(As of 21:00 on the evening of November 15th, the chapter on the web page said it was 13:8 and the voting in the group was 24:16. Lao Sao will enter the senior line as promised.)
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"You are wrong. My daily life is not boring at all. Why should I seek those meaningless excitements and give up the living condition that I have worked hard for? You said life is boring, but this is life!"
Listening to the rebuttal of the young man in his heart after thinking, He Tianran smiled noncommittally and said:
"So, you chose the second option? Then how did you answer the three questions I asked you before?"
"I do have a guilty conscience towards Wen Liang, and I did escape, but the situation is different now. Now that we are back, we will definitely have a better way to solve this problem instead of doing multiple-choice questions here!"
"And my method is to get in touch with my senior~"
The more urgent the voice in his heart became, the stronger the smile on He Tianran's face became. He was like a cat teasing a mouse that could not return home.
"You said you would ask for my opinion!!"
"Yes, it's consultation, but it's me who makes the final decision."
He Tianran responded ruthlessly, decisively killing the young man's own hopes, but obviously, the other self did not want to give up:
"As for Wen Liang, haven't you ever thought that Wen Liang came back just to make He Tianran better and get out of the shadow caused by her? What you are doing now is equivalent to letting her down for us. Everything you do!!
As for Ai Qing, she is my girlfriend and my lover. I suspect that she is already very sorry. All I ask now is that you can meet as soon as possible so that everything can come to light. No matter what the outcome is, I will face it calmly.
Let me beg you, I have always been the one to protect her, and I don’t want to be the one who hurts her..."
He Tianran sneered after hearing this: "What a fair and upright speech, but you have said so much, have you solved any problems?!"
"But the way you solve the problem must hurt others?!"
Two rhetorical questions, two different attitudes conflicted at this moment. This may be the biggest difference between the two stages of He Tianran, a boy and a young man.
"Do you think your previous actions did not hurt Wen Liang? Admit it, no matter what method you come up with, one of them will always be hurt. Don't forget, I am helping You, you already know everything about what happened to Wen Liang. If you let her be disappointed in you and 'He Tianran', then this 'ambiguous' relationship between us will end earlier. Isn't this what you want?
Now you tell me not to hurt her, haha, it’s really ridiculous. You must leave a good impression on others, and they will never forget you, right? Why do we get together so easily? If you can really make up your mind, just stay away from each other for the rest of your life. How happy that would be.
Let me tell you, don’t think that if Ai Qing is really not the little white flower in your memory, you will want to come to Wenliang to find love. It’s you who has doubts about your lover, and it has nothing to do with her. Now you know Wenliang Ryo had always felt pity for her when she was alone? Come on, this is unfair to Ai Qing, isn't it?
So, let’s treat everyone equally. If we want to break up, just break up together. Don’t leave any escape route for yourself. Are you hypocritical? "
The young man He Tianran spoke cynically, but his expression was silently cruel.
In the future, Cao Aiqing will evaluate him as a person who can really be cruel to himself, and now it seems that this is indeed the case.
These words hit the young man's heart and pointed directly at his true heart. But this time, when his other self really wanted to go against his will, the young man lost the panic he had in the past. After several arguments and questions, As a young man, he understood that the young He Tianran would stand on his own side and overturn the inherent conclusion every time.
They are one and the same. If a person is shaken when facing his own inner questioning, then all his beliefs will collapse and disintegrate.
But this time is different. The young He Tianran can clearly feel that this time, it is different!
He doesn't want to!
The young He Tianran is a person who stands in the light and has been loved seriously by others. Because he has experienced the feeling of being surrounded by indifference, he will love others in the same serious or even more passionate way.
Therefore, even if you want to redeem something or make up for something, you should solve the problem in a reciprocal manner, rather than just making mistakes as the other self proposed!
Is the young man really as invulnerable as he appears? He didn't seem to care about anything. Even when faced with the warmth and loneliness entangled in his past life again, he didn't show too many emotions.
He is like a reasonable guest, like an outsider. Wen Liang once said that this He Tianran is as stubborn as a weed. He is used to pretending to live a good life in front of outsiders, but as long as he is loved, he will change from his own nature. I will give you a little more love in my barren life.
But where is the love he took out?
What on earth is he going to do?
In his heart, the young man fell into deep thought. If they were all He Tianran, then he should not be invisible.
Yes, they are all He Tianran.
"Last night, you said you would tell the truth for me, but in fact... you also lied to Wen Liang, right?"
After a long time, the young man in his heart slowly muttered something.
