"Warning: I hope people who read this chapter can finish the first volume. Don't skip reading, otherwise it will affect the reading experience."
"Warning: I hope people who read this chapter can finish the first volume. Don't skip reading, otherwise it will affect the reading experience."
"Warning: I hope people who read this chapter can finish the first volume. Don't skip reading, otherwise it will affect the reading experience."
In the park near the school, He Tianran ran for who knows how long. Many people paid attention to the two of them along the way. He was holding a big girl in his arms. Did he just run away after snatching a kiss?
Today's young people are really good at playing.
The boy didn't slow down until he reached a secluded corner of the park.
"How long are you going to hold me?"
In his arms, Wen Liang asked himself curiously with his eyes blinking.
"How long are you going to lie to me?"
He Tianran responded angrily. He panted and put Wen Liang down safely, deliberately not looking at her.
"Who asked you to lie to me first? This is your punishment! Hehe - were you scared out of your wits by me tonight?"
The girl put her hands behind her back and walked lightly around He Tianran. Whichever direction his head turned, Wen Liang walked in that direction.
He Tianran was so distracted by Wen Liang that he had no choice but to look her in the face: "I was not only scared to death, you didn't talk to me the whole party, and I almost suffocated!"
What kind of angel is this? He is obviously a little devil.
Wen Liang hummed twice, and asked knowingly: "That's what I said, but you are actually very happy now, and the flowers are about to bloom, right?"
"..."
He Tianran wanted to find a hole to crawl into now. He walked forward for a while with his head buried in guilt. Wen Liang followed behind him and deliberately teased him:
"Huh? You answer me. I'm very happy, right? Don't hold it back~ Laugh out loud~ Be good!"
He stopped and turned his head to look at the girl. The girl also met his gaze. After the two of them stared at each other angrily for a few seconds, He Tianran finally couldn't help it and grinned unconsciously, and then He bent down and laughed heartily.
At night, the amorous bright moon sprinkled silver frost, and the reflections of the two sneaked into the artificial lake in the park, following the naughty stars in the lake, winking and laughing.
The evening breeze ruffled a pool of lake water, making it sparkling.
"Why would you believe me?"
Wen Liang was sitting on a stone bench by the lake, with a layer of water reflected on her face.
He Tianran, who was sitting next to her, shook his head. In fact, he spent the entire party in a state of anxiety. He was afraid that he was the one who was being pranked, but even if he was afraid, he would still be on the stage. Say that sentence——
"I don't believe you. After all, words like rebirth cannot stand any scrutiny in real life."
"Then why are you still..."
"I do like you."
He Tianran interrupted Wen Liang's question, his expression extremely calm and serious. He had never faced his heart so frankly:
"I like you, so I will trust you unconditionally. This is the truth. I said I won't lie to you anymore."
"..."
"I said I like you."
"..."
"Hey, did you hear me this time? I said I like you~ I like..."
"I know! I know! Oh, don't keep saying it, it's so embarrassing..."
Wen Liang's face turned red. After the window paper between the two was pierced, the situation changed due to He Tianran's repeated words. After the boy lost his face, he seemed to have developed some kind of Potential, it’s a pleasure to say this.
"Are you...are you still angry?"
Wen Liang said suddenly, her eyes were filled with tenderness.
I originally thought that Wen Liang's carefree character, coupled with the fact that he had been born in two generations, would pretend to be calm even if he was shy about the situation. But He Tianran still didn't fully understand women. Faced with a hard-won confession from someone she'd loved for many years, even a generous girl couldn't remain calm and calm.
Facing the gentleness of this little daughter's attitude, He Tianran lost all his anger. He felt happy for a while, but he was still stubborn and said deliberately:
"You said you and Zhang Zhifan? Although I know you wanted to surprise me, and you did surprise me, but seeing you talking and laughing with him at night, I was still a little angry. If you..."
He wanted to say a few words, but his lips were suddenly touched lightly by another soft object, and his words stopped abruptly. His ears felt as if they were burning, and all his thoughts were suddenly pulled away with this touch!
After this short moment, the soft thing flew away quickly like a dragonfly touching water. He Tianran was stunned on the spot.
"This, this way, you won't be angry, right?"
Wen Liang lowered his head, not daring to look at him, and kept saying nothing.
What does kissing feel like?
He Tianran hadn't tasted the taste yet, but in his heart and mind, he was filled with the scene of fireworks and music. He heard a long "buzzing" sound in his ears. After a while, he still couldn't finish the meaning and said two words. :
"angry--"
"Huh? You...um..."
