When He Tianran returned to the dormitory, there was no one there.
During the National Day holiday, everyone went out to have fun, and even Hu Yue went to live happily with a few female students from other schools that Cai Jueming coaxed from nowhere.
Speaking of which, He Tianran should be the most "active" person in this dormitory, but except for his appointment with Cao Aiqing to go to Universal Park, he had no specific arrangements for the rest of the time.
The brothers in the dormitory and the classmates in the class had previously clamored for He Tianran, a native of the port city, to take them around and open their eyes. However, He Tianran still had to find a part-time job and had a lot of miscellaneous things. Anyway, he had seven days off, so he could take one out at random. It’s just a dinner party in two days. We can’t have full arrangements every day.
Ever since, on the first day of vacation, He Tianran enjoyed rare leisure.
There are no entertainment activities in the dormitory. The computer and guitar are still at Xue Yong's house, and the phone is out of battery. He is worried about this. After such a thing with this guy, he doesn't know how to ask for his things.
However, the troubles couldn't be solved by just thinking about them. He Tianran simply took off his shoes and socks and got into bed. He didn't sleep well yesterday, so he was just in time to catch up on his sleep.
He closed his eyes. Although he was mentally exhausted, his mind could not calm down.
Why did he hear another voice of his own?
Was that long dream he had during the summer vacation real?
As those flashing memories became clearer, He Tianran's consciousness became more hazy.
Gradually, there was a buzzing in his ears that grew from weak to strong. His closed eyes should have been dark, but for some reason, he felt that in the darkness, something like an old TV slowly appeared. Snowflake particles, as the tinnitus became more and more serious, there were more and more of these snowflakes. He began to realize that something was wrong. His brain controlled his body and wanted to get up, but he couldn't move at all!
"This is a long life, you have to digest it slowly."
Upon hearing such a sentence, He Tianran stood up suddenly!
He kept breathing heavily like a drowning man. He thought he had woken up, but when he saw what was in front of him clearly, he almost suffocated again!
The dormitory is still the same dormitory.
But the world has become black and white.
He remembered...
He has been to such a black and white world...
"Long time no see, He Tianran."
A familiar voice sounded to one side of his ear. He Tianran turned his head little by little. On Hu Yue's upper bunk bed, a young man who looked exactly like him greeted him with a smile on his face...
"You and I……"
He Tianran couldn't tell for a moment whether he was looking in the mirror or something. The young man thought about it, jumped out of bed, and said:
"Are you not used to it? Okay, give me a second."
After that, the young man who looked exactly like him suddenly shouted. His height dropped a few centimeters, his body was slightly out of shape, and even his appearance became much more mature and vicissitudes of life.
But no matter what, He Tianran knew that this was another self.
He is He Tianran in that black and white world.
"I still need to exercise. In my timeline, I was just a nerd. When I was 17 or 18 years old, I didn't even think about boxing or running. I just played games day by day, so I was delayed in growing taller. Well, let me tell you, our bones are not completely closed until we are twenty-five years old. I went to have it measured. If you work hard in the past two years, you may be able to increase it by two or three centimeters."
The mature He Tianran was not unfamiliar with his young self at all. At this moment, he seemed to be a talkative person.
"I remember you...you...you became a little different."
The young He Tianran recalled with difficulty the first time he met the mature self in front of him.
The evil spirit and resentment had completely disappeared from his eyes.
"Hey, that's not the point."
The young man He Tianran waved his hand, pulled up a chair, sat down and crossed his legs. Seeing the confused look on his face, the young man smiled and said:
"I know you have a lot of questions to ask. It doesn't matter. We can answer them one by one. Anyway, time...heh, there is no time here."
The young man He Tianran didn't seem to understand. He did have many questions that he wanted to answer, so he thought about it and asked:
"Why don't I remember the time travel? No... I don't remember it at all. Or maybe that experience was more like a dream. The dream was very real, but I can't remember the details. But here, I can't remember it at all. I can recall it.”
"Because the future where I am is no longer here, how can you remember a memory that no longer exists?" The young man He Tianran shrugged and continued: "The reason why you still remember some things is because of 'me' , so this is more like our...memory space? Let’s define it this way, but I don’t really understand it.”
"Then if you were me, I should also have your memory here, but I only remember what happened to me!"
The young man He Tianran asked rhetorically.
"Where did your memory come back?"
"I... I only remember that I fell asleep on the boat back from Nanzhi Island..."
The young man clicked his tongue twice and said, "I'll tell you for you..."
