From forty-eight to eighty-four, this story from Nese's perspective comes to an end. The characters will appear again.
I have always had the idea for a human chapter from Nese's perspective, but I was worried that it would be too long at the beginning, so there was very little narrative.
What I need to apologize for is that the design of this section is really self-indulgent and does not take into account any elements of fun.
In the design of the characters, including the main character Nese, there is also no attempt to deliberately make them likable. These characters are like this. They acquire such personalities and corresponding resources due to their own environment, talents, and growth process. In such an environment, things happen naturally.
If they are disgusting, it is because they are, and vice versa.
There is no deliberate intention for the main perspective to defeat the villain, understand the conspiracy, and win. There is no strong condemnation of camp characters who are not from the main perspective.
Of course, if authenticity is the highest priority, human actions are the interaction between the environment and oneself. Most of the so-called villains are just people with different paths. Especially the protagonist camp of this book is not actually the righteous party in the traditional sense. In this case, Especially.
However, this goes against the rules of online writing, so the author only dares to use it in this non-protagonist POV.
The author does not condemn or overly satirize any of the characters in this article. They behave like that because they do show that appearance in that environment. They say that because they want to say it, or they have to say it under those circumstances.
This time, the characters are given complete independent will, but even so, they will sometimes fall into confusion, internal friction, and capriciousness (when Nese is in a bad mood, his voice to Bono Doze is "disgusting", and his mood When he was good, his inner voice to Bono Doze was "not to stick to trivial matters"), but he stopped moving forward, because that's what independent will is sometimes like (laughing).
Let’s take a small example from the characters here. Two apprentices of Bonodaze during the fight. At first glance, the apprentice with a pointed face has a hard mouth and a soft heart, while the apprentice with a round face has a soft mouth and a hard heart. They seem to be very labeled.
But in fact, in such an environment where people always die in vain and the rules are barbaric, a person who is as compassionate as a sharp-faced apprentice actually desires to live in harmony, and is more internalized, softer, and does not want to take the initiative to fight. After repeatedly polishing his character in such an environment, there is no guarantee that he will not become the current self-protective form with a vicious tone and cold appearance. He occasionally shows kindness, but when he doesn't get the expected feedback, he immediately retreats into his shell. This behavior is actually a passive resistance to being unadapted to the environment.
The round-faced apprentice has unrealistic ambitions. He adapts to the rules, accepts and actively uses them, so he appears more active, more proactive, and more positive. He bites the pill because he can't stand the pain, which is actually his vitality, ability and ambition. Mismatched double action.
Pain is actually a manifestation of vitality.
Take a day off, hehe~