Looking at Wen Liang's moist and attractive lips, He Tianran's blood surged upwards, and he finally couldn't control himself and kissed her again.
This time, the girl herself did not expect He Tianran to be so bold. She struggled twice in his arms, and then slowly closed her eyes.
Warm, soft, and nostalgic.
After a long time, Wen Liang pushed He Tianran away. Her whole body was weak, her cheeks were red, she made a sound in her mouth, and shyly accused:
"You... who taught you? You, you, you, are too skilled!"
"...just, just..."
He Tianran was salivating. He swallowed his saliva and subconsciously wanted to pucker his lips with his tongue, but where had Wen Liang seen such an action now?
She covered her face, stomped her feet twice, and shouted: "He Tianran, you are so annoying, don't purse your lips!"
The boy stopped moving, feeling embarrassed. He cast his gaze around as if to hide it, without any focus, and he could only be heard stammering:
"Just, just last night, after you agreed to go to Yunnan with me, I couldn't sleep at night and was browsing Xiaobo.com, and then I saw a tutorial on kissing. There are twelve ways to kiss. I finished it without knowing it... I, I promise, this is my first actual combat!"
When Wen Liang heard this, she couldn't stand it anymore. She shouted: "You can't learn what I teach you to be kind to yourself. How can you learn this so fast!! You are sick, you can learn this !”
Is it true that a boy who has never been in a relationship is the only one who secretly looks for kissing tutorials on the Internet in order not to show his timidity?
He Tianran scratched his head. He was really shameless in front of Wen Liang now and dared to answer anything:
"I, I like to make plans. Look, this is put to good use..."
Wen Liang ignored him and turned around.
He Tianran also felt that he should do something now. He took off the guitar, twisted the tuners, tried a special tuning and said:
"Zhang Zhifan is a little disgusted, but the song is good, but he can't play it as well as I can."
After saying that, the girl turned to look at him, and a series of overtones as crisp as water droplets sounded, and a fingerstyle version of "Flower Dance" came to her fingertips.
In the quiet night, love blooms quietly in the sound of guitar, and the hearts of boys and girls are filled with wandering.
The flower language of sunflowers is silent love, love that cannot be spoken. This is the answer He Tianran did not dare to answer last time.
The two went from silent love to blooming love in "Sun Flower" to "Flower Dance", from being afraid to being brave. Recalling this step, young Ren was very excited.
Wen Liang gave He Tianran a love story that could only be imagined when he was young and ignorant. This was an experience that could not be replicated, making him the happiest person in the world on the last day of September.
In the dead of night, the two cuddled together again, enjoying the peace and sweetness they brought to each other.
"natural……"
"Um?"
"If I fall in love with you, I will go to hell..."
He Tianran was frightened and thought Wen Liang was actually a yandere.
"What are you talking about! What about hell and heaven."
Wen Liang still smiled. She touched He Tianran's cheek and smiled happily.
"I want to say that even if I go to hell, I will still love you and love you forever..."
In her arms, Wen Liang murmured softly, like whispering. He Tianran's heart was filled with infinite sweetness, and he kissed her forehead.
The eternity that young people say is really eternity. He Tianran firmly believes that no matter how many winds and rains he endures in the future, he will never be separated from Wen Liang.
They will work hand in hand to finish this life.
…
…
October 1st, a new day, early morning.
He Tianran arrived at Gangcheng North Station early with his suitcase. He was feeling very excited now. He didn't sleep well last night and had two dark circles under his eyes in the morning, but his spirit was still very high.
It should be afternoon when we arrive in Kunming. Then we will take a walk in the city, stay in a youth hostel for one night, and then drive to Dali, and then Lijiang. During this period, we can also hike to Yubeng. I heard that the scenery there is good. You can also see the snow-capped mountains, Wen Liang should like it very much.
He Tianran was thinking about it in his mind, with a happy face on his face. He even had a crooked idea, whether he could graduate as a virgin during this trip...
But soon, he put this idea behind him and said a few words that his thoughts were not pure and he had to take one step at a time, otherwise he would be in trouble.
Time passed by, and people came and went in the station. He Tianran sat on the chair shaking his legs, occasionally looking at his cell phone, and occasionally looking at the crowd coming out of the ticket check-in area.
Old, young, male, female.
But there was just no her.
"Come on, come on. The train leaves in fifteen minutes. Is there a traffic jam? We still have time to change the time."
