Gao Yuchuan's eyes fell on the firefly necklace.
Silence spread between the two of them for a moment.
A couple who once talked about everything now had nothing to say, which made Mu Yi'an's red eyes filled with grievance.
There was a frustration and vulnerability rarely seen on her face.
Seeing that necklace, many beautiful things from the past flashed through Gao Yuchuan's mind like a montage.
In the past with Mu Yi'an, there was the most pure and true first love, as well as the heartbreaking pain of separation and separation. The weight in Gao Yuchuan's heart is self-evident.
Seeing a hint of movement in Gao Yuchuan's eyes, Mu Yi'an stepped forward, raised his eyes to look at him, and said in a choked voice: "Yuchuan, don't you know how much I love you? Shen Yaochu and you just How long? Can she love you as much as I do? She can give up on you at any time, but I can't, I never can."
She stared at Gao Yuchuan, tears flashing in her eyes.
"Come back, Yuchuan."
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Shen Yao initially had allergies and was prone to urticaria when the seasons changed. At the turn of spring and summer, the weather seems to have the moody temper of human beings. Yesterday it was close to 30 degrees. After a thunderstorm, strong winds passed by and the temperature dropped to 20 degrees. The humid and stuffy air made her start to itch again, and her back There were red envelopes all over my body and hands, raised like fleshy bumps, and itchy to the core.
Shen Yaochu looked for allergy medicine and wanted to take it. As soon as she peeled off one, she suddenly remembered that she was pregnant now and could not take medicine casually, so she threw the medicine in her hand into the trash can and began to endure it for a while. A strong itching sensation.
Shen Yaochu had just packed her things and was about to leave. When she looked up, she saw Gao Yuchuan standing quietly at the door of the consulting room.
What she didn't expect was that after hiding from Gao Yuchuan for a whole day and even changing shifts, he would still come to her door.
She turned off the lights in the consulting room, and the light in the room was very dark, so it looked extra bright and clear outside. Gao Yuchuan stood with his back to the door, looking into the room with a 45-degree profile. His facial features were as delicate as works of art, with nothing more and nothing less. Everything is just right, like a god in the light and shadow.
Seeing Gao Yuchuan, Shen Yaochu's heart felt as itchy as her body, and she couldn't help but scratch the back of her hands with her own hands.
Gao Yuchuan saw that she had changed into regular clothes and had a bag on her shoulder, looking ready to leave.
He frowned slightly, thinking about what Mu Yi'an said, he still couldn't help it.
"Let's talk," he said.
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The air is stuffy, making people a little restless.
Shen Yaochu stood there quietly, the back of her hand still itchy. She didn't know what he was going to say, but she had a vague hunch that he wasn't going to say anything to make her happy.
Gao Yuchuan stared at her condescendingly and asked in a cold voice: "I remember I told you not to go to Mu Yi'an, why do you still want to meet her?"
A gust of wind blew by, mixed with the invasion of dampness and coldness. Shen Yaochu bit her lip, feeling the chill pouring into her skin from her collar, unable to resist, and she began to tremble unconsciously.
She tried hard to restrain herself and said softly, "She wants to see me."
Gao Yuchuan's expression did not change because of Shen Yaochu's answer. He was still cold, as if he was asking for help.
"Why don't you refuse?" He frowned seriously: "I said, our relationship should not involve Mu Yi'an, it has nothing to do with her."
"Um."
Shen Yaochu originally had a lot to say, but seeing his expression, she felt that there seemed to be no point in explaining.
A few dozen minutes ago, she was still hesitant and unwilling to fight for herself again. Now think about how ridiculous she really is.
"But I've already met, what should I do, Gao Yuchuan?" Shen Yaochu smiled with her lips curled up, trying to make herself smile like a villain, as if she had no emotions: "How can I make up for it? I have already agreed to the divorce, and what else can I do? Isn’t it enough?”
"Is this what you think?" When Gao Yuchuan heard her say this, his dark eyes became bottomless at this moment, like an underground glacier in an uninhabited sea, cold and empty. After a while, a deep sneer came from his throat, "How long will it take for you to abort the child?"
Shen Yaochu's fingers that were scratching the back of her hand were so hard that they scratched the red envelope on the back of her hand. Two bloody red marks appeared on her fair skin.
The back of my hand suddenly hurt.
Although she initiated the divorce, he asked her so bluntly how long it would take to abort the child. She had to admit that she still felt a suffocating pain in her chest.
She clenched her fingers tightly and looked at Gao Yuchuan in a daze. After a few seconds, she regained consciousness. She pursed her lips and said, "I have been working continuously recently and have no time. Wait until I am free."
Gao Yuchuan's eyes flashed with an icy coldness, filled with a chilling coldness.
"The time is arranged very well, so it doesn't delay work." Gao Yuchuan sneered: "Since you just want money, why didn't you just say it in the first place? Why bother with getting married and divorced?"
When Shen Yao first heard this, she understood where the contempt in his words came from. In his eyes, whether she decided to get married or divorced, it was all about money.
She turned her head slightly, not wanting Gao Yuchuan to see the moisture rising in her eyes at this moment.
She worked hard to adjust her breathing and finally suppressed the sour feeling at the end of her nose.
Why bother? Because she is delusional. She wanted to leave behind the blood that blended with him, and she thought there was some evidence in the world that could prove their relationship. She wanted to stay with him like this, and wanted to see if he would fall in love with her as time went by.
...even just a little bit.
But she finally understood at this moment that Gao Yuchuan gave all his love to Mu Yi'an, and his heart was as cold as a rock towards other women, and she could never keep him warm.
She pursed her lips and tried to move the corners of her lips gracefully: "Sorry, it was my mistake that made everyone unhappy. Fortunately, it is almost over, and I will deal with it as soon as possible."
Gao Yuchuan saw that she was so respectful and humble, and stared at her with his dark eyes: "Shen Yaochu, are you sincere?"
"What?"
"You said we wouldn't see each other again, but it didn't take long for you to ask me if I wanted this child. When I decided to have this child, you had to take away the child and end the relationship." Gao Yuchuan's eyes became darker and darker, as if The frozen deep pool has no temperature, "Shen Yaochu, are you kidding me?"
Gao Yuchuan frowned. He paced back and forth. After a long while, he finally lowered his head in annoyance. He took out a cigarette from his pocket, knocked it on the palm of his hand, and one cigarette fell out of the box.
The sound of the lighter being pressed was very clear and the flame was blue. After a while, the cigarette was lit. He took a shallow sip from the cigarette, the smoke was hazy, and the coldness in his pupils did not ease at all.
The choking smell made Shen Yaochu feel that her throat was dry and she felt like she wanted to cough.
This was the first time he smoked in front of Shen Yaochu after she became pregnant.
"This is the last time I ask you." He paused and said, "Shen Yaochu, is this what you mean?"
His deep voice entered her ears, knocking everything she had built up in her heart to pieces.
She raised her eyes and saw his outline in the smoke, like a hazy image separated by a layer, like a dream and reality, she couldn't tell the difference.
With the emotion hidden in her chest, she lowered her eyes: "Are you sure you want to hear my true words?"