"Ah?" Young He Tianran's expression rarely condensed, but only for a moment: "Weren't what I said to Wen Liang yesterday straightforward enough?"
"Actually, you loved her. In September of that year, when you couldn't help but confess to her on the stage, you should be convinced that you loved her."
"Are you kidding? This is the worst evil..."
"Then you should also develop hate out of love, not love out of hate! Your love comes before your hatred, there is no way you don't know it!"
Before He Tianran finished speaking, the young man in his heart immediately interrupted him and continued:
"On the day of the welcome party, I remember I confessed to Ai Qing. My inner thought at that time was that I hoped she would reject me. Even though we had no relationship at that time, I still hoped that her rejection would give me The secret love that lasted for three years in high school came to an end.
When I made this move, I already understood that I fell in love with Wen Liang, and I was very sure of my heart, even though Xue Yong and Ye Jiaqi told me that this was a prank and that Wen Liang was playing tricks on me. ! You're lying to me! Everyone is waiting to see my joke!
But, when I see her on the stage, I will still confess my love without hesitation.
You always say that you are also He Tianran, but the results we get are different.
So before this happens, tell me, was the feeling we had at that time love? "
The young man He Tianran's eyes dimmed, he smiled to himself and said calmly:
"Even if I lied to her, so what? Does this have anything to do with what we are doing now?"
"You pretend to be cynical and don't care about anyone, but in fact you care to death. The reason why you choose to approach senior is because of the relationship between 'me'."
He Tianran laughed: "Yes, that's right. I said, don't leave a good impression in other people's minds. This will make it difficult for others to let go even if they want to."
"not like this."
"Haha, what do you think?"
"Because you know, if Ai Qing is still the same, then it is impossible for 'I' to accept Wen Liang's love. Even if she recovers all her memories, even if she is the same person in September, we can't be... together! "
"..."
"You are me. You have been in my heart for seventy-two months. I have rejected her seventy-two times. You know what kind of attitude this young man He Tianran has towards love, but you love Wenliang. Faced with this In this situation, what are you going to do?
So, you came up with a way. You pretended not to love her, and even wanted to deliberately ignore her. You acted absurdly and did some misleading things, not to affect Wen Liang's impression of 'He Tianran'. , but mine.
You know that I feel guilty when you treat her like this, especially after I know everything. I admit that I am confused now, and you are trying to take advantage of this in me to make me..."
At this point, the boy paused in his heart and seemed to have no courage to continue.
The whistle for the start of the afternoon military training had already been blown, and the students in the cafeteria gradually dispersed, leaving only He Tianran sitting alone on a chair. The sun was shining brightly outside the cafeteria door.
"You want me...to love her more, to feel sorry for her more, to give me...or to give her a chance to be together again. This is your plan, this is...your appearance. "
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"Pah, pah, pah..."
In the huge space, lonely applause sounded, and He Tianran smiled silently. He smiled happily, but also very bitterly.
"I thought you wouldn't think about this until after it happened."
"If my name wasn't He Tianran, I might never have thought of your purpose in my whole life...Ai Qing is right, you can even scheme against yourself, you are indeed a cruel person."
"We are each other. If the 'you' in the subject of what you said just now is replaced by 'I', then when it comes to cruelty, 'He Tianran' would not be less generous."
"Even now, you still feel you are not worthy of her?"
Time passed by minute by second. In the seventy-two reincarnations, this He Tianran must have a lot to say to his lover, but until now, when that person asked him if he had ever liked him, he still Yun Danfeng said softly——
I have no idea.
He knew, he knew everything, but when faced with the questioning in his heart, he just sighed and said sadly:
"I'm not good enough for her, but you are different."
"...You said that we are one person."
"Then give her a chance, okay?"
"...I have Ai Qing."
He Tianran stood up and said with a wry smile:
"Look, you have said so much, but you still haven't solved the problem, so you have to use my method."
"I already know your purpose, why do you still do this?!!"
"I have never been afraid of others knowing my purpose..."
He walked towards the door, his body exposed to the hot sunlight, and the scenery in front of him was slightly distorted by the high temperature.
"I told you that some words come to the fore. There is another thing I haven't told you, but you must have heard it before. That is, a person who knows too much often suffers more."
Tianran and Tianran are really the two who break each other's walls, and Tianran is really the most twisted character I have written (this sentence is reserved before Ai Qing's appearance)
The correct answer to the last issue’s choice riddle:
1. twist
2. Make sugar
(End of chapter)