He sent a message to Wen Liang, but it was like all the messages he had sent today had fallen into obscurity.
An uneasy feeling slowly spread in He Tianran's heart.
He called repeatedly, but all he heard was a blind tone.
Soon, the prompt for ticket check-in and entry sounded on the platform. People waiting in line formed a long queue, and then gradually shortened until only a few people were left wandering outside the station.
"Classmate, the train has arrived at the station. Are you going to Kunming? The train is not waiting for anyone."
Seeing He Tianran's anxiety, a train station staff member came up to ask.
"I...my girlfriend hasn't come yet, I'd better wait for her."
"You young people, you should hurry up and change your tickets at the ticket office. There will be buses at every time slot, so you don't have to be too anxious."
"Well...thank you, I'll...check with her."
After He Tianran finished dealing with the staff, various speculations flashed through his mind.
Did Zhang Zhifan start his revenge?
Impossible. Among Wen Liang's father's disciples, who would dare to take revenge on her? What's more, I personally sent her home yesterday.
Did something unexpected happen when you went out in the morning?
He Tianran hurriedly called Father Wen, and the usual heroic voice came from the receiver:
"Hey, Tianran? It's a rare day off today, why did you call me suddenly?"
"Master... um, is Wen Liang here?"
"A Liang? After she came back yesterday, she took some things and went out. She probably went back to the training class. They seem to have classes during the National Day holiday."
"Training class? Then...then do you know where the training class is?"
After learning the address and phone number of the training class from Wen's father, He Tianran called Wen Liang's acting teacher again, and the person who answered the phone was a woman.
"Hello……"
"Hello, who are you looking for?"
"Uh, I want to ask, did Wen Liang come to class today?"
"No, the little girl asked for leave yesterday, saying that she had important things to do at school and might not be able to come back on the 11th. You are her..."
"Ah, I understand, thank you."
He Tianran hung up the phone, feeling extremely anxious. If something happened on the way here, Master would definitely know. So where did Wen Liang go last night?
The boy waited. It was afternoon and the station was crowded, but he still couldn't wait for the person he wanted to wait for.
His hopes collapsed little by little.
Finally, he left the station.
He Tianran went to the boxing gym, but the door was closed.
He went to the training class again, and under the confused eyes of all the students, he took his luggage and left sadly.
He even went to Boss Park, expecting to hear warm singing, but he was disappointed again.
He then went to school, put his suitcase under his feet, and climbed over the high wall of the school for the first time. The place he usually wanted to escape from became his last hope.
The school is empty after the holidays.
He went to the playground, hoping that he could also find her at a glance.
He went to the auditorium, hoping that this time it would be a prank too.
He went to the classroom, hoping to meet her again, and then they held hands and went to eat Chongqing noodles near the school again, telling her that in fact he was not angry at all, and he would not go if he didn't go. There are also some in Hong Kong City. They have never been to many interesting places together. They are good at planning, so they will definitely have a fulfilling long vacation.
The autumn sunshine accompanied the flying maple leaves, which shone into the classroom through the window. He Tianran looked at the blackboard divided by the sunlight. He could no longer suppress his emotions, squatted down, and tears came out of his eyes.
There is this sentence written on it -
"If I disappear, don't look for me. You have to bravely move into the future and learn to let go."
He Tianran kept wiping his tears with his palms, but the more he wiped, the more tears he shed...
He remembered that that night, when Wen Liang taught him to dance, she also said the same thing.
"If I disappear, don't look for me, let go..."
At that time, he heard clearly and let go, so he really let go.
He still remembered that after letting go, the girl made a gesture, which was like saying goodbye and thanking her.
Unfortunately, that scene has become a memory.
Did she never talk about their future because she knew they had no future?
If I had confessed earlier, would the outcome have been different?
If he had known that she was leaving earlier, then he would not have wasted so much time worrying about whether she liked him or not...
"Where have you been... Aren't you a reborn person... Aren't all reborn people with great powers... Come back..."
He Tianran's tears fell to the ground in large drops. In his blurred vision, he seemed to actually see a familiar figure walking into the classroom and walking toward him step by step.
That extremely familiar person, that extremely familiar face, that person I love...
The boy grabbed her hand, stood up and hugged her tightly into his arms, as if like this, she would never leave.
"A Liang, this is another prank, isn't it??"
The excitement of regaining something made He Tianran's voice tremble.
"He, classmate He...she...she's gone..."
The woman in his arms pushed him, but He Tianran didn't move at all.