After saying that, he paused and sighed.
"You know that you can't change anything in the future, so you left the bracelet to Ai Qing, wanting to make up for her life, and chose to let yourself go back to that bad September. You want to become 'me', by 'me' 'To forgive Wen Liang and bring her reincarnation to an end, this is...'He Tianran's' plan, right?"
"Did you make it?"
The young man He Tianran asked anxiously.
The young man He Tianran nodded, "It worked. I forgave her... before I disappeared."
Originally, the young man was very happy when he heard the first sentence, but the next sentence immediately made him nervous again.
"Why did you also disappear? Shouldn't you get back together and let go of your grudges and be together? Don't you love her?"
"Think again about what you did before you disappeared."
The young man was stunned, and he understood the meaning of these words in an instant.
"You mean...Ai Qing..."
The young man nodded again and said calmly: "What I'm going to say is my guess, that Ai Qing also used the rosary to go back to the past, and did something related to 'He Tianran''s personal destiny, which directly affects To my existence, so I will disappear."
"Then why can I face you face to face in the future?"
The young man He Tianran patiently explained: "Because we are one person. Without you, there would be no me. If you don't travel through time, I won't choose to forgive, so at that time point, we will definitely meet each other."
"But...I didn't become you. When I woke up...I didn't go back to September last year."
"You have been there, but the memory is still here with me..." The young man He Tianran clicked his temple, "If you wake up and have another memory of your life, you will collapse."
Speaking of this, the young man He Tianran looked a little lonely.
"According to your statement, should I... not remember Wen Liang at all? Because Ai Qing has changed me, but now I still remember her rebirth..."
"Maybe...this is the so-called 'cause and effect'..."
"What's the meaning?"
The young man He Tianran looked up to the sky and let out a breath: "Your original idea is not wrong at all. I really don't know how Wen Liang traveled through time, and the reason why you still remember this memory proves... that she was still there in the end. She traveled through time because of us, because... He Tianran. And her time-traveling node was obviously before Ai Qing, or maybe she overwritten the changes Ai Qing made to us, so I was able to reappear in front of you."
After hearing this, the young man finally had his head straightened out, and he was dumbfounded:
"...This...what does this mean in the end..."
"Hey, if you could figure out these causes and reincarnations, you wouldn't see me anymore. Okay, let's not talk about this anymore. Now it's time for me to ask you, right?"
The young man He Tianran obviously didn't want to dwell on this issue anymore. He grabbed the conversation, stood up and asked, "Tell me, now that you have remembered the time travel, are you still sure you want to face a new future with Ai Qing?"
The young man He Tianran was stunned. After pondering for two seconds, he nodded heavily and said, "She is my girlfriend now, and I want to be with her. I think we can face the future."
"Really? Well, let me ask you, if the Ai Qing you know now was not the little white flower in your memory, would you still answer like this?"
"what do you mean!"
Hearing that Cao Aiqing was being teased, He Tianran subconsciously became angry, even if that person was himself.
"Don't worry, it's just a matter of fact. Think about what we said at the beginning. There is a very important point in it. The reason why we identify a person's soul is because we have common experiences and memories. This This is the reason why we fell in love with her. You are obsessed with the warmth and coolness of September, and you are very different from her now. So what if the same thing happened to Ai Qing? "
"What...what do you want to express?"
"You don't have to pretend to be confused in front of me, right? We both know some things well."
"..."
The young man He Tianran smiled and pointed out the young man's pretense. No one can deceive his own heart, and every word the young man said seemed to be knocking on the door of his heart.
However, regarding these questions, the young man seemed unable to be as candid as before.
"When Cao Aiqing put the rosary in front of you again, and when she analyzed the pros and cons of Xue Yong's incident for you last night, did you doubt it for even a second? That is to say, was her soul still there? Which one are you familiar with? Huh?"
"..."
The young man was silent, while the young man was chattering.
"After your night with Wen Liang was exposed, you were so anxious to face Ai Qing. You could have discussed the matter with her immediately, but you had to wait until she took the initiative to bring it up. Your self-righteous What about frankness? Where is your sense of responsibility? Are these all passive skills? You must wait until the matter can no longer be concealed and Cao Aiqing takes the initiative to ask you about it, and then you will confess, right? "
Every word of the young man touched the sensitive heart of the young man. He felt ashamed but tried his best to argue:
"I didn't do anything to feel sorry for her! I left then! What do I need to explain?!"
"Explain that besides Ai Qing, you are still attracted to Wen Liang!"
