Hello everyone, I am the slut who wants everyone to send razor blades.
As you can see, recently due to my blocked thoughts and serious internal friction, the plot of the seventh volume has been slow to progress and the update has been slow.
Saosao is the kind of person who has a hard time doing multi-threaded work, but also has a hard time staying focused. When I do one thing, I can only do one thing, even if it's something else. If I haven't finished it, I feel very uneasy. I'm thinking about unfinished things anytime and anywhere. As a result, I haven't finished the last thing, and I can't do the things at hand well. Even if I play games, I can't play well. happy.
However, writing is a very long process...it is too long, which has led to my thinking being in a tense state for the past two years, thinking about the arrangement of the plot and the fate of the characters all the time.
Then many friends will ask, I think so much, why don’t I write it?
The answer lies in the fact that many times the plot I conceive is not good, the thing is not suitable for a certain character, the direction is unrealistic, etc., which makes the progress of the story difficult.
This caused me to fall into a long period of mental internal friction——
I have been thinking about the plot all day → I feel bad, deny it and think about it again, unable to write and update → Readers and friends urge me → Out of the author’s responsibilities and obligations, and of course the royalties, I should update → I bite the bullet and write, but feel bad , delete → One day passes, and the cycle repeats the next day.
Of course, in addition to this, there is Sao Sao's real work. A while ago, Sao Sao said that she had urticaria. Later she took some Chinese medicine and got better. However, it has recurred recently. She went to see the old man again. During the Chinese medicine session, the old man finished taking my pulse and looked solemn.
My heart trembled and I asked:
"Teacher, how long do I have left?"
The old man glared at me and said:
"Aside from spleen deficiency, kidney deficiency, liver failure, and stomach problems, there is nothing serious."
I hurriedly asked:
"My family still has a genetic history of heart disease!"
The old man nodded and asked me:
"Then what do you think this has to do with your hives?"
I was stunned and silent for a moment, then the old man continued:
"There are no serious illnesses, but there are a lot of minor illnesses. There is no need to take medicine anymore. I recovered well before, but now I have a recurrence. This shows that the problem mainly occurs at the mental level. Young people sometimes put too much pressure on themselves, and their mental state is in a state of long-term depression." In a state of depletion, many ailments will appear on the body. Let yourself rest for a while. When you are full of energy, these ailments will heal on their own."
At that moment, I felt that the old man in front of me was really a miracle doctor.
Because until I was discharged from the hospital, he didn't prescribe me any more medicine or anything, and just charged me a registration fee of 20 yuan.
So readers, I have been thinking about it for a long time, and for the sake of my own health and the quality of the next update of this book, I decided to give myself a good vacation.
I have made an appointment with some friends in the past two days and plan to drive to Western Sichuan to see the snow-capped mountains and so on...
In fact, if you think about it carefully, the last time Saosao walked through Yunnan and Tibet and finally arrived in KS, I was only eighteen years old that year. Because of that experience, I wrote the fifth volume of Ruyan for everyone.
And that journey has been twelve years.
It’s funny to say that back then, young people wore Che Guevara’s T-shirts and measured the length of life with their feet; today’s young people have a car, but it’s difficult for them to move forward.
This is really similar to my current state of mind when writing about society.
I don’t know if I really gained something from this trip, but I may really need to take a good rest and think carefully, whether it’s about this book or the current situation in my life.
Please wait for me to come back, it won't be long.
