The night was very cold, but Zhou Wan's heart was beating very fast while she was sitting on the stone platform.
Looking at Zhou Yan seriously, Zhou Wan suddenly felt a little at a loss.
It was like being suddenly thrust into the spotlight and having to say something while everyone was watching.
Thinking is a matter of one person, but grasping is a matter of two people.
Even though Zhou Yan didn't say it clearly, even if it was just a special discussion with her, Zhou Wan still really understood what Zhou Yan meant.
Zhou Wan couldn't calm down anymore. She took a deep breath and put her two slender white hands on the brown knee-length skirt. The two beautiful legs hidden under the skirt were also trembling gently.
She whispered to Zhou Yan: "You know this is wrong."
If one party takes the initiative and the other party acquiesces, a certain result cannot be achieved.
There is also a prerequisite.
That's pure.
Zhou Wan knew that what Zhou Yan was talking about was his feelings for her, and she was extremely sure and certain at this time.
But the more this happened, the more nervous and scared Zhou Wan became.
Zhou Yan's feelings are not pure, nor are they what Zhou Wan expects. Therefore, no matter what Zhou Yan says, Zhou Wan can actually maintain the calmness he should have. But sometimes, it cannot be avoided by one party taking the initiative and the other giving in.
There is another thing called reason.
Even though Zhou Yan didn't say much, Zhou Wan could clearly feel that he was gradually losing his mind.
She shouldn't have agreed to come here with Zhou Yan.
Compromise is doomed to passivity.
"So what if it's right, so what if it's wrong. I like what I like, and it doesn't seem to have anything to do with whether it's right or not."
Zhou Yan never took his eyes away from his senior sister's pretty face, and even when he met her beautiful eyes, he didn't give in at all, and even showed more sincerity.
"And just because you like her doesn't mean you have to pursue her, sister Wan, are you right?" Zhou Yan asked with a smile.
Zhou Wan pursed her lips. The conversation between her and Zhou Yan became clearer and clearer. Even if they didn't express it clearly, they both knew what they were talking about.
They just pretended not to know each other.
Only in this way will you not feel embarrassed because of what you said, or choose not to say it because of concerns.
Even if she knew it was just self-deception.
"Yes." Zhou Wan said softly, confirming what Zhou Yan said, and she continued: "If liking someone can only cause trouble to the other person, it is better not to like him."
Even she didn't realize that she was really involved in the discussion with Zhou Yan.
Obviously this was not the problem at the beginning.
"But I just like it, what should I do? I can't control liking this thing. How can I not like it even if I don't like it." Zhou Yan said with a smile.
Zhou Wan put her legs together, and her hands almost sank into the hem of her skirt, causing the hem of the skirt that was outlined by her legs to continue to curve downwards.
The eyelashes that fluttered regularly meant that she was really nervous now.
Is this Zhou Yan's confession?
No, it shouldn't be a confession.
Confession should not be implicit, and it means that there will be substantive actions in the future, rather than just stating a reality as it is now.
Zhou Wan's heart has never been so chaotic.
Because this was the first time a boy expressed his feelings for her so implicitly and directly.
"But why? There is always a reason for liking, right?" Zhou Wan pretended not to know that Zhou Yan was talking about herself, and looked at Zhou Yan and said calmly.
She brushed her hair around her ears. The moonlight was dim, and the little bit of coldness that filled the air allowed her to stay as awake as she should have.
"Do you need a reason to like me?"
Zhou Yan touched his chin: "If I really want to give a reason, it is that I want to occupy it and make it my own."
"This is not a reason." Zhou Wan felt that Zhou Yan was perfunctory, and the person he was talking about was her, but it made her face look a little more calm, as if because of embarrassment or because of Zhou
Yan didn't answer her sincerely.
"But isn't liking just about possessiveness?" Zhou Yan said calmly.
"no."
Zhou Wan felt extremely ashamed. If liking her is possessiveness, what does that mean?
It means Zhou Yan wants to possess her.
rather than like.
Whether this little slippery guy can speak or not.
"Sister Wan, can you tell me what you like?"
The two started chatting unconsciously, perhaps subconsciously assuming that they were not talking about each other.
"I like it...I just like it." Zhou Wan couldn't answer for a while, so she could only say vaguely.
Zhou Yan joked with a smile: "Sister Wan, you are more perfunctory than me."
"Then tell me carefully?"
Zhou Wan rolled her eyes at Zhou Yan.
It was late at night, but she seemed to have forgotten the time, or she could accept saying "like" to Zhou Yan in such a private environment.
"I can't tell." Zhou Yan smiled and shook his head.
