The man's breath hit the tip of his nose, and the hot temperature on Zhou Yan's chest made Zhou Wan feel that all this was not a dream.
Zhou Yan really hugged her, and it was so sudden that he was not even prepared for it.
"Let go." Zhou Wan said nervously. Even though Zhou Yan just held her and didn't take any further action, she felt a little more worried and afraid.
"Hold her for a while, I'm afraid I won't be able to hug Sister Wan anymore." Zhou Yan whispered. He closed his eyes and felt the warmth of the sister in his arms and the unique fragrance of her. It was in this winter. The most amazing feeling, straight into my heart.
Zhou Wan should actually resist, but somehow she still allowed Zhou Yan to succeed.
"Then just hold me for a while." Zhou Wan said softly.
"Yes." Because Zhou Wan was sitting and Zhou Yan was half leaning over, the hug was actually a bit difficult.
But Zhou Yan was enjoying himself at the moment and didn't care about putting in more effort. He even wished he could be more affectionate with his senior sister.
Time seemed to slow down at this time. Although the lights in the room were bright, it was still difficult to resist the silence brought by nightfall.
Neither of them spoke anymore, so they could feel each other's breathing in the room. Zhou Wan was extremely sensitive and noticed something was wrong with Zhou Yan's breathing.
She was extremely nervous, and now she was hugged by Zhou Yan for a while, and she was a little scared for a moment. She pushed Zhou Yan's shoulder with her hand and whispered to him: "Can you let go?" Zhou Yan seemed to As if he was asleep, he ignored it.
"Zhou Yan." Zhou Wan reminded softly.
"What's wrong?" Zhou Yanyang asked pretending not to understand.
"Can you let go?" Zhou Wan said again.
"Hold me a little longer, are you anxious, Sister Wan?" Zhou Yan said a little cheekily this time. This is not a matter of urgency at all, Zhou Wan thought to herself.
But now she could actually push him away, but she still acquiesced to Zhou Yan and continued to hold him. I still chose to accommodate him.
But it's not right, it really isn't. It was wrong whether it was for her, Zhou Yan, Shishi or Shen Li.
Fortunately, Zhou Yan didn't let Zhou Wan get entangled anymore. Zhou Yan just hugged Zhou Wan for a while and separated from Zhou Wan. The hair fell from Zhou Yan's shoulders, and a few strands of broken hair were playfully stuck on the senior's oval face, which had a good sense of beauty.
Zhou Wan's temperament has always been very good, especially under the light of the room, her flawless face has a hint of shyness, and she is extremely moved when she falls in Zhou Yan's eyes.
Zhou Yan stretched a little. When he leaned over and hugged her, it didn't conform to the mechanics. If he hadn't been holding him up, all the weight would have fallen on Zhou Wan alone.
"Then Sister Wan, please rest here. I'll go back first." Zhou Yan said softly. Maybe there is no need to tell Zhou Wan anything else. His thoughts are as obvious as Sima Zhao's. Zhou Wan can understand it even if he doesn't tell her. And now that he and Zhou Wan are in such a relationship, it won't have much impact if he tells it or not.
"Zhou Yan." Zhou Wan still called Zhou Yan who was about to leave.
"What's wrong?" Zhou Yan looked at Zhou Wan and saw a little hesitation on the senior sister's face.
"Can we still be like we were before?" Zhou Wan asked softly, looking at Zhou Yan with beautiful eyes, with indescribable complex emotions.
"Let's do whatever it takes." Zhou Yan said nonchalantly. Zhou Wan pursed her lips. She knew that her relationship with Zhou Yan would never be what it was before, and she was just deceiving herself and others by saying it now.
"I don't have socks or shoes, what should I do tomorrow?" Zhou Wan asked.
"I'll deliver it to you tomorrow morning." Zhou Yan said.
"Of course, if you don't mind, you can wear poetry." Zhou Yan walked to the end of the closet and opened the bottom drawer. There was a shoe box there.
He took out the shoe box and opened it to find a pair of women's sneakers, which looked like they had not been worn many times.
In order to prevent Shen Li from discovering Shishi's clothes, this pair of shoes was the only one left in the room. Zhou Yan took out the shoes and handed them to Zhou Wan.
Zhou Wan looked at the shoes and was stunned for a moment. When Zhou Yan said they were from Shishi, she subconsciously said, "Aren't there any others?"
"You can just wear it, or I'll send you a pair tomorrow." Zhou Yan said. Zhou Wan hesitated for a moment, knowing that she now faced a choice.
If you take this pair of shoes, you can go back to the dormitory immediately, put on another pair of shoes and send them back.