"How could it be? You must be lying to me again... Aren't you here in a good way?"
He Tianran knew that the person in his arms would only be Wenliang and not someone else.
"He Tianran!"
The girl pushed hard, and He Tianran looked at the "warm and cool" in front of him blankly. He forced a smile and reached out to touch her face.
"I know it's you, can you please stop acting? I'm not angry..."
"Snapped!"
The outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, and there was a burning pain on her cheek. The girl retracted her hand, a little panicked, but still said word by word:
"I'm telling you, she's gone. The other soul in my body...or the future me, she's gone! Disappeared! Gone! Won't come back! Do you understand?! He Tianran !”
He Tianran stood there as if struck by lightning. The "warmth and coolness" in front of him looked so unfamiliar to him, and there was even a trace of fear and panic in it.
They obviously look the same, but...
In just a moment, He Tianran knew that she was not "her"...
He and Wen Liang looked at each other many times, but whether he was running away or looking directly, he could feel the emotion contained in his eyes.
Later he knew that it was "love".
But now, the "love" in Wen Liang's eyes disappeared.
Seeing the boy in front of him gradually calm down, "Wen Liang" whispered:
"I never thought you could become like this..."
"What did you say?"
The girl had no choice but to change her words, "I said, after I woke up in the classroom at noon, I went to the station to look for you. When I couldn't find you, I thought that since 'she' had left a message for you in the classroom, you would also come to find me. I didn't expect You’re really here.”
He Tianran grabbed Wen Liang's shoulders and said nervously as if he saw hope: "Do you still have memories of 'her'? Then you..."
"impossible!"
"Wen Liang" raised his hands, got rid of He Tianran's restraints, and said angrily:
"This feeling is like a dream. What happened between you... Well, I know everything. When 'she' left, she was very sad, and at the same time... very happy, but 'she' will not come back. This is I am convinced from the bottom of my heart that I can’t be wrong, do you understand this feeling?”
Hearing the words of this strange girl, He Tianran felt extremely painful. He opened his mouth and his voice was hoarse, as if he was asking a question to himself:
"Then, where will A Liang go...in the future...?"
"Of course not. Think about it, I haven't even teased you. The future has changed. I...I can't possibly fall in love with you, so I can't become who I am in the future."
He Tianran's eyes suddenly became hot, and "Wen Liang" was frightened to retreat, but soon, the fire also extinguished.
"You are not her...not..."
"Yes, right..."
"Then where did she go..."
For a moment, the two people who were clearly in love last night were now strangers.
After a long silence, the girl took out a pink notebook from her bookcase:
"This is the diary she wrote specially. After reading it, you should have the answer in your mind..."
He Tianran's pupils twitched, as if he could find his own "warmth and coolness" by looking at the notebook.
He took the notebook and found a seat. The girl suddenly said worriedly:
"Promise me that after watching this, you won't do anything to hurt yourself no matter what!"
The boy didn't nod or respond. He just opened the notebook in despair.
…
…
"I will fall forever and live in the most painful days in my memory. Tragedies are repeated and my heart is tortured repeatedly. At first, I thought this place was hell, but gradually I understood that as long as he is there, This place is my paradise.”
Tuesday, September 1st:
My head is dizzy, and many inexplicable pictures keep flashing through my mind. What's wrong with me? Why do you suddenly think of He Tianran, an otaku? Could it be that agreeing to that prank made me feel guilty? Strange……
Wednesday, September 2:
I can't remember how many times this has happened. I see nature being played by me again and again. I am powerless. Bodhisattva, I have already confessed my sins. I don't ask you to let me go, but... ...Can you let him go? Even if...it would be nice to make him happy just once...
Thursday, September 3rd:
I seem to be... gradually gaining control of my body. I can't wait to see him and tell him everything I know...
Friday, September 4th:
Today I finally met him. He is cute and reserved, but also silly and cute. Why do you believe my words so easily? I changed my mind. I want this farce to become a beautiful memory for him. I also want to use this opportunity to correct his bad habits!
I asked him to guess what kind of relationship we would have in the future, and he actually said we weren’t a couple! ! !
I know he said that on purpose, not to let himself have expectations, so he won't be disappointed, right?
I forgive you. Since you don't take the initiative, then I will take the initiative!
That was the first time I held his hand, and I wanted to announce to the world that He Tianran was my boyfriend, but he could still sweat, hahahaha! Why is he so cute!
However, if you eat my noodles, you become my girl! I won't let anyone bully you again!