"No, I have to say something." It was rare for Zhou Wan to be so "stubborn" and insist on asking Zhou Yan for an answer.
Zhou Yan touched his chin and murmured: "I like it... maybe it's just that my heart is pounding."
Zhou Wan thought Zhou Yan couldn't speak, but what he said next moment made her stunned for several seconds.
This was more effective than any love words, hitting her heart directly, making her unable to close the window of her heart in the first place, thus allowing the shadow of a bad guy to run in and take up residence.
Her hands unconsciously tightened her skirt.
My heart is beating... My heart is beating.
A more naked confession.
It made her even more confused.
"Biologically speaking, if two people like each other, then the heartbeat frequency will definitely converge at a certain moment."
Zhou Yan said with a smile, in a serious manner.
Zhou Wan lowered her eyes, her palms were sweating. She didn't know if it was because of Zhou Yan's words, but she suddenly felt that her heartbeat was in sync with Zhou Yan's for a moment.
illusion.
It must be an illusion.
It became increasingly difficult for Zhou Wan to defend against Zhou Yan's attacks. She looked at the crescent moon in the sky and said softly, "It's getting late, we can go back."
"But the issue hasn't been discussed yet," Zhou Yan said.
Zhou Wan didn't know what issue Zhou Yan was referring to. She felt that the more she and Zhou Yan discussed, the more passive she became, and the more she fell into Zhou Yan's rhythm. She said softly: "We will discuss it later."
"I'm afraid there won't be a chance to discuss it again in the future." Zhou Yan looked at Zhou Wan slightly at a loss in his eyes and said in a low voice.
Zhou Wan knew Zhou Yan was looking at her, and her expression became more and more unnatural, "It will happen."
"will not have."
"There will be."
"will not have."
"Boring." Zhou Wan glanced at Zhou Yan angrily and said a slightly cute word.
Zhou Yan's heart rarely moved, especially Zhou Wan's look that seemed angry but not angry when she said she was bored, and her bright and bright eyes seemed to reveal her innocence and purity.
Especially the thin red lips of the person who said these words are particularly attractive in the moonlight.
cute.
Cute senior sister.
"So what Sister Wan thinks, you can't just tell me what I think." Zhou Yan said with a smile.
If Zhou Wan was once like an orchid to Zhou Yan, which could only be viewed from a distance but not played with, then now, he was as close as a few feet to the flower, so close that he could smell the uniqueness with a gentle sniff. The unique fragrance of this white orchid.
Zhou Wan slightly adjusted the hem of her skirt that had been wrinkled by herself just now, tilted her head and looked at Zhou Yan: "I have no idea, just keep the status quo."
"Maintaining the status quo is also an idea." Zhou Yan said.
"When did you become so serious?" Zhou Wan asked.
"When I'm talking to you." Zhou Yan said.
Zhou Wan found that Zhou Yan was becoming more and more glib, but she could not find a reason to refute Zhou Yan. She even knew that she had no feelings for Zhou Yan's words, otherwise, she would not want to end this special conversation quickly.
Even if you like it, so what.
Zhou Wan thought like this. This was the answer she prepared for Zhou Yan, but she didn't say it out loud.
"The day after tomorrow is the competition, there is no need to talk about anything else." Zhou Wan said.
"So just pretend that nothing happened and it doesn't matter?" Zhou Yan asked back.
"You can think so." Zhou Wan said.
She said it very sincerely, even though when she said it, she suddenly felt a sense of loss that she had never felt before.
"Sister Wan, can you let me lean on you?" Zhou Yan asked.
"don't want."
Zhou Wan moved her position and put some distance between herself and Zhou Yan.
Her attitude said it all.
No matter if you like it, no matter if you don't like it, it is what it should be, nothing will change, and nothing can be changed.
"The rejection is very blunt." Zhou Yandu muttered.
Zhou Wan said nothing.
And soon, she felt Zhou Yan approaching.
The body temperature and breath are closer, so close that you can feel them easily.
Their skins touched each other through their clothes, and even their legs unconsciously came together.
Zhou Wan wanted to get up and avoid Zhou Yan, but the little hand she originally wanted to support herself to stand up had already been grabbed by Zhou Yan around her waist.
This time Zhou Yan didn't make any cover-up.
Very direct and decisive.
"What are you doing? Zhou Yan?" Zhou Wan never felt that her body was hot, especially when Zhou Yan was very close.
Zhou Yan had hugged her before, but the feeling at that time was not as warm as this time.
This is wrong.
"Let me go." Zhou Wan said.
Zhou Yan turned a deaf ear and directly rested his head on Zhou Wan's shoulder.
Such ambiguous movements made Zhou Wan's legs tremble slightly, and she whispered: "Let go."
