He Tianran left.
The overturned fruit plate, the messy folds on the sofa cover, and the dialogue of the TV series that continued to play on the TV all proved that everything that happened here was over, and now, only Wen Liang was left in the huge living room.
Obviously, her emotions have not yet recovered from the series of actions just now.
The curtains swayed, swaying in the shape of the wind, and the damp and cold air passed through the room and hit her thin body.
The girl sat on the sofa with her knees bent, her head buried, her face covered by her long hair. Her shoulders swayed slightly unnoticeably. The sky outside the house was covered with dark clouds at some point, and a drizzle of light rain began to fall. , one after another, the continuous sound filled the seemingly empty room, and for a moment people couldn't tell whether it was the sound of rain or crying...
The pet dog squatted on one side for a while, and walked back and forth for a while, making a low whine from its mouth. After a while, it raised its forelimbs, rested on the edge of the sofa, and called to the girl twice, as if to comfort her. What are you wearing...
When she heard the noise, Wen Liang, who had been burying her head, raised her eyes. She silently wiped her wet eyes and looked at the golden retriever whose ears were drooped towards her. The originally lively golden retriever had lost its original liveliness. The girl had a bitter look on her face. With a forced smile, she stretched out her hand, touched the head of her pet dog, and said in a hoarse voice:
"Be good, I'm fine..."
The cell phone on the table rang at this moment. Wen Liang's heart tightened and she picked up the cell phone, but quickly put it down again...
It was a message from her mother, telling her to collect the clothes hanging on the balcony because it was raining outside. They would be back later today.
The girl was never used to exposing her vulnerable side in front of others, so she didn't want her parents to worry when they saw the mess at home when they came back. So she slowly closed her open shirt, stood up, took out the broom alone, and cleaned the mess that she had just knocked over. The fruit plate on the floor and the messy sofa were tidied up.
The sky outside was getting dark, and before the lights could be turned on in the room, the dark purple sky outside the window made her figure particularly deserted and lonely, leaving only a numb and swept outline, without any concrete and vivid details. flesh.
After cleaning up the living room, she slowly walked to the balcony. She was not busy taking off her clothes, but her eyes were empty, staring at the humid and sticky city, and she was silent for a long time.
For no reason, she suddenly missed the same scenery, the world from another perspective...
The feeling of turning space upside down and falling from the sky frightened her, but she was also extremely fascinated and familiar...
Wen Liang raised his head and looked towards the sky.
At this time, the sky has not yet completely darkened, but the moon has quietly popped up. The endless rain curtain is like a layer of frosted glass. Looking up through this layer of haze, you can see the moon that seems to have been hanged, and the melancholy overflowing diagonally. Dark.
It was not something Wen Liang would do to blame others, but at this moment, she resented the rainy day so much...
Her hands were tightly attached to the balcony railing. The color of her fingertips had turned pale due to the exertion of her fingers. Her head slowly dropped, and the raindrops from the sky hit the ground unbridled, shattering her body into pieces and paving the streets on the busy streets. The ground was covered with corpses, and people couldn't help but care about it, but they didn't care at all. They just avoided it, letting the raindrops from the sky splash on the ground, and sighed at the inconvenience caused by the gloomy weather.
Wen Liang looked at all this with confused eyes, wondering what he was thinking...
"Tuk-tuk-tuk-tuk-!"
At this moment, a knock on the door suddenly broke the quiet and oppressive atmosphere. At the same time, these sounds also pulled Wen Liang back from her daze. Her delicate body trembled and she turned her head to stare at the door.
"Woof - woof woof -!"
The pet dog must have smelled a familiar scent and barked viciously at the door twice.
"Tuk, Tuk, Tuk, Tuk, Tuk... Wenliang! Wenliang!"
The knocking on the door continued, and the sound became more urgent, as if urging Wen Liang to leave the balcony and come over to open the door.
After a moment of silence, the people in the room finally opened the door.
It was He Tianran, standing at the door panting, leaving and returning.
When the man and woman faced each other again, they were both stunned for a moment.
"you……"
He Tianran looked at the raindrops on the tips of her warm hair and cheeks. She was in the room, but the shoulders of her shirt were wet. There was a kind of sadness on her face that was so rich that it couldn't be dispelled. She looked into her eyes. Cold and empty, once they look at each other, men can't help but feel a coldness deep in their hearts...
"What are you doing here? Do you still want to see my jokes?"
Wen Liang asked coldly. He was about to close the door when he saw He Tianran blocking the door frame with his hands and feet. He said hurriedly:
"I said, even if we have to separate and never have contact with each other until we die, it won't be like this..."