I sent him a WeChat message at night and he actually fell asleep! ! impossible! He usually doesn't go to bed until two or three o'clock!
Also, maybe I was really too anxious and scared him?
Also, I heard that boys don't like girls who are too proactive. The fact that he likes Cao Aiqing proves that I should be more reserved. Anyway, the time... is still long!
Saturday, September 5th:
Today I got dressed up early and went to his house. In his last life, uh, wrong, he probably won't live here in the future. Because I couldn't control my body, I could only be a bystander, so I never came. I hope I can in the future. Come often!
Why did he mention Zhang Zhifan? That bastard, why are you trying to imitate him?
The renovation plan I had originally thought of made me lose my mood at all, but today I found out that he can actually play the guitar! What an unexpected surprise! Why should you give up?
Since you can play sunflowers, why don’t you know the flower language of sunflowers? It’s so annoying, you idiot, idiot, idiot!
However, just having literary and artistic talents is not enough! You will be very sick in the future. From now on, you have to go to my dad’s boxing gym to practice, so that your body will become better, hehe~
Sunday, September 6th:
I received a call from the training class yesterday, and I have been dealing with art school matters all day today. Just kidding, I am a movie queen! !
It’s really hard to get used to going back to the days when others taught you lessons...
And I can't see him yet, miss him...
Monday, September 7th:
We assigned seats today. In the morning, Zhang Zhifan called me out and asked me if I wanted to sit with him. After all, the first three days of the prank had passed. I was really disgusted by his dog-like smile. I smiled, and then It’s so easy to cry because of you!
Naturally, he was sitting with Cao Aiqing as before, and seeing how he was pretending to be calm, it was really——
Ahhhh, you made me so angry that you sent me a message on purpose, you idiot! wood!
During lunch break, I finally understood why he mentioned Zhang Zhifan. It must have been because he scrolled through my Moments when he added me on WeChat!
Ah, those things are really... ah... dark history. If my classmates didn't mention it today, I would have forgotten to delete it.
I deleted these things in front of him and took the first selfie between us. Hum hum hum, it’s so good, so good, so good! At night, I will also post on Moments so that everyone can help you! ! It depends on how you reply, hey hey hey!
Tuesday, September 8:
I deleted the circle of friends. I was so angry. This guy actually took advantage of my absence to get Cao Aiqing’s phone number. So what’s the point of my hard work to help you change? Who am I?
Wednesday, September 9:
I didn't want to delete the photo. I didn't want to go to school. I didn't want to see him sitting at the same table with Cao Aiqing, nor did I want to sit with Zhang Zhifan.
Thursday, September 10th:
He sent me some messages yesterday and then ignored me. Am I really not important to you?
Friday, September 11th:
I thought I wouldn't see him today, but he came to the boxing gym. Others encouraged him to send WeChat messages to Cao Aiqing, and I couldn't help but help him. He wanted to take the opportunity to reconcile with me, so I promised him. I just want him not to come into contact with Cao Aiqing so early. Can you focus some attention on me... I don't want to just be the moon in your room...
Saturday, September 12th:
The more involved I am in his life, the weaker I feel, and that familiar feeling of powerlessness sweeps through me again, but I'm so happy today...
He told me the password to his house... I also met his father for the first time in a real sense... I even helped them cook...
It would be nice if...he didn't lie to me...
Sunday, September 13th:
Would it be better if I didn't see him? Can I make it out of September?
Monday, September 14th:
Tonight, I asked him to meet at the boxing gym and dance a dance that I have always wanted to dance with him. This was a small wish of mine, and I have already fulfilled it.
I want to ask him, if one day I disappear, will he remember me? What would he think of me?
In fact, what I want to ask most is whether he will love me...
But as the words came to my lips, I still hoped that he would stop looking for me. As long as he lives a serious life, I would be very happy.
I can no longer spend energy on myself. I want to use the remaining days to try to lead his destiny in a good direction.
However, I haven't figured out how to say goodbye yet...
I don't want to leave you, naturally...
Tuesday, September 15th:
He sent me a message asking me if I could not go on stage. How would this work? This is specially prepared for you!
Wednesday, September 16th:
If he really wants to be with Cao Aiqing, then he should become better...because now he is still a little short, just a little short...
Thursday, September 17th:
I couldn't help but send him a few messages, restrain yourself!
Friday, September 18th:
He came to the boxing gym to practice boxing. I came back from the training class and took a sneak look at him. He seemed to be getting stronger. It was awesome! come on! you can!
