Since you choose to test your love, can I test human nature?
This question was like thunder, shocking He Tianran to the point of despair.
It seems that his girlfriend's body really has a memory from the future just like his own.
The only difference with him is that He Tianran's memories have been integrated. He has figured out a lot these days and discussed a lot with Wen Liang. After traveling through reincarnation, they both thought of one thing in common, which is that they want to accept a complete You must emotionally reach a consistent frequency with your future self.
And this frequency often appears when people are confused, or when it can change the trajectory of life.
The frequency of Wen Liang was the prank last year. She was instigated by Ye Jiaqi and others, and her heart wavered when she decided to tease He Tianran. At this time, the memories from the future began to awaken, and countless confessions and love made her control He took care of his own body, thereby avoiding tragedy and changing the future.
And He Tianran's frequency came from September this year. Wen Liang's abandonment made him reluctant to give up, and the doubts about Cao Aiqing's identity had a huge shake on his long-standing concepts. Therefore, his future memories can be awakened. .
Buddha beads have the ability to travel through time. As the old monk said, they can achieve one hundred and eighty-eight Samadhi and eliminate one hundred and eight kinds of troubles. However, when people make up for some regrets, new regrets will arise, such as now.
The memory of his girlfriend should be the "cause" planted when He Tianran traveled to the future and left behind the string of Buddhist beads. He wanted Cao Aiqing, who was the same type of person as himself, and who was persecuted by him, to also Be able to live your own life well.
He Tianran regarded this as atonement, just like when Wen Liang saved himself.
It's just that Cao Aiqing is different from the two of them. There has never been any regret or gap in her heart. What He Tianran did was highly consistent with what he said to the other Cao Aiqing when they were on the boat. This is The life she wants, so whether her future memories are awakened or not, is not that important to her.
Yes, who would want a memory full of shadows and trauma?
However, those words seemed to have become a shackles. Once He Tianran violated it, a gap would naturally arise.
The so-called test of human nature is more like an emergency mechanism, a hidden thunder, and the blessing of the soul named "Bodhisattva" to the young girl Ai Qing.
Perhaps this "blessing" already existed before He Tianran returned to military training. The Buddhist beads were the last test of their love. If He Tianran would not doubt Cao Aiqing and his heart would not be shaken, then this A thunder will never sound.
Last September, the moment he saw the Buddhist beads, He Tianran asked, "Which Ai Qing are you?"
But at that time, his girlfriend's reaction was not as intense as it is now. Obviously the "Bodhisattva" did not tell her in the dream that there was something wrong with this sentence, because it meant that He Tianran had not traveled through time again, and his belief had not wavered. He believed that now There are two different selves in the future, and he can tell them clearly.
But now that his memories have been fused, the questions he asked became more circumstantial and general sentences such as "Have you ever dreamed of the future?" This was not just a change in words, it also represented a subtle change in mentality. .
Because He Tianran, who has not fully accepted himself, has never been careless about his "identity". He can stay away from Wen Liang and choose to be with Cao Aiqing because of this clear distinction between black and white. Bai's tough attitude.
And once he accepted this memory, it only proved one thing. He had experienced fusion, and the paranoia about soul separation was no longer there, and this happened to lead to another problem that he had to face - —
Will he fall in love with Wenliang again?
So when He Tianran tests his love, Ai Qing's test of human nature will also begin in the future.
The Buddhist beads were just a bait. The "Bodhisattva" in Cao Aiqing's heart told the girl that when He Tianran asked about the future, it meant that he had taken the bait and abandoned her.
Of course, if He Tianran had chosen to take a step back that night, the situation would have collapsed.
But what about now?
"Of course...have you really abandoned me?"
The girl's question was so tactful and poignant, making people moved and felt pity. However, the always decisive young man in front of him did not respond for a long time...
Having figured everything out, He Tianran felt even more guilty towards Cao Aiqing. How could he dare to answer this question directly? He could only hesitate and say:
"Ai Qing, I have many things to tell you. Please calm down for a while... You... just had an inexplicable dream..."
How perceptive Cao Aiqing is. When He Tianran heard her say those words in her dream, the expression on the boy's face and his reaction had already proved something. Now that her boyfriend's answer is so ambiguous, this makes the girl How can your heart be at peace?
"Can I trust you...naturally?"
Cao Aiqing asked again in a trembling voice. In fact, this girl is very simple. She only needs an affirmative answer. Even if it is a lie, she will believe it.
Because the person sitting in front of her was the boy she had been thinking about for the past few months. He was the one who wanted to make her feel at ease even in front of the whole school.
He has said that he is the collection of all the tenderness and throbbing in this world. It is untouchable in his youth, but it is the most unparalleled beauty.
He said so many words and did so many things, all of which seemed to prove that he truly loved her.
Cao Aiqing collected these daily details in her heart one by one. She felt that she was a very lucky girl. The appearance of He Tianran satisfied all her longings for a beautiful love. She was very content. Sometimes she even disliked herself for being too stupid. I don't know how to respond to He Tianran's kindness to me.
Therefore, the girl has imagined their future countless times in her heart. Maybe the love between them does not need to be so vigorous and ups and downs. In fact, it is good to be ordinary. Maybe after graduating from college, the two of them will fight for their dreams. , running for life.
During this period, they will make all kinds of friends and encounter all kinds of things. The names they introduce to each other will range from "this is my boyfriend" and "this is my girlfriend" to "this is my wife" and "this is my wife". "This is my husband", until finally, it turns into "This is my husband" and "This is my lover".
Cao Aiqing knew that the relationship between He Tianran and Wen Liang ended because of changes, so the best way she could think of to respond to He Tianran's love was to stay with him and not be absent from each other's lives. It will flow through them, and from now on, every time he calls, she will smile and say yes.
This was supposed to be the most romantic thing Cao Aiqing could respond to He Tianran...
However,
Because of Wen Liang, He Tianran has now been deprived of even the legitimate status of introducing Cao Aiqing to his friends...
Why was he silent?
Why can't I even say the word "yes"?
He knows what to do...He knows...
After a long time, the innocent pony-tailed girl did not hear the reply she wanted. Instead, she watched her boyfriend lower his head and whispered in a hoarse voice——
"Ai Qing, I'm sorry..."
(End of chapter)
