"..."
As the truth was slowly revealed, Cao Aiqing's expression gradually changed from the cautious and dignified attitude towards the matter at the beginning to shock and shock, unlike He Tianran's already numb and exhausted expression.
The surface of the inkstone pool is sparkling, and the sun is scattering thousands of bits of gold. It looks like the position after the Shura battlefield is over, and it looks particularly peaceful.
Like a subconscious move from the depths of his soul, Cao Aiqing's head slowly shook. Although the twisting amplitude was very small, the denial gesture reflected was extremely strong.
"He Tianran, you are lying to me..."
The man took a deep breath from the cigarette and exhaled a light mist.
"Ai Qing, I know you can't accept this for the time being. Sit down first. Let's all... take a rest."
His voice was vicissitudes of life and helpless. It sounded like his life was hanging by a thread and he was in a dying state. But at this moment, it became Cao Aiqing's only comfort after knowing the truth.
The girl slowly sat back down, and the atmosphere between the two solidified.
After a while, Cao Aiqing asked slowly: "Where has the warmth and coolness of this world gone?"
He Tianran said in a low voice: "I don't know, but I think I might...never see her again."
"...How did you do it? Just love her?"
"That's right, just love her... Being with me is Ah Liang's long-cherished wish. When the long-cherished wish gradually comes true, she will gradually forget about me. It's like a coupling effect that waxes and wanes. The more I love She will make her forget more and more, from being together in death at the beginning to the satisfaction she can get by just going to the snow-capped mountains. The obsession in her heart will be weakened, and she can be freed from this hell. "
Cao Aiqing thought: "Is this just your personal inference? Just like you guessed before, you said reincarnation is a net..."
He Tianran nodded: "Yes, this world is made up of the sins we committed during our lives. A network criss-crossed is our cause and effect nodes. We cannot change the established decisions of others except the three of us. Destiny, even if it is temporarily changed, will return to the original point, and we can only deal with this web of fate."
"But you and Wen Liang still formed a band, didn't you? You copied two songs from the future. When you gained social resources, you also influenced many people."
"Then what are you looking at me now?" He Tianran asked.
Cao Aiqing was stunned: "You... did not go to film school, but went to the University of Hong Kong with me... Wen Liang has nothing to do with you anymore, so your band will naturally cease to exist... This is what you said... Back to square one?”
He Tianran tapped his temples and said with a wry smile:
"To tell you the truth, I have in my mind several stocks, funds and a lot of option information that will skyrocket in the future, as well as scripts for movies and TV series that have become hits. If not, I at least know the winning soccer ball of two World Cups. Who wins the team depends on the score.
But of what use are these in this yearless hell? Whenever I want to use future information to gain wealth, influence other people's destiny, or plagiarize other people's success, I will feel the pain of life being worse than death...
Because this is not the destiny I should have, but as long as my original intention is to make Aliang happy and fulfill her wish, then I will not feel the inhuman torture, because one day, she will Forgetting will lead to liberation, all causes and effects will come to an end, and all those affected by us will eventually return to their original point. "
Cao Aiqing listened very carefully, and she quickly extracted an important factor from this information:
"So, everything you have done is equivalent to atonement and pushing our destiny back to its proper track. When Wen Liang leaves this world, all the achievements and experiences you have gained in the past two years, the friends you have made , the life you were already familiar with, the changes you made, were all burned with Wen Liang's departure..."
Regarding this crucial conclusion, He Tianran downplayed it and avoided the important:
"I still have memories...and besides, don't you still remember..."
"He Tianran!"
Cao Aiqing was suddenly angry at the man's insensitivity.
"Have you never considered what would happen to you if I forgot you too?"
He Tianran's eyes were indifferent, he looked at the calm lake again and said:
"Me? You don't have to worry about me. You see, there is no Wenliang now. All that is left on our network is the grudge between you and me... Originally, with Wenliang's departure and the separation of cause and effect, we all We should forget everything. I’m wondering if we all touched that string of beads, so we retained these distressing memories. Haha, it’s really a circle made up of one hundred and eight people’s greed, anger, ignorance, arrogance and suspicion. 'Perfect'..."
Cao Aiqing ignored the man's sigh and retorted firmly:
"He Tianran, please stop talking to yourself. I don't agree with your explanation, and you also misunderstood something! 1"
"……What's the meaning?"
"You've got everything wrong! I'm different from you, and I'm different from Wen Liang! From the beginning to the end, what have I done wrong to deserve to go to hell with you? So it's up to you how you view the world. This is with me. It’s irrelevant, maybe this is hell for you, but it’s heaven for me! Tell me, why should I help you?”
Cao Aiqing spoke plausibly, but He Tianran was speechless for a moment. This was undoubtedly the biggest dilemma he was facing right now.
"You want me to slowly forget you like Wen Liang. This is really ridiculous, isn't it?
Should I wait until my fate is corrected and go back to the moment when I was bullied, so that you can save me again and let me fall in love with you again?
Impossible He Tianran, I won't give you this chance, and I can't accept this fate. I can save myself, why do I need you to tell me what to do?
Are you dissatisfied with the world today? Then do you still remember what I said to you by the lake?
He Tianran, you have to be in as much pain as me to apologize!
Do you think this is enough? Sorry, I have to tell you one more thing. Even if I let go of my hatred for you, this is not my long-cherished wish. If I insist on saying something that can satisfy me, then I just want to live my life well, no matter what It doesn't make any difference to me whether this is hell or heaven, so I don't need you, He Tianran, to help me fulfill my long-cherished wish. How do you want me to help you? "
Cao Aiqing completely broke off the relationship between the two, and He Tianran felt as if he had been struck by lightning.
He suddenly...
I don't know what I should do...
Wen Liang is gone, and Cao Aiqing no longer needs him.
Hobbies are gone, lovers are gone, friends are gone, dreams are gone...
In an instant, he seemed to have lost all his goals for survival in this world, and was like a kite with its string broken, floating up and down with the ruthless wind, without direction.
He is a complete person, but he seems to have lost half of his life.
With trembling hands, he took the last puff of cigarette and stood up as if he was dying...
All he wants now is to escape from here, take a long sleep, and ignore and think about nothing.
"Sorry to bother you, Ai Qing...I'm sorry...I'm leaving..."
He Tianran said this with a hoarse voice, struggled to say this, then stood up and prepared to leave.
"He Tianran..."
The girl suddenly stopped him.
"You'd better... think more about your long-cherished wish..."
She said this to this strange man.
(End of chapter)