After that, he couldn't help but squeezed hard and re-entered Wenliang's home.
Being pushed like this, Wen Liang took two steps back and almost staggered. He Tianran was about to come to help him, but was interrupted by Wen Liang's violent wave of his hand.
The man's departure just now had already made her ashamed and despairing. At this moment, she was extremely unwilling to see the other man again, but now He Tianran appeared in front of her again and again. This was immediately Opening the valve of warm and cool emotions, I couldn't help but turned all the grievances and resentments I had accumulated for a long time into a roar between words, and vented them out!
"He Tianran! Are you sick? Do you think this is your home? Come and leave as you please!
You never show up when I want to see you. Now I want you to go away, but you linger on. Who do you think I am? Is it a plaything that a great director like you can come and go at the drop of a hat?! Do you like to embarrass me so much?
What are you going to do when you come back? "
"I'm afraid you're seeking death——!"
The veins on He Tianran's neck popped out, and his whole face turned red due to the surge of emotions.
It turned out that it started to rain when he went downstairs just now. He was already in a bad mood, and seeing this situation made it even worse. This made him make an exception for the first time in the past two months and went to the convenience store opposite downstairs to buy something. A pack of cigarettes to relieve depression.
And when he was standing alone at the door of the convenience store smoking, and looking up in the direction of Wen Liang's house intentionally or unintentionally, he saw Wen Liang silently walking to the balcony.
He didn't care much at first, and he also understood that it was not suitable for the two of them to meet again at this time, and it was better for both parties to calm down.
But gradually, He Tianran started to look more and more wrong. Especially when Wen Liang put his hands on the edge of the balcony, an ominous premonition suddenly occurred in his heart, which made him immediately pull away and run back without stopping.
If Wen Liang had been a few seconds slower to open the door just now, he would have really hit the door.
Nowadays, the two of them are at odds with each other, neither one of them can control their temper. After hearing the reason for the other's return, Wen Liang naturally refuses to admit that this separation will actually make him briefly suicidal.
She snorted and retorted:
"Am I going to seek death? Is it because of you? He Tianran, do you think too highly of yourself or do you underestimate me? Could it be that if I go to the balcony to collect my clothes, you would think that I am going to jump off the building? It seems that you are very charming and kind-hearted. so big!"
"you……"
His worries and good intentions were regarded as scornful words by the other party, and He Tianran was suddenly speechless.
"What's wrong? Are you disappointed that I didn't express my gratitude to you for your kindness this time? It's okay to be disappointed! I, Wen Liang, am such a careless person."
When Wen Liang saw He Tianran's expression, he did not restrain himself, but continued to ridicule.
Her face was actually not unfamiliar to He Tianran.
Unlike Cao Aiqing, who has been with him for almost ten years and has grown up with him along the way, since he met Wen Liang again, He Tianran has always seen Wen Liang's "warm" side. She is positive and straightforward, treats others She is passionate and sincere. Although she has a sharp personality and is very sharp in how she handles some things, this is also the way she behaves. So as long as you get to know her a little bit and get close to her, you will know that her principles and persistence are not the same. Right or wrong.
But this is not He Tianran's impression of warmth and coolness in high school. On the contrary, now, the girl's disgusted eyes, cold attitude, and sharp words that touch people's hearts. These various 'cool' aspects are more in line with He Tianran's mind. My initial understanding of the person "Wen Liang".
She is warm and cool...
She has never been a good girl in the traditional sense.
This was a judgment that He Tianran had made as early as high school through some common daily characteristics.
Maybe it was the travel and graduation experience that He Tianran didn't even remember, or maybe he helped the other person when she was in the most difficult time and pulled her out of the mire. Whether it was out of gratitude or love, the two fell in love at first sight, especially Wen Liang. The closeness directly allowed them to cross the stage of strangers, and even reached the level of "confidante".
But is that all the enthusiasm shown by warmth?
of course not.
From another perspective, all the benefits of warmth and coolness can be described with opposite words...
Such as restless, paranoid, strong, and have a strong possessive desire. They often like to push the situation to the extreme, but if they want to be in a black and white situation, they will not hit the wall and never look back, which means that they will make themselves bloody and bloody. Don't stop until it's a mess.
She was the passionate romance at that time, and she was the burning heart at this moment, and when all these uneasy factors were put into the bones of this woman named "Wen Liang"...
This is the whole of her, the complete her, the current her.
In the previous low point of her life, it was because of the appearance of He Tianran that she was greeted with a bright future. However, life is inherently full of twists and turns, and one hurdle after another, so it is not possible to survive every time you reach a desperate situation.
At least this time, He Tianran will not make any compromises or concessions on the matter of feelings.