If she doesn't answer, she can sleep in Zhou Yan's office overnight. In fact, it was best to accept this pair of shoes, as she could leave immediately, but this was Shishi's thing, and Zhou Wan was not willing to do so for some reason.
"I'll rest here for the night." Zhou Wan still made her choice. Yes, there's nothing she can't let go of.
Why are you so confused in front of Zhou Yan now?
"Okay." Zhou Yan put the shoes back on. In fact, he could leave immediately, but it still took some time.
He knew what he was thinking, and he also knew that his thoughts were not serious, but how could he be serious when facing his senior sister.
But he also knew it was time for him to leave.
"I'm going back." Zhou Yan said to Zhou Wan.
"Yes." Zhou Wan seemed to have returned to the indifferent mood she had when she and Zhou Yan were together. She was still sitting on the edge of the bed, motionless.
As if waiting for Zhou Yan to leave. Zhou Yan didn't say anything else, walked to the door, opened it, looked at Zhou Wan and then closed the door.
The last ray of light in the inner bedroom disappeared from sight. Zhou Yan did not leave the office immediately, but sat on the office chair.
A lot of things happened at night, and he also knew that what he did was actually a little impulsive, and might even make Zhou Wan leave.
But I did it anyway. The lights in the office were not turned on too brightly, and the bright yellow light shone, adding a bit of warmth to the winter night.
Zhou Yan didn't think about anything, just sat there quietly. No one bothered him, and he didn't need to bother anyone else.
After a while, he picked up the mechanics book next to him and started reading. Looking at these originally complicated contents, Zhou Yan felt calmer than ever before.
The door opened, and brighter light came in. Obviously Zhou Wan is not asleep yet.
"Zhou Yan, aren't you going back?" Zhou Wan stood barefoot at the door of the inner bedroom and saw Zhou Yan still reading a book.
Her hair has been pulled up, and it is no longer the slightly curly long hair flapping behind her shoulders, but a very ladylike and intellectual ponytail.
"What's the difference if it's earlier or later?" Zhou Yan glanced at Zhou Wan and whispered.
"I don't feel sleepy either," Zhou Wan said.
"I'm definitely not used to sleeping here." Zhou Yan smiled.
"No, I just simply don't want to sleep." Zhou Wan shook her head and said.
"Still thinking about what happened today?" Zhou Yan put down the book and asked. The light and dark lights intersect, and the senior girl leaning at the door is extremely beautiful, but there is a rare trace of melancholy in her deep and beautiful eyes.
In fact, he is very similar to Zhou Wan, both at work and emotionally. Just like now, both of them seem to have nothing to worry about, but they also seem to have a lot on their minds.
"I didn't know what would happen at night." Zhou Yan said.
"Some things are really unexpected." He added with a smile. Zhou Wan smiled lightly: "Who says it's not the case." The two of them seemed to have returned to the relationship of good friends in the past, but there was still some separation between them.
"Actually, the first time I saw Sister Wan, I was moved. At that time, I was thinking, how could there be such a beautiful teacher and senior sister, especially her eyes, which I couldn't move away from after just one look. But other students If you take one look at it and immediately run away, I am quite shameless and keep looking at you." Zhou Yan joked with a smile.
"At that time, I felt that you were different from other classmates." Zhou Wan said softly.
"Actually, I'm quite a contradictory person. I feel helpless when it comes to the people I like, and I always miss them." Zhou Yan said with a smile.
"When I broke up with Shen Li, I also had thoughts of pursuing Sister Wan, but what I thought more about at the time was that Sister Wan, you have been working so hard to help me in the club. If you knew that I had feelings for you, I wonder if I’ll just leave like this, I’ll be exhausted by then.” Zhou Yan didn’t have any burden or scruples this time, and said to Zhou Wan very frankly.
Zhou Wan was stunned for a moment, she didn't know about this. But if she had known it at that time, she couldn't say whether she would have really left for the sake of both parties as Zhou Yan said.
"Then we went to Shishi's house. At that time, the relationship between Shishi and I was not very good. It was you, Sister Wan, who was the mediator. Even when I agreed to help Shishi, it was all for your sake." Zhou Yan explained .
Zhou Wan knew that Zhou Yan had helped Shishi's father, but she didn't know that a lot of things had happened between the two of them. If she went back to that time, she believed that she would make the same choice, but Shishi would still be with Zhou Yan... ..She knows Shishi and Zhou Yan’s mistakes, and she may have to bear the main responsibility.
Even she had a hint of regret. But there is no regret medicine in the world. Zhou Yan is a very capable boy. If you really want to talk about it, Shishi is actually not bad at all.