The young man He Tianran also shouted loudly, with such force that the young man was completely silent in an instant.
In the world of black and white, it was eerily quiet.
"Ai Qing is so good to you. She found out that her boyfriend had a secret meeting with his ex-girlfriend. This matter even spread on the Internet, but she still trusted you and did not blame you. She even said on the radio that she had found the best person in her life. The one I like looks forward to a future with you."
The young He Tianran was like a devil, whispering in the young man's ear.
"But, have you ever thought about a question? What if she did all these things deliberately? The purpose is just to make you love her more, so that your feelings for Wen Liang will only stop at your heartbeat, and Without taking any action, she has you firmly in her hands, even taking out her rosary beads to remind you of some time-travel memories, risking your own life in order to clear away the suspicion of time-travel and rebirth..."
"Impossible! If Ai Qing is really her after time travel, how could she be stupid enough to do such a thing?!"
The boy immediately retorted.
The young man took two steps back, stared at his other self, and tilted his head with an expression of disbelief.
"Is this stupid? In my opinion, this is a very clever method. She took the initiative to hand over this rosary and you discovered it. These are two completely different concepts. You won't forget when Ai Qing was bullied. , did she use some means to get out of the predicament?"
As he spoke, he made a scissor motion with his right hand.
"When geckos and lizards encounter danger, they often cut off their tails to attract the enemy's attention and take advantage of the opportunity to escape. Tsk, tsk, tsk, this trick is really invincible when used in relationships."
"She...she just loved me...so she didn't blame me..."
The young man He Tianran already had doubts in his heart, which were amplified by this statement, but he still emphasized his trust in his girlfriend.
"Yeah, I didn't say she doesn't love you. Don't misunderstand me. I'm just analyzing the truth behind it. Think about it carefully. If one day, you find that she is no longer the same person you know. , will what happened to Wen Liang happen again to her?
As long as you love her enough and create enough beautiful memories, will your theory of "the soul I love is not you" still apply? "
The young man He Tianran looked cheerful, walked to the bed, and continued to say to his other self:
"You have to know that love is selfish, and Ai Qing... is no exception, right? Now Wen Liang has been forced to let go completely by your love and honesty. She is the only one by your side, and she is still such a perfect one. I really I can't think of a cleverer method than this.
I just gave you a piece of advice out of emotion yesterday, but actually think about it, this kind of future is not bad. If you discover her inadvertent tricks in the future, remember to pretend to be confused. Believe me, if you do this, she will Will love you more. "
The young man seemed to be talking about something that had nothing to do with him. However, the young man was extremely confused at the moment. He held his head in his hands. What he just said completely went against his original intention. He could be so calm at the beginning. And she decided to keep a distance from Wen Liang just because she no longer had the soul she liked in her body, so what now?
What exactly do you love about the other person?
He was confused and confused, his eyes full of uncertainty. Countless answers flashed through his mind, but they were quickly rejected.
The arguments that he thought were sober, the pillars that supported his understanding of good and bad, and allowed him to distinguish the core of his emotions, all cracked at this moment.
If you accept such a Ai Qing, what's the point of what you did to Wen Liang in the past?
However, he still cannot solve this problem.
So, with deep uneasiness, he asked his other self,
"I...what should I do?"
Everyone in the world who is called a human being has a snake in his heart.
It sits there like a ruler.
People say, I think.
And the snake said——
"I can help you."
…
…
After an unknown amount of time, someone woke up from his deep sleep.
In my ears, there was a burst of noise filled with joy, which seemed to be a group of boys shouting.
The sun was hot, and the scene in front of me changed from blurry to clear, from black and white to color.
Military camps, school grounds, navy blue camouflage uniforms, rough salt stains formed by sweat soaking into military caps.
Everything is so vivid and real.
"It's my turn to run away, brothers, don't jump in line, let me do it! I will definitely get benefits for everyone!"
In the crowd, Cai Jueming jumped up and shouted. He eagerly pulled the brim of his hat to the back of his head, rubbed it on the ground and was about to rush out, but he didn't know that someone was already one step ahead.
A boy walked silently to the starting line. He turned his head and looked. On the other side of the track, a heroic girl was also looking at him. There was surprise in her expression, but also...surprise.
The boy used a volume that could barely be heard between the two of them, and said something that the girl couldn't understand——
"He Tianran, link start."
Of all the living beings in this world, who can really escape reincarnation?
Okay, I'm going to get started.
(End of chapter)
