Wen Liang might never have imagined that the boy who prevented her from being with the one she loved was the boy she had carefully cared for and gradually changed him into the person she expected in her heart.
Her transformation was so successful that the young man knew what to do and what not to do. Now, he has his own persistence and pursuit, ideals and ambitions. He is loyal to love, loves life, is treated tenderly by the world, and treats the world with kindness. Return kindness.
No matter which one of these qualities is taken out in isolation, they all prove that the young man at this time is a person who is enough to be loved. The sunshine in his heart is bright, and there is no longer only haze. He has even grown up to be able to emit light on his own. , to warm others and protect others.
However, maybe the transformation was too successful. In love, he no longer worried about gains and losses, nor was he in a dilemma thinking about the question "why". He could put his whole heart into his lover without hesitation and put everything into his heart. All the tenderness and sweetness are devoted to one person.
This was Wen Liang's plan from the beginning. She just hoped that He Tianran could treat her wholeheartedly and express all his love.
However, when everything was going in a good direction, the person who deserved to be rewarded was not her.
This may be God's will. Everyone needs time to chew and digest this extra period of life, but in the year when she slowly accepted herself, many things happened...
It didn't take long for He Tianran to get together with a school girl named Jiang Xixi. That school girl had short hair like him. Did he miss him? with this method?
"I can jump off a cliff for you. Since you love me so much, why don't you die for me?"
At that time, Wen Liang, who was tortured by memory, thought like this.
However, if something really happened to He Tianran because of her, she knew that she would be reluctant to let it go.
That conversation at the beginning of winter made Wen Liang start to face herself again. Of course her words like "Don't come to harm me" were sincere, because everything started because of this relationship. If the two of them really The ability to be separated is another kind of relief.
However, as those memories became clearer, Wen Liang found that this method was almost like avoiding the problem. Since he wanted to face himself, why should he be afraid of anything?
This is inherently a sign of withdrawal, isn't it?
Wen Liang was such a proud person. Even in the future, when she found out that she fell in love with He Tianran, she would never stoop to do anything.
She owed him for being deceived by him.
And falling in love with him was of her own free will.
He Tianran can clearly distinguish between her present self and her future self, so Wen Liang can also distinguish one thing clearly -
She will become soft, desperate and tender in love, but she will never lose her self-esteem in love.
After figuring this out, the girl finally had an answer to her doubts about what her future self would do for He Tianran.
Wen Liang, who was relieved of her knot, decided to face He Tianran. She dyed her hair back and wanted to find an opportunity to have an honest talk with the boy again, telling him that she had figured it out and figured it out. They could even start from Friends start over, they don't have to be so sensitive, they will tell him everything.
In the past six months, the boy has changed a lot. He seems to have grown taller and stronger. I heard from Ye Jiaqi that his personality has also become a lot more cheerful. He is the only one in the school who has grown his hair long. Teacher Ask him why, he has learned to lie and deceive people, and tell lies for the sake of art.
On the day of the art exam, Wen Liang looked at his back in the crowd and followed him silently for a long time. He really accepted his advice and found what he liked to do when he was young.
so good.
Wen Liang thought and stepped forward to stop him.
And when He Tianran looked back, that young face appeared in front of him again,
Fate seemed to have shot both of them again.
The bullet seemed to travel through time and space, flying to another world thirteen years later.
However, for Wen Liang, this happened a long, long time ago...
The chat between the two ended hastily, and Wen Liang said nothing more, because she knew that this boy would one day go to the future, see herself, and start their story again.
What does this portend?
On the day the play selection was released, He Tianran failed. When he called Cao Aiqing, Wen Liang had already realized that what was written in that book was about to become a reality.
Wen Liang didn't dare to disturb him anymore. Even if the two of them were in the same examination room for the joint examination later, the girl was afraid that some of her actions would affect the cause and effect between the two again.
So, this little butterfly no longer dared to flap its wings.
The next days are all predictable.
When He Tianran confessed to Cao Aiqing, everyone in the school knew that even though Wen Liang had already hid back in her hometown at that time, she also found out about this incident through some school group chats.
Those days were actually more torturous for Wen Liang than the endless reincarnation.
It turns out that escaping reincarnation does not mean the end of punishment, because even in the hell woven by memory, in the endless nine months, from beginning to end, there were only two of her and him.
It was a story that only belonged to two people.
But now, not anymore.
Once upon a time, Wen Liang hoped that time could move forward, but now that it has really moved forward, the girl can only stand where she is, unable to move forward.