I just felt a little sorry for the girl named Shen Li.
"Some things can only be hidden in the heart, so what I said before is right. I have always been more inclined to regard you as my sister, Sister Wan. Maybe only in this way can I continue to work hard for Zhulang with you." Zhou Yan smiled He said, there was a hint of helplessness in his smile at some point.
Isn't Zhou Wan excellent? But Zhou Wan was so outstanding that he gave up his plans for her just to keep her by his side.
Even Zhou Yan never thought that one day he would be able to talk to Zhou Wan about these concerns.
"At that time, Shishi and I said that instead of keeping it secret from you, it would be better to tell you the matter directly so that you don't have to worry too much about Shishi and me." Zhou Yan said in a low voice.
Zhou Wan was silent for a moment, and she suddenly understood why Zhou Yan told her instead of hiding it from her.
"Maybe at that time, I really regarded Sister Wan as my older sister and had no plans for you. Or maybe I didn't have any plans for you, but after I told you, I didn't expect that this sister wouldn't be able to do it either." Zhou Yan He smiled, his voice a bit lonely.
"I was a little impulsive tonight. I was a little impulsive. If I wasn't impulsive, I wouldn't have said everything in my heart. It even made it very difficult for you." Zhou Yan did not wait for Zhou Wan to respond and continued: "Today This is my first time smoking. The smell of cigarette is really unpleasant, but when you smoke, you will feel that there is nothing worth caring about. Maybe that feeling is the best for me. ." Zhou Yan looked at Zhou Wan: "Do I talk a lot of nonsense?" Zhou Wan looked at Zhou Yan, looking at this big boy who revealed his feelings to her, the feelings in his heart could not be faked, and it was strange that she was not a She is easily moved, but Zhou Yan's words still made her a little moved, and even made her feel guilty.
Did she deliberately hurt Zhou Yan? He likes himself and has always hidden this love in his heart, but tonight he revealed it, which means that he will no longer hide this love, or even have this love anymore.
Zhou Wan suddenly felt a little empty in her heart. She vaguely felt as if she had done something wrong, but it was very vague and unpredictable.
"It's getting late Zhou Yan, you can go back to bed." Zhou Wan said to Zhou Yan.
"Sister Wan, so are you." Zhou Yan said. In fact, although the two people persuaded each other, they both knew that they were deceiving themselves.
No one is willing to stop there before they are completely heart-to-heart. But they are both stubborn and will not reveal their final thoughts until the last step.
Protect yourself very carefully from any harm.
"Sister Wan, if I don't leave, you won't be able to sleep. It's getting late. Sister Wan, you should go to bed early." Zhou Yan stood up, took the mechanics book in his hand, and said to Zhou Wan.
Zhou Wan was silent for a moment, and finally watched Zhou Yan leave the office. As the door slammed shut, Zhou Wan suddenly felt more upset than ever before.
It shouldn't be like this. It turns out that Zhou Yan has always regarded her as his sister. If it weren't for what she said to Zhou Yan this afternoon, Zhou Yan would not be so impulsive.
Zhou Wan even had the urge to chase him out immediately. But what is the reason for chasing him out? Why should she chase him out?
Just because she likes him? But this kind of love is relatively cheap. Just like Zhou Yan said, what's wrong with liking her? It doesn't matter if she has more of him or less of him.
And Zhou Yan is so good, so many people like him. She is the only one who really cares, and there is no need to care.
She's being pretentious. She has always been a very rational person, but tonight, she rarely lost her sense of proportion.
Finally looking at the direction of the door, Zhou Wan came to the switch and pressed the light switch. In this way, only the small room of ten square meters was still lit, and the office was completely dark.
It was so late, Zhou Yan had to walk back at night. This idea suddenly came to Zhou Wan's mind. This thought also instantly caused worries in her heart that should not have arisen.
Zhou Wan hesitated for a few seconds, but turned around and returned to the small room. There is Zhou Yan's bed here, and he even slept with Shishi. After Zhou Wan closed the door, he sat on the bed again.
She lay down slowly, and there was still a little bit of Zhou Yan's breath on the bed. There was no one but her at this time, and Zhou Wan rarely took a gentle sniff.
It was quieter than ever before, and she no longer restrained herself, and finally put both legs on the bed.
Zhou Wan didn't lift the quilt, she just lay quietly on the bed and looked at the ceiling. Even though the light was still bright, Zhou Wan had no intention of turning it off.
She had never been so distraught as tonight, and tonight she was asking for it. Zhou Wan stared at the ceiling, lost in thought.
