Zhou Zhengan's heart skipped a beat.
Who did Jiang Nan write this for? It seemed that it was still in school. Zhou Zhengan never knew that such a gentle and quiet girl could use such heart-pounding words to describe a person.
It’s bitter and sour, so why do you still like it?
Zhou Zhengan felt depressed and felt a little pain in his heart. He seemed to have lost his mind and turned to the next page. It was still a picture, a moon hanging high in the sky. He turned to the next page again, which was also a picture. , each subsequent page has a different picture.
It is obvious that these pictures are all made by the same hand, and it can be seen from the traces of the pictures that the painter has been improving his painting skills, and the paintings are becoming more and more natural and beautiful.
Is this painted by Jiang Nan?
Zhou Zhengan never knew that Jiang Nan could draw. What he held in his hand was not a book, but a girl's drawing book.
It was only a long time later that Zhou Zhengan learned that Jiang Nan had a habit when she was young, which was to draw something on paper when she was in a daze. Therefore, although she had not learned any professional painting techniques, her painting skills were still good, even More than the average painter.
The more Zhou Zhengan thought about it, the more frustrated he became.
The source of all these emotions is that he doesn't know what Jiang Nan likes about him, nor how long Jiang Nan has liked him, but he can tell from this picture book and that bookmark that she has feelings for that young man. Boys are very much in love.
Zhou Zheng'an knew that there was no point in pursuing a past incident now. Jiang Nan was by his side, but whenever he thought about this emotion that he could not insert into, he still felt a little depressed.
In particular, the boy she liked didn't seem to be a very good person. He made Jiang Nan feel sour and bitter.
...
When Zhou Zhengan came out of the study, Jiang Nan was leaning on the sofa. Her eyes were already a little foggy, but she still stared at the TV screen. From time to time, she would smile because of the things on the TV, but looking at Not very energetic.
"Why don't you go to bed if you're sleepy?" Zhou Zheng'an said.
Jiang Nan heard his voice, looked up lazily, rubbed his eyes and said, "Are you done?"
Zhou Zhengan nodded and his voice became softer unconsciously: "Go to sleep."
Jiang Nan stretched out her hand towards him. In just a moment, Zhou Zhengan understood what she meant. He walked over and bent down to hug her. Jiang Nan seemed very cooperative in this process.
Zhou Zhengan carried her towards the bedroom and gently placed her on the bed.
Jiang Nan climbed to the side of the bed and lay down obediently.
Zhou Zhengan went out again and turned off the TV and the lights that were still on outside. When he walked into the bedroom again, Jiang Nan was still asleep. Her eyes were wide open and looking at him brightly.
Zhou Zhengan laughed a little: "Aren't you sleepy?"
"Yes, but once it touches the bed, I can't sleep again." Jiang Nan said honestly.
Zhou Zhengan sat down by the bed, brushed her hair with his hand and tucked it behind her ears. The two of them were very close. Zhou Zhengan said in a low voice: "If you can't sleep, can you do something else?" Things, huh?”
After so much teasing by him, Jiang Nan has become somewhat mature. She understood as soon as he said these words. Jiang Nan blushed and said, "Why didn't I notice you before..."
Before she could finish her words, she was blocked by Zhou Zheng'an. Zhou Zheng'an's kiss was much deeper than ever before, with strong emotions mixed in. Jiang Nan was kissed until her brain was dizzy, and she fully cooperated with him.
The desk lamp was extinguished by Zhou Zhengan, and the room fell into darkness, except for the heavy breathing between the lips and teeth of the two people.
This night, Zhou Zhengan hurt Jiang Nan for the first time. His movements were a bit heavy and not as gentle and delicate as before.
The corners of Jiang Nan's eyes were a little moist. Zhou Zhengan only received such a gentle kiss that night. From the corners of her eyes, Jiang Nan vaguely heard him say: "Do you love me?"
At this time, Jiang Nan was huddled in Zhou Zheng'an's arms. Only one bed was loosely covering the two of them. Jiang Nan was too tired to open his eyes, and almost all his weight was on Zhou Zheng'an.
Hearing Zhou Zheng'an ask this question, Jiang Nan felt a little strange, and opened his eyes in confusion. His voice was very soft and slow, not like a love talk afterwards, let alone a joke.
Zhou Zhengan rarely asked such a straightforward question, especially in such a tone, which seemed a bit decadent.
"Why do you ask this question?" Jiang Nan woke up a little.
"You have never answered my question." Zhou Zheng'an said. In the dark night, these words seemed a bit cold, which broke up the very intimate atmosphere between the two because of the love affair just now.
Zhou Zhengan was right. The last time they discussed this issue was when they were getting divorced. Zhou Zhengan also said similar words, but Jiang Nan didn't give him any answer.
"I love you Zhou Zhengan." Jiang Nan said without any hesitation.
Zhou Zheng'an's heart couldn't help but beat a little faster because of her words, and his previous uneasiness and sultryness were soothed by these words, and he said: "Okay."
...
