With the exact same face and identical clothes, Meng Fei looked straight at Meng Hei.
Meng Hei: The magic of accelerated heartbeat appears!
Meng Fei's eyes were like the deep sea, like a deep lake. Meng Hei couldn't understand what was inside, but Meng Hei knew that he was inside.
After looking at it for a while, Meng Fei smiled contentedly and said, "I'm really handsome."
As he said that, Meng Fei closed his eyes and leaned over directly, his forehead touching Meng Hei's forehead.
Meng Hei smiled helplessly and fondly. He tightened his arms and hugged Meng Fei's waist, like an invisible cage, binding his world.
Because I am so handsome.
So, you can’t deny yourself, right?
It is for this reason that he chose to become "Meng Fei".
Meng Hei is essentially a piece of black paper. He can change his shape and become any shape, but he still chooses to become "Meng Fei".
What is the essence of Meng Fei?
The essence of Meng Fei is that as long as the other person can give him enough love, gender and other things are not important.
Nothing matters, only love matters.
Because Meng Fei is a child who lacks love. He has always lacked love, but he does not believe in love.
For Meng Fei, the definition of love is too vague. No one taught him what love is when he was young, but when he became an adult, he refused to be taught by others.
He doubted the kindness of all beings in the world to him, and doubted all the love directed at him.
Meng Fei doubts that something called "love" may be bright and beautiful on the surface, but may be filthy on the inside, possessive, calculating, greedy, jealous, betrayal, angry...
Meng Fei wanted love so much, but he couldn't accept the love of others. He was too smart, and he could see too much clearly, but what he longed for was the existence of a soul that loved him.
How can someone who has been pretending get a soul mate?
Meng Fei wears so many masks that his real face is covered by the masks. No one will remove the layers of masks to find the real him.
The real Meng Fei is like the broken human skin hidden under the mask tomb.
Who would want to go to the trouble of exploring a naughty person?
Especially after the perfect mask was broken, Meng Fei was just a neurotic and weak guy.
Maybe, but so what?
Meng Fei will not accept anyone.
From the very beginning, he shut out everyone.
Meng Fei believes that only himself, only "himself" can give himself more love.
Perhaps the most painful thing for Meng Fei is that he doesn't love himself.
Meng Fei is a clumsy child at heart. He clearly sees things clearly and is very rational, but he is always stupid enough to devote his greatest kindness, especially to his family.
Meng Fei never desires anything in return for his dedication. He is willing to give a lot, as long as the other party gives him affirmation.
Meng Fei is also very generous. He is willing to give to anyone, family, friends, teachers, strangers. Even if he knows that the other person is a liar, Meng Fei will give a little money.
He doesn't need anything in return, he just needs moral support, as long as he breaks down, occasionally, once in a while...
But in Meng Fei's life, selfless good deeds only resulted in a mess all over the place.
No matter it is the so-called "understanding", "best friend" or "always accompanying", as long as a conflict breaks out, as long as Meng Fei refuses to bow his head, the other party will never bow his head.
After all, if a person is always kind to you and even regards you as his spiritual sustenance, he will inevitably put himself in the position of dominance.
When the enslaved "good old guy" turns against him, the dominant person doesn't feel like there's anything wrong with him.
Of course, after Meng Fei left, there were many people who came back to apologize and plead with Meng Fei.
But Meng Fei doesn’t need it anymore.
Meng Fei felt like a monster. How could he be so good to someone and then abandon him without hesitation just because of a trivial matter?
However, it is possible to abandon it, get tired of it, and include a stupid thing again.
No one can blame Meng Fei, because no matter who it is, Meng Fei is not wrong in the final review.
Meng Fei is like this, he can always handle everything well, everything.
Even when he went crazy in the end, he only went crazy after getting a reason.
He may have reached his limit, and he didn't want to keep pretending anymore, so Meng Fei chose to break everything at the most brilliant moment of his life.
Perhaps Meng Fei was also expecting someone to reach out and save him without hesitation.
As long as there is such a person, Meng Fei is willing to dedicate everything he has, even his soul.
Meng Fei wanted to find his "god", but failed.
Everything he had gained in college was shattered.
Those kindnesses, those beautiful moments, when Meng Fei went crazy, were like glass smashed by stones, which could never be restored and would leave people covered with bruises.
But is Meng Fei really sad?
He was not sad at all, but it was once again confirmed that those guys were not worth his efforts.
Meng Hei has the authority to read Meng Fei's memories. He is the person who knows everything about Meng Fei the most in the world.
Perhaps in the eyes of many people, Meng Hei is just a "monster" living in Meng Fei.
Meng Hei is the culprit who drives Meng Fei crazy, is a terrifying thing that almost kills Meng Fei several times, is a cold-blooded and ruthless being who cannot understand the existence of the world.
But no one knew that Meng Fei was going crazy.
Meng Fei believes in the rules of the world, he believes that there is real love in the world, and he is willing to believe in everyone who is close to him, but there are always people who overturn the rules.
【returning a Favour many times more. 】
"Huh? Invite Meng Fei to eat Western food? How is that possible? Just say it casually. Anyway, Meng Fei is such a nice person, he won't care about me, right?"
【Keep your word. 】
"Meng Fei, I will definitely treat you to ten cups of milk tea!"
"Ten cups of milk tea? When did I say, are you kidding me?"
【fair and just. 】
"Meng Fei, lend me a copy. Why can't you lend me a copy of the answer?"
"It's not fair to other people."
"What's fair and unfair? Do you know how many people cheat on exams! You idiot, didn't you say we were friends before?! I finally see you clearly!"
【Mother loves her children most. 】
"Meng Fei, you have to take care of your sister, how can you let your sister be bullied?"
"Meng Fei, we have raised you so big, we don't ask for much. At the very least, you have to give us an equivalent reward!"
"Meng Fei, look at An An, can't you pick An An up? She is your sister!"
"An'an, eat quickly. These shrimps are valuable. Eat them quickly, or Meng Fei will come back."
