He had to concentrate all his energy before he could focus on his business. He checked the mailbox and found that there was no new message in the mailbox, so he logged out of the mailbox.
Fu Hanye opened the drawer, took out a pack of cigarettes, shook out one, and held it in his mouth. When he lit the cigarette, he noticed that it was already dusk outside the window. He hadn't eaten anything for a whole day, but he didn't feel hungry at all.
In the afternoon, he sat in the car opposite and watched other men sending flowers to Shen Nian. His whole body was filled with helplessness. He wanted to go and stop it, but he knew in his heart that he could not stop it at all.
In what name could he stop her? Shen Nian was no longer his wife. The bright flowers seemed to declare to him the rights he had lost.
And he couldn't forget the gentle look on Shen Nian's face when he looked at the flowers.
Especially when the flower was crushed by the car, the reluctance and attachment in Shen Nian's eyes were like a knife, cutting his heart one by one.
The sourness slowly filled his heart, and he felt so uncomfortable that he wanted to die.
He knew his mood was coming again, so he quickly opened the medicine bottle, shook out two pills and put them in his mouth.
After smoking half a pack of cigarettes, he actually wanted to drink. He thought to himself that alcohol could numb his painful nerves. He wanted Chaoyang to buy some wine. He raised his eyes and looked out the window again. It was already dark outside the window, and Chaoyang should rest. , not wanting to disturb Wang Chao, he took his coat and put it on, went downstairs and bought two bottles of red wine, and bought some cooked food and went upstairs.
When I unlocked it, I couldn't help but look back. The door was always closed, excluding him.
Don't know what they are doing?
Fu Hanye thought for a moment. The door lock opened. He forced himself to take steps. The door closed. He took off his coat and threw it on the sofa. He sat on the sofa, facing his own shadow on the wall, and drank alone. Got drunk.
When the red wine bottle was empty, the neon lights outside the window became brighter and brighter, and the colorful light refracted into his pupils. I don't know whether he was drunk or emotional, but there were red blood gushing out from the bottom of his black eyes.
The beating in his temples and the thumping of his heart meant that he was alive, but in a world of one person and a deserted room, what was the point of living?
He missed the days when Shen Nian was at home. Every time he walked in, he could see Shen Nian's busy figure, her gentle expression, and her beautiful eyes always falling on him. Even he was a little bit unhappy. , she could detect it, and spoke to him cautiously. Even though he looked cold, she still took the trouble. It seemed that having a meal with him was also an extremely exciting thing.
However, he lost such deep thoughts and could never find them again. He was depressed and in pain, which did not help.
Fu Hanye's heart felt like a needle was poking it, and it was like a sieve. The pain made his body tremble involuntarily. The room was obviously so warm, but he felt very cold.
The feeling of loss surrounded him for a long time, making him restless and unable to breathe.
He fell on the bed, unable to sleep. The painful emotions surrounded him all the time, torturing him physically and mentally.
Su Kai sent flowers to Shen Nian, reminding him that he could not wait any longer. If he waited any longer, he might really have to watch Shen Nian get married.
The thought of Shen Nian wearing a wedding dress for another man made him miserable.
He originally wanted to drink red wine to relieve his worries, but unexpectedly, the red wine was very powerful. Not only did it not relieve him of his pain, it also made his longing for her even more intense. He couldn't sleep with her even though they were separated by a wall, and he couldn't sleep with her anymore. After stopping, Fu Hanye stood up without taking his coat, his head was dizzy, and he stumbled like that, which struck Shen Nian's heart.
After knocking for a long time, there was no response inside.
The desire to see her was so strong that it tormented him like a devil. He dialed Shen Nian's number and was hung up as soon as he dialed. It was obvious that Shen Nian knew it was him knocking on the door and deliberately ignored it.
Fu Hanye called again, but still got the same result. Finally, he sent a WeChat video. After ringing for a while, he was hung up again.
Fu Hanye is constantly frustrated. In the shopping mall, he is like a fish in water, and God is blessing him. However, this does not mean that his life is smooth and he is frustrated in love, which does not mean that he is a successful person.
In the past, he ignored feelings. He felt that the relationship between men and women was not that important. At least, it could not bring him a sense of success, flowers and applause like his career.
However, he was wrong.
As a man, no matter how successful you are, as long as you are not accompanied by your wife and daughter, you will always be lonely.
A lonely soul has nowhere to rest.
Frustration flooded him like a tide. He stood in the dark, looking at his lonely and ghost-like figure at his feet. The door behind him clicked open.
He subconsciously looked over and saw a figure appearing at the door. With the faint light in the corridor, he could see clearly that it was Shen Nian. She was wearing crescent-white pajamas, her hair was fluffy, her face was very bad, and she seemed to have dark eyes. The dark shadow looks like he hasn't slept either. If he doesn't sleep well, does it mean he is missing him too?
Fu Hanye murmured, "Nian Nian."
He stumbled over.
The pungent smell of alcohol entered Shen Nian's nose, and she frowned, "Why are you so crazy in the middle of the night?"
Fu Hanye stopped in front of her. He lowered his eyes and looked quietly at the woman without makeup. The woman's face was very beautiful, and her delicate facial features were flawless.
He looked at her, they were so close, they could feel each other's breathing and heartbeat, but it was so difficult for him to even touch her.
His throat rolled up, "Nian Nian, I can't sleep."
Shen Nian didn't answer, and everything was quiet.
It took a long time before I heard Shen Nian say, "Drink another two bottles and you'll be able to sleep."
Fu Hanye pulled his lips and smiled lonely, "Because I couldn't sleep, so I drank."
Shen Nian didn't want to pay attention to him and turned around to close the door. Fu Hanye raised his hand to hold the door panel. Shen Nian turned around with impatience in his eyes, "Fu Hanye, your daughter is sleeping. You don't want to wake her up, do you?"
If it were before, Fu Hanye would have turned around and gone back to his room.
But now, he was drunk and not very conscious. His hand holding the door panel dropped and slowly held her thin shoulder, "I can't control that much, Nian Nian, I want to die."
Shen Nian didn't mind, "Then you go die."
"Are you willing to?"
Fu Hanye was like a naughty dog, sniffing the smell on her body that made him greedy.
Shen Nian's voice was thousands of times colder than the night wind, "Why should I be reluctant? You are not my husband."
"You will always be like this, Nian Nian, I will only be your husband."
Shen Nian rolled his eyes at him, peeled off the hand holding his shoulder, and peeled it off one by one, quite hard.
"I don't have time to go crazy with you, Fu Hanye, let go."
"Don't let go."
President Fu Da has completely become a deadbeat.
"You promise me that you will never accept sex from another man again, and I will let you go."