The cruel thing is that the same is true for Wenliang.
Therefore, at this moment, the man finally saw all the warmth...
After taking off the filter of admiration, the girl's true nature is still a wild rose that has not experienced any hardships, is immature, bossy and stubborn, and has thorns all over her body.
The once ignorant boy, no matter how many times he comes back, will always look back and believe in the girl who appeared in September. He likes her because she seems to understand him very well, and she even takes the initiative to enter the boy's closed inner world, like a broken man. A ray of light that opens up the gloom...
And the girl who was full of worries about her future during the trip will still miss the passer-by who met by chance on the train many years later, because he personally led her to experience what it means to have a long and bright road ahead. …
However, they didn't know that the reason why that person appeared in front of them at that time was because he had experienced and endured too much, so that for all the unknown boys and girls, it was just a short companionship, but they could It leaves an indescribable weight in my heart, making it unforgettable and unforgettable for a long time.
But now, all of this is just like a passing cloud...
When warmth and coolness are gone, there is only possession...
When He Tianran lost all accommodation and appropriateness, only reason remained...
Will they still love each other?
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…
"Wen Liang, are you crazy?
Do you know what you are talking about? After I took over the company, Li Lan told me many times about how difficult you were to communicate and how willful you were. I half listened to and half believed these things because you were never like this in front of me, because you really She is not a woman who would regard other people's kindness as nothing. "
He Tianran retained the last trace of reason and hoped that the two parties could continue to communicate. Even though his words were filled with emotions, he was still thinking about matters of life and death. In a situation like the one just now, if he was really worrying too much, then naturally he would be the worst offender. Okay, but just be afraid of what might happen...
It's just that this is obviously not the time to be reasonable. The man is thinking about the safety of the other party, but the woman feels humiliated by this useless tenderness. And He Tianran's arrogant tone just hit the muzzle of the gun, not only unable to make Wen Liang What he heard made the other party even more angry.
Wen Liang laughed angrily and said:
"Crazy? Hehe, He Tianran, I don't like to pretend to be stupid as much as you do. I've always been like this. You should have known it for a long time. You already know me from other people's mouths. Can't you tell the difference between me and you? After spending more than half a year together on the set, don't you still know who I am? Is it just me pretending, or is it real?
Ah, I understand. You just like to forget things, especially things about me. You forget things very quickly for some reason. This is even more true now that your girlfriend is back. Maybe you I have forgotten who I was back then, and I made up some ridiculous reason about being teased by my crush in high school, traveling just to fulfill my long-cherished wish, and pretending to be an infatuated person to win my favor. At that time, you acted It’s so similar, I think you shouldn’t be a director, just an actor..."
“Then, he, mom, no, it’s, I—!”
Facing Wen Liang's cynicism, He Tianran finally couldn't bear it any longer and shouted loudly. His anger was so intense that he yelled at the other party until he was stunned...
He had actually wanted to say something like this for a long time about the future that stood between the two of them...
And, it’s not just this sentence…
"I've never been on any bullshit trip with you, and I've never been to any graduation concerts. That passerby is not me, I'm He Tianran!
If you like him, then just like him. If Wen Liang, your good impression of me is based on this, then I can only tell you that you love the wrong person! I'm not him! Stop bringing this up! I have never experienced the things you mentioned, let alone such memories! "
At this moment, He Tianran also revealed all his true thoughts that had been hidden in his heart for a long time, wrapped in anger.
"..."
Wen Liang's heart surged and her chest heaved. Her lips were slightly open, her brows were slightly furrowed, and she looked sideways in disbelief. Her eyes were visibly moistened, and two lines of clear tears seemed to come out unknowingly. cheek……
And her eyes were still extremely stubborn and stubborn, hiding the great sadness and heartbreak in her heart very deeply...
But at this moment, Wen Liang still used her stiff voice, with a somewhat unsuppressible vibrato, to confirm firmly:
"He Tianran...if you have the ability, say it again..."
"Wen Liang, that's the end of the matter. If this is the cruelty you want, then I don't mind repeating it again-"
Compared to being gentle, stubborn and superficially sarcastic, He Tianran seemed more like he no longer had any intention of changing his mind. He had a gloomy face, spoke loudly, and spoke to his heart:
"I am not the Xiao A you said, you fell in love with the wrong person...
Wen Liang, please don’t associate me with this name again. "
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…
What are you living for?
Or, why do you love it?
Reality or memories, which one is true?
Fall in love in a misplaced life, miss each other in an orderly time.
If we say that the former is destined to be a tragedy...
What about the latter?
What would you choose? (End of chapter)