His tone was no longer as firm as before.
"You won't lose any meat if you lean on me." Zhou Yan curled his lips and said.
"Is it appropriate?" Zhou Wan looked at Zhou Yan and asked seriously.
She didn't struggle or break free, but her words were unfamiliar.
"Is it that important?" Zhou Yan asked.
He no longer concealed his feelings. He had already told Zhou Wan everything he needed to say, and he chose to tell Zhou Wan in the most direct way.
He didn't think about any consequences that would follow, such as whether Zhou Wan would leave in anger, or even leave Zhulang Studio. He didn't even think about it. He even felt that these were not important at all.
Since concealment is ineffective, why hide it?
With his arms wrapped around Zhou Wan's delicate body, Zhou Yan didn't give Zhou Wan any chance to break away.
Certainly not doing anything more.
Just express an attitude, you don’t need to do much.
"Zhou Yan, I say this for the last time, let go."
The junior girl was a little tougher, and her eyes were mostly serious.
Zhou Yan knew that his actions were a bit excessive, but he still didn't let go.
"You should know what I'm thinking." Zhou Yan whispered.
"I don't know." Zhou Wan said directly without thinking.
But after saying that, she suddenly regretted it, and even forgot to break free from Zhou Yan's arms around her.
"I mean...don't talk nonsense."
The duplicitous elementary school girl.
Zhou Yan rarely fell in love with the junior school girl.
If it was just a heartbeat before.
So now Zhou Wan is the first girl in Zhou Yan besides Shen Li and President Jiang who wants to take the initiative to pursue his feelings.
Of course, it's just thoughts.
Zhou Yan didn't do anything more excessive. On this quiet night, in this small world that only belonged to him and Zhou Wan, Zhou Yan just hugged her and looked at the moonlight on the winter night.
Zhou Wan still wanted to break away, but Zhou Yan hugged her tighter. He said to Zhou Wan: "Xiao Wan, if you want me to find a chance to hug you every day, you can struggle harder now."
"What's the meaning?"
"Literally, it's just for tonight, okay?" Zhou Yan said.
He met Zhou Wan's eyes, and their eyes were particularly sincere.
Zhou Wan wanted to get angry, but in the end she chose to remain silent.
"Just think of it as a request, okay?" Zhou Yan said.
"And no one saw it."
Zhou Wan felt that Zhou Yan was a bit shameless, but she just couldn't get angry.
She asked for no reason: "What about after tonight?"
"Just do whatever you want, and act as if nothing happened." Zhou Yan promised seriously.
That's weird.
Zhou Wan felt that what Zhou Yan said was a bit childish and naive, and what he said was also very unreliable.
But for no reason, she couldn't help but said: "You said so."
What was in her mind was one thing, but what she said out loud was another matter. Zhou Wan found that she could not speak to Zhou Yan according to her inner thoughts now, and her mood was particularly complicated.
"Yes, that's what I said."
When Zhou Wan saw that Zhou Yan was serious, an idea suddenly came to her mind.
That means there is no one around now, only her and Zhou Yan...
"Then let me lean on you." Zhou Wan looked away and finally refused Zhou Yan.
Surrounded by a boy who likes her and reveals that she likes her, it would be a lie to say that she doesn't want to move.
It was a special taste that made her greedy. Even though she knew it was wrong and wrong, she still wanted to "deceive herself" again.
Zhou Wan compromised, Zhou Yan smiled and suddenly asked: "Does Sister Wan like me?"
I asked the question very directly, without any preparation.
Zhou Wan was stunned for a moment.
So has Zhou Yan been waiting for this time?
She didn't think about anything else.
Because my heart was already filled with the conversation with Zhou Yan just now and Zhou Yan's questions now.
She was so confused that she said directly: "I don't like it."
"But you said you liked it just now." Zhou Yan touched his chin.
"I never said that." Zhou Wan felt that Zhou Yan was making excuses.
"You just asked why I didn't catch you earlier." Zhou Yan said with a smile.
Zhou Wan was stunned for a moment. She realized that she seemed to have fallen into Zhou Yan's trap and unconsciously revealed her thoughts.
She moved uneasily, trying to distance herself from Zhou Yan, but Zhou Yan hugged her tightly, so she simply said directly: "That's not a problem at all."
"Zhou Yan, you have Shen Li and Shishi, so don't make any more mistakes, okay?" Zhou Wan looked at Zhou Yan and said very seriously.
She did not reject Zhou Yan's embrace, but she also sincerely advised Zhou Yan to "return when he has lost his way."
She likes him, he likes her, even if he knows that she likes him, so what, there is no possibility for the two of them to be together.