In early November, Jiang Nan's mother and Zhou Zheng'an's parents had a formal meeting. Jiang Nan was a little nervous. Although Zhou Zheng'an was with her, she still asked Zhou Zhixu to join the formal meeting.
With Zhou Zhixu's kind words, the meeting seemed particularly harmonious and relaxed.
The wedding date of Jiang Nan and Zhou Zhengan was thus decided, January 14th.
As time goes by, everything seems to start to feel rushed. Zhou's mother often invites Jiang Nan to go to the bridal shop to choose. She even asks the designer to send some customized models that only exist in photos to Jiang Nan. As long as Jiang Nan nods and agrees. , and a real sample can be made for her in the next second.
In addition, there are also the location of the wedding, the guests to be entertained, etc. In fact, these just need to be according to Zhou Zhixu’s wedding requirements, but when Jiang Nan mentioned this, Zhou’s mother and Zhou Zhixu got double objection.
A wedding must be a unique memory for everyone.
That's what Zhou Zhexu said.
Zhou Zhixu also introduced his wedding photography team to Jiang Nan, saying that the photographers in this team are very good at capturing photos. When the video is produced, Zhou Zhengan will definitely be moved.
However, Jiang Nan refused, saying that she did not need a photography team for her wedding.
Zhou Zhixu asked her why?
Jiang Nan said truthfully: "I don't want to appear in the camera."
Zhou Zhixu was puzzled. How could a girl hate a camera? It is obviously a good tool for recording life, right?
"Didn't we take photos and videos together when we were in school? You didn't say you didn't want to appear in the camera at that time." Zhou Zhixu felt a little strange.
Jiang Nan had no way to answer her. There was some conflict between the two of them because of this incomprehensible matter. Zhou Zhixu didn't talk to Jiang Nan for several days. It seemed that the two of them had gone back to the temper tantrums they had when they were in school. Awkward and willful period.
I don’t know how this happened, but even Ren Xianzhi and Zhou Zhengan knew about it.
Ren Xianzhi organized a small dinner party for the two of them, but Jiang Nan happened to be in an emergency that day and couldn't leave. Only Zhou Zhixu went. Zhou Zhixu, who had intended to make peace with Jiang Nan, lost his mind because of this and became even more annoyed. .
Jiang Nan was a little anxious, but also a little clumsy and didn't know what to do. All her thoughts were easily revealed on her face. Zhou Zheng'an still said leisurely to the side: "I never saw you with such a rich expression when you were arguing with me. "
"This is different." Jiang Nan said distressedly.
"Then can you tell me why you don't like the camera filming you?" The smile in Zhou Zhengan's eyes disappeared, and he glanced across her face quietly, but it was not an appraising look, but a very calm look. , a reassuring glance.
He could predict that what Jiang Nan didn't say was her sad past.
Jiang Nan said softly: "I will definitely tell you in the future, but I haven't completely let go yet."
So, she couldn't talk.
Especially since the initiator Jiang Feng was dead, she no longer had any reason to resent her, but she couldn't let it go casually.
Although her time in LT made her feel as satisfied as before in the Ministry of Foreign Affairs, it rarely made her feel proud or honored. It is undeniable that this will become Jiang Nan's lifelong regret. She is almost thirty years old. If it had been anyone else, It was the age when she could succeed in her career, but she could no longer return to the Ministry of Foreign Affairs.
The starting point of her lifelong dream ended when she was twenty-five years old.
...
Su Jinyue sent a message to Jiang Nan in the past two days, asking her to go to the most famous restaurant in Beixin. Jiang Nan was not very good at drinking, but she heard that the scenery there was good and she could see the beautiful night view, so she agreed to go.
They met downstairs in the restaurant and went up together.
Long time no see, Su Jinyue has changed her look again. Now she has short pink hair and is wearing a sweet and cool suit. She looks like a bad girl pretending to be a mature woman.
But Jiang Nan didn't seem uncomfortable at all when he was around her.
Su Jinyue led the way and took her into a private room. The interior structure of the private room was made of various types of wooden piles. The lights in the room were dim, but there were various small light bulbs wrapped around the wood, which lit up the room. Covering every corner, it looks cute and cute without being too showy.
Standing at the door of the private room and looking towards the balcony, you can see the emerald green lake on the ground at a glance.
"How is the design of this room?" Su Jinyue asked.
Jiang Nan nodded: "Great."
They are the only ones in this house now.
Su Jinyue smiled: "Then can I be your wedding designer?"
Hearing this, Jiang Nan looked at Su Jinyue in surprise, and Su Jinyue continued: "This is the only room in this restaurant that was completely designed by me. I brought you here to have a look today. It must be the same as the wedding design style. There are differences, but I promise that your wedding venue will be decorated according to your interests and preferences."
"No, I'm not worried that you won't arrange it well. I'm just a little surprised that you would bring me here to see your design. In fact, if you are the wedding designer, it would be an honor for Zhou Zhengan and I." Jiang Nan was afraid that she would misunderstand, so she waved her hands hastily.
