place to drink and brag with a few friends, etc.

The three yards combined cover an area of ​​almost 4 basketball courts.

It looks like more than 1,700 and less than 1,800. This is obviously a big job.

A conservative estimate of the renovation cost is close to a small target. The construction period is only one year.

This period is the time for preparation and improvement before design.

In the afternoon, I finished communicating with the designer about the house, and in the evening, another wave of guests came to the house.

Lu Yang, Chen Shu, Fang Xiu, and other crew members formed during the week, all came to Xu Xin's house.

He learned this habit from the old man.

The old man likes to have others come to his home to chat, rather than in his studio.

The main reason is that he is familiar with the conditions at home, which allows him to relax and think more comprehensively about what he is shooting.

Xu Xin thought this habit was quite good, so he copied it. Indeed, in the study room at home, his preparation materials, including files on the computer, can be easily found. Very comfortable.

Lu Yang's arrival also brought information about several children.

"Director Xu, we have auditioned a total of 30 kids in the past two days, and some of them seem pretty good. Take a look."

"Um."

Xu Xin nodded and directly inserted the USB flash drive into the computer. There are a total of 7 video files in it.

"I selected these six people individually. The remaining video file is the audition video added together."

Xu Xin clicked on the first video file.

The same shot of a face-off.

The child seemed a little shy, and after glancing at a certain location

, a voice sounded:

"Talk to the camera."

"Hello, uncle director, my name is Liu Xuesi, I am 7 years old..." A self-introduction and a hip-hop move.

After the dance, Xu Xin shook his head and passed directly. Then came the second one.

The third. the fourth......

In fact, none of these children have any professional acting experience. It is unrealistic to really rely on actors' acting skills.

So Xu Xin only focused on looking for the characteristics of these children.

He wants a timid character with a bit of inferiority complex.

And this kind of low self-esteem is exactly what the child in "The Deal" who was raised by his grandma and had no mother showed up.

But the first four children are all in the sun.

He's smiling, he's showing off his talent...it doesn't look good. So, he clicked on the fifth video.

The face of a little boy who looked gentle and quiet came into view. He was not as embarrassed as those before.

Looking at the camera, he looks quiet.

And when Lu Yang's voice came to mind, he said, "You can do it."

After a brief self-introduction, the boy had a...

At first glance he nodded politely.

But it gives people a somewhat flattering "pretending to be sophisticated" flavor. Xu Xin raised his eyebrows.

Then the child was heard smiling at the camera.

"Hello, director. My name is Wang Junkai, I am nine years old, from Chongqing..."

Xu Xin's eyes narrowed.

This child's talent show was actually dancing, and it was pretty impressive. But after the performance, he will turn into that... calm expression with some inferiority complex.

Then when he speaks, he will be a little more flattering.

After the 2-minute clip ended, Xu Xin thought about it and went back to watch it again.

The more he looked at him, the stronger his sense of inferiority became.

At this time, Yang Mi also walked in, planning to give everyone some fruit.

When she came in and saw the child on the computer screen smiling at the camera, she was stunned...

Then after the video ended, she first put the fruit on the table amidst the voices of a group of people saying "Thank you, Sister Mi", and then said to Xu Xin:

"Who is that kid just now? Why does he look so distressed when he smiles?" Xu Xin's eyes lit up:

"Do you feel this way too?"

Yang Mi nodded:

"Yeah, I feel very inferior...please play it again and let me see."

"Um."

Xu Xin played the file again, and while she was watching it, he turned to Lu Yang and asked:

"Where did you find this child?"

"I came here on a recommendation. A company called Times Peak seems to specialize in discovering child actors. After the "Transaction" project was established, I sent the news to various agencies and brokerage companies. But I didn't say it was Director Xu. If you want to film, just go through the normal channels and hide the news that this drama is your director. Then yesterday for the audition, this kid’s agent came with several kids. A total of six or seven came, but I I thought he was quite suitable, so I kept him.”

Xu Xin nodded, and Yang Mi stood next to him and looked at the audition footage on the computer.

After reading it, she said, "It feels pretty good."

"Yes, it's mainly the inferiority complex... It's really distressing. It just fits the temperament that the child in "The Deal" wants to show... Just him. Nine years old... ....School time is an issue. Director Lu, then you are responsible for coordinating the time...As a child, no matter what, the acting and cultural classes cannot be delayed."

Hearing this, Lu Yang nodded: "Okay, Director Xu."