"Sister Wan."
"Um?"
"Do you know why I chose this place?" Zhou Yan asked.
"Why?"
"Because in this place, I can not hide my feelings." Zhou Yan said.
So you want to bully her openly?
Zhou Wan rarely had an inappropriate thought in her mind.
"You don't have to hide your feelings." Zhou Yan said seriously.
"What's the meaning?"
"There's no one else here, you know." Zhou Yan said with a smile.
"you
What to do? "Zhou Wan looked at Zhou Yan warily.
She felt that Zhou Yan must be harboring some bad thoughts.
"Can you let me kiss you?" Zhou Yan asked.
"No." Zhou Wan refused without hesitation.
"But there's no one here right now," Zhou Yan said.
"No one can do it."
"Just tonight, right here, okay?" Zhou Yan said.
"No." Zhou Wan didn't know why Zhou Yan made such a rude request. He felt that Zhou Yan was losing his mind now.
Obviously knowing that she would not agree.
But Zhou Wan has no idea that when a man has an idea, the resistance in front of him will basically not be called resistance.
When a man reveals his love for a girl, he will have a clear idea about the girl, and a man with an idea will naturally do whatever it takes to achieve his goal.
"Just a kiss." Zhou Yan said a little pleadingly.
"If you keep doing this, I'm really going to leave." Zhou Wan said.
She felt that she was really crazy and felt comfortable letting Zhou Yan take advantage of him.
She even felt that she was not herself at all.
She is a science student, not a love brain.
Moreover, she is obviously older than Zhou Yan and is a senior, but why is she increasingly losing initiative and even agreeing to Zhou Yan's extremely unreasonable demands?
She wanted to leave.
It's extremely hot here and it's not the place she should be.
Just when Zhou Wan was about to get up, she found that her hand was being held by Zhou Yan.
"Let go." Zhou Wan said.
Zhou Yan ignored it and said, "Sister Wan, do you know what I realized when I was smoking just now?"
Zhou Wan was silent.
"People should be shameless and shameless." Zhou Yan said to himself.
"So what do you want to say?"
"Unless you give me a kiss, let's feed the mosquitoes here tonight." Zhou Yan said with a smile.
"No kissing." Zhou Yan added.
"You still want to kiss?" Zhou Wan realized that she was really crazy. If she wasn't crazy, then Zhou Yan must be crazy.
[In view of the general environment,
Everything about tonight was crazy.
"Let go." Zhou Wan said again.
There was some anger in her voice.
"Not loose." Zhou Yan said very ruthlessly.
"Let go!" Zhou Wan increased her voice and her tone became more unkind.
She didn't want to play such childish games with Zhou Yan anymore.
"Don't let go." Zhou Yan even tried to pry Zhou Wan's palm away and play with her fingers, but Zhou Wan clenched her fist tightly to prevent Zhou Yan from succeeding.
"Zhou Yan, when did you become so shameless?" Zhou Wan found out that Zhou Yan had really changed, and she said angrily.
"You have to be shameless towards the people you like." Zhou Yan said nonchalantly.
This is the first time Zhou Yan admits it directly, instead of being subtle as before.
Zhou Wan also heard it.
Zhou Wan's heart trembled with atrial fibrillation. She knew that she could not be indifferent to Zhou Yan's words.
Zhou Wan was silent for a moment, then said to the playful Zhou Yan, "Stop forcing me, okay? Do you really want me to leave before you are satisfied?"
She has always been Zhou Yan's senior and his teacher. If she really interferes with Zhou Yan's life and feelings, she can leave.
Zhou Yan also fell silent, and for a long time he whispered: "Sister Wan, why do you always hurt others so much every time you speak."
Zhou Wan pursed her lips and said, "You are the one who made the mistake."
"I made a mistake, and I am very clear-headed. I know what I want." Zhou Yan said.
"But I'm very tired, really tired." Zhou Wan's voice sounded a little crying.
This is the first time this strong senior sister has behaved in front of Zhou Yan.
Somewhat fragile.
"Can you let me go?" Zhou Wan asked Zhou Yan.
Zhou Yan was stunned for a moment. This was the first time he saw Zhou Wan look so fragile, but there was also a bit of indifference in the vulnerability.
He suddenly realized that he was impulsive, and this impulse hurt Zhou Wan.
"I went too far."
Zhou Yan said something, and he suddenly felt a little bored.
He turned around and ignored Zhou Wan, and walked towards the exit of the path.
There was no choice to apologize, or there was no need to apologize at all, and Zhou Yan didn't even think about the consequences of the matter.
After Zhou Wan said this, he felt that everything was not so important.