During that time, there was only one thing that could make Wen Liang look forward to it——
Is it time for him to go to the future?
He should know how much he loves him, right?
Will he come back?
In the past, Wen Liang was so reluctant to let go of He Tianran's disappearance, but now, she is looking forward to his return.
It seems that as long as he comes back from the future, the story between them will take a turn.
However, Wen Liang didn't even know that last night's bonfire party was like a crossroads, and she had already walked through it once.
Last time, the young He Tianran rejected Bailingye's invitation. He played the song "Lake Baikal" affectionately and said that he already had a girlfriend.
Wen Liang was sad but also happy for him.
She was happy that he finally became what she hoped she would be, but sad that she finally found him, but she no longer had him.
Late at night, she sang the line "How many years later, wandering like clouds. The changing footsteps make it difficult for us to hold hands."
Facing He Tianran, whom she met by chance, Wen Liang did not choose to confess everything to him. She did not want to embarrass him. He already had the life he wanted and his lover, although she was not willing to give him to others. But she was even more unwilling to destroy his happiness.
Let it go, take another step forward, and let it go.
Either for yourself or for him.
When she sang "I know I can do it" loudly on the banks of the Tumo River, when she found He Tianran leaving quietly, at that moment, a girl who loved mountains finally brought all her past memories together. Gratitudes, entanglements of love, are turned into the endless rivers and lakes.
When rivers flow into the sea, people's hearts move forward.
Their story started out innocently and absurdly, with malice caused by resentment and hatred, obsession with love and separation, and sadness of not getting what they wanted. However, all these factors still could not escape a silent ending.
There is no happiness for everyone, there is no joy after all the hardships, some are just anticlimactic and a sloppy ending. There are so many things in this world, and most of the things that can be labeled as "youth" are like this.
But what is the scene like at the other end of the intersection?
If there are still regrets, then we might as well look back in time again. Can their youth be reversed again?
This time, He Tianran accepted Bai Lingye's invitation, and that night, Wen Liang also opened her heart to him.
When he put the hat on her head, covering the girl's eyes that were about to cry, she knew that the person she liked had really come back from the future.
Just like He Tianran's joke, Wen Liang didn't want to return the hat to him.
Because this is indeed a good excuse for the two of them to continue seeing each other.
Whether it was hiding his ears and stealing the bell, or hiding his nose and stealing the scent, Wen Liang was still immersed in the joy of 'He Tianran''s return.
Wen Liang asked him if he would still like her if there was no He Tianran after time travel. Although his answer was that he didn't know, she believed that He Tianran liked her. The whole He Tianran must have liked her. my own.
He was just as confused by the sudden memory as he was before.
Wen Liang even thought about what kind of tricks she would use to tease him, such as deliberately not telling outsiders what happened when they went to get their hair cut.
If He Tianran was bolder and boasted to the boys that he had "begged for nothing" for a chance to pursue Wenliang again, then the girl could still help him cover up his lies.
If the boy was bolder and told others directly that Wenliang was just trying to save face, but in fact the two of them had a relationship for a long time, then Wenliang wouldn't be able to "make it difficult" in front of those classmates who were ready to laugh at him for not overestimating his abilities. , staged a drama of mutual love.
By the way, don’t boys all like this kind of “cheesy” plot?
Wen Liang imagined that she was really angry and funny until she heard the information from her best friend and her boyfriend.
He Tianran was He Tianran after all. He would always only laugh at himself and say he was not good.
It seems that you still have to take the initiative~
Forget it, after all, I have taken the initiative many times, and this time is no different.
The next day, because He Tianran was punished for not wearing a hat yesterday, Wen Liang still took the military hat and gave it back to the boy when she was preparing for morning training. Moreover, she also called her best friend and Li Wang very schemingly. , with this young couple’s ability to gossip, I believe this matter will soon spread to everyone’s ears.
"Oh, He Tianran, what are you doing! Give me your hat back!"
"Senior, please lend me your hat to wear. You see, I was punished to have my hair cut yesterday. If I don't wear it today, I will definitely be scolded again."
"then what do I do?"
"You are a girl. The instructor will not do anything to you."
"You're so annoying, give it back to me..."
On the school grounds, the pair of figures chasing each other and the laughter seemed to turn into a gust of cold wind, blowing into Wen Liang's heart, unscrupulously mocking her useless, deep love that was like walking at night in brocade clothes.
(End of chapter)
