He Tianran was speechless for a long time.
Under the bright moon and sparse stars on the beach, he walked slowly towards the military camp.
"If you could use an idiom to describe your relationship with Wen Liang, which one would you use?" He asked himself.
"She... I always feel wrapped in a hot emotion when I'm with her. If I had to describe my feelings, it might be... I can't help myself." The young man in his heart answered honestly.
"Hey, then, what do you think of Ai Qing?"
"Tacit understanding."
"How to explain? As far as I know, she doesn't always believe you. She should ask and you should say, but there has never been one less time."
"It feels like because she has a delicate and sensitive mind, she seems to be able to detect the details of any of my actions, so I must say many things, and there are some things that I don't need to repeat. Her love is like the spring rain we were showered with, nourishing and warm. , I feel very relaxed.”
"Really? It's really a strange description, but if you compare the two answers, you will find that one is very direct and the other is very subtle. I can't help but hit the tacit understanding. If these two words describe the same person, then How lucky I am, but unfortunately, they appeared in two women respectively."
"What about you? What do you think of them?"
"Wen Liang, I just said it. As for Ai Qing... I have always liked Cao Aiqing, but she is more like a perfect fantasy to me. Sometimes I can't tell whether I hate Cao Aiqing or not. Wen Liang only likes Ai Qing, but I'm just a nymphomaniac, after all, we haven't had much contact with each other these years."
"...She will be very sad to hear this."
"The truth is hard to hear."
"But things are different now! We are in love, and I love her!"
"That's a good thing, but maybe Cao Aiqing is in the same situation as us now? Maybe where you can't see her, she will be like us, whispering like a lunatic. Do you still like her then?"
"I'm warning you, show some respect to her!"
"Hey, are you so crazy that you even beat yourself up?"
The young man in his heart was silent, and the mature He Tianran said again: "Tell me, when Wen Liang came back from time travel, and her other self saw that her body wanted to fall in love with an abandoned house, would she have the same reaction? Are you so old? No wonder it took her a year to accept herself."
"what you up to?"
He Tianran looked gloomy and said in a deep voice: "Let you experience Wen Liang's mood at that time."
The boy in his heart seemed to realize what he meant, and said anxiously: "Don't mess around! If you really regard this life as a game, then you will not only destroy yourself again, but also hurt the two people who love you. people!"
The gloom on He Tianran's face suddenly disappeared, and he put on a helpless smile, complaining about his other self:
"Are you kidding? You are really boring. Don't you want to see the unknown side of Ai Qing with your own eyes? In my world, you should have seen her true face, and isn't this what you are now? Are you upset?"
"...Wen Liang's words just now were very helpful to me."
"嘁~"
He Tianran made a cold nasal sound and said: "I can tell you one thing honestly. There is actually not much difference in personality between the eighteen-year-old Wenliang and the thirty-year-old Wenliang. The reason why she Being able to accept yourself so quickly means that, firstly, you are becoming more and more like what she expects; secondly, you have been to the future, which allows her to see a more brilliant hope.
However, Ai Qing is different. The Cao Aiqing who was protected by He Tianran and the Cao Aiqing who was bullied are completely two extremes. The difference is bigger than you and me. If the other Ai Qing really exists, then there are two things , we have to face..."
"What?"
"We can all see that she doesn't like Guo Huai. If she really traveled through time, it means that she escaped that love and chose to start over. However, the dark time when she was with Guo Huai in college, I am the instigator. Do you think she will hate me?
Secondly, you gave her the beads, and you gave her the opportunity to have this new life. So, will she love you again? "
"But... you should have seen me many times. In this September, our relationship is very stable..."
"Oh, I have speculated that what you did for her this month, your attitude towards Wen Liang, and the concept of love you expressed are all consistent with everything you said to her in another world. You really did it on the boat. What she said to her was 'I love the people around me more'.
But, these are all based on a premise. The Ai Qing you love is the Ai Qing around you, and the Wenliang you love is the Wenliang of September. They do not belong to the same time and space, so you have no burden, but what about now? After listening to Wen Liang's words tonight, I think you need to think more than me. "
"You can actually... dress up like me in front of her..."
Hearing the voice in his heart, He Tianran mocked: "What? I'm alone now?"
"Then what else can you do?! Do you have to expose other people's wounds?! Do you have to make things get out of hand?!"
"Silly aibo, indecisiveness, concealment and procrastination can't solve any problem. Let me tell you what 'He Tianran' will do. I will directly show off with Ai Qing like today and tell her that I am the He Tianran who harmed you. You Guess how she will react?"
"..."
He Tianran waited for a moment, but there was no response from his other self. He simply smiled and said:
"Are you scared? If you don't say anything, then I'll keep talking! If she still loves you as much as before, then everyone will have a happy ending. You can continue to uphold your previous concepts and sort out the right and wrong here. neat.
With your character, even if you have feelings for Wen Liang, even if she is the person in September, and no matter how reluctant you are to let go, you will not do anything to hurt Ai Qing. If you miss it, you will miss it. I know you will do it. This kind of thing has to happen.
However, it would be fun if Ai Qing showed even the slightest bit of disbelief in my showdown. Your attitude towards Wen Liang made her dare not show the slightest hint of weakness in front of you, and she is just like you, Divide 'I' and 'you' into two people, because only in this way can she stay by your side with peace of mind and forget all the nasty things I did for Guo Huai. Apart from this, I can't think of anything else. reasons.
And the wonderful thing about this is that assuming she is Ai Qing from my world, then her behavior towards you this month is undoubtedly deceptive. This must have touched your Achilles heel, right?
At that time, you will have two options -
First, like Wen Liang, accept the fact that they are all the same person.
Second, continue to be yourself. A black cat is a black cat, and a white cat is a white cat. Tsk tsk, the philosophical speculation that a white horse is not a horse is really a classic.
In the end, you can rest assured that although there are two choices, there will only be one result, that is, 'He Tianran' will have the opportunity to reshuffle the cards. At that time, you can choose any one of them, or whoever. Choosing neither will bring any criticism.
Anyway, He Tianran still feels sorry for He Tianran, right? "
The young man He Tianran's almost indifferent joke made the young man in his heart shudder. He finally discovered that sometimes not everyone can bear the consequences of being "honest".
My future self still likes to "let nature take its course".
He can even tell himself all his thoughts and plans in advance, and none of this is considered a strategy or conspiracy, because the only thing he does is to be "honest" to everyone.
"What does your appearance mean?"
"Help you, if a puzzle piece doesn't go back to its original shape, then you might as well try to piece it into a pattern that doesn't go back to its original shape. That's part of the fun, isn't it?"
(End of chapter)