Saturday, September 19th:
I decided to only see him on weekends and took him to get his hair cut today. I found that he must have learned from his rock and roll dad when he grows his hair long in the future. After the haircut, he asked me how I would rate him now. What a fool. People who love you will not rate you. I like you no matter what you look like.
Sunday, September 20th:
Today I taught him how to look good in clothes and how to match colors and styles. He has changed a lot recently. He is more and more smiling and cheerful. This is great. You will definitely get better. Come on!
Monday, September 21st:
I learned about some of Cao Aiqing's hobbies, and I want to teach him subtly in the future. Naturally, you don't want to be with Cao Aiqing so early. You are not ready yet... Just wait for me...
Tuesday, September 22nd:
I miss him so much. Did he have a good day today?
Wednesday, September 23rd:
I feel like I'm running out of time. I still have a lot to say to him... but I'm afraid that if I say it, I will disappear completely...
Thursday, September 24th:
We can see him the day after tomorrow...
Friday, September 25th:
I can see him tomorrow...
Saturday, September 26th:
He told me that the school had to make up classes for National Day, so there would be no holidays for both weekends.
Sunday, September 27th:
I am trapped in September forever. Even if I can act in my own way this time, I still can't escape the punishment of God. But if I come back many times, I will still make you happy.
Monday, September 28th:
There are only three days left. I want to ask him out to meet. He said that we can try tomorrow. There will be math class in the afternoon. He is not afraid of math the most, so he can escape. I feel a little sorry for him... I'm sorry, I'm sorry... …
Tuesday, September 29th:
He suddenly asked me where I wanted to go...
I said I wanted to see the snowy mountains. I had lied to him like that in my previous life, but this time, I really wanted to go with him, not because of the snowy mountains, but because I wanted to be with him and go further and longer. .
He called me in the evening and said that he bought a ticket for the National Day. I guess he also knew that I found out that he had dinner with Cao Aiqing that day... Actually, I wasn't angry, even if I was angry it was only temporary, but I So greedy... I couldn't help but agree to go with him. I knew clearly that I couldn't go, and I knew clearly that I was the one who should least have expectations...
Naturally, if another girl makes such an exaggerated suggestion in the future, you must not agree...
Even if you agree, don't sell the pot, but know how to act within your capabilities.
You should also stop going to see the snow-capped mountains with others, I will really be angry...
I really want to hear you say you love me before I leave...
Wednesday, September 30th:
You are very happy today.
As long as you are happy, I am happy.
You are now a person who can face the future on your own.
Cao Aiqing likes sweets. When you are with her in the future, you must not say that you don't like sweets.
She answered the call when I called you. I told her I was sorry for causing her misunderstanding. In fact, we are not that kind of relationship, just ordinary friends.
I asked her to buy you a bouquet of sunflowers and wanted her to give them to you after the show, because you had never received flowers before, and she readily agreed.
Sorry, the scene was messed up again because of me...
but……
However, this is the happiest September I have ever lived...
It was you who pulled me from hell to heaven. I don’t want to let anyone else...
I love you, naturally.
I hope you will be surrounded by people in the future,
I hope that the road you take will be full of flowers and bustling with people,
You must be like the sun,
And I am willing to be a sunflower that watches you rise in September forever.
Goodbye, my love.
Good night, naturally.
I really, really, really love you so much...
…
…
After reading the entire diary, the boy cried so hard that he collapsed on the table, tears soaking every page of the diary.
He didn't know that there was someone in this world who had always loved him so silently.
"Even if I go to hell, I will still love you and love you forever..."
He understood why she said this.
He understood why she was a reborn person, but he chose not to explain it too much to himself.
He understood why she loved him so much, but could only wait for him to speak.
The girl who no longer belonged to him also had red eyes. He Tianran stood up and looked at her dreamingly...
After a long time, the two passed each other...
"Where are you going? Don't do anything stupid!"
He suddenly turned around and said in a tone that was so dry that he was weak:
"Can I... hug you again... please don't push me away..."
Before she could answer, He Tianran had already pulled her into his arms, hugging her tightly as if he wanted to integrate the girl with the same name as his lover into his body.
But this time, it was much shorter than the last time.
"You...still think I'm her?"
He Tianran let go of his embrace, he looked into her eyes, finally shook his head, and turned around sadly.
"My moon is gone..."
That moonlight watching over me from afar,
Really, gone.
She disappeared into yesterday and stayed in September forever.
(End of Volume 1)
