"if not?"
Wen Wan's eyes dimmed, "You can't possibly like me."
The words just fell.
Wen Wan saw Si Yu's expression paused.
The man didn't answer right away.
Her eyes darkened again.
The heart feels like a needle prick.
Although she knew that Si Yu didn't like her, she still felt sad when she saw the hesitant look in his eyes.
She made a self-deprecating voice, "Look, you don't like me, so why ruin your life because of one mistake? Si Yu, I'm not you. You can accept a loveless marriage, but I can't."
"Don't worry, I won't let you take responsibility. I'm not that fragile. Besides, in this era, this kind of thing is normal."
And the other party was Si Yu, so she didn't regret it at all.
I didn't expect Wen Wan to answer like this.
Si Yu's face darkened, "Is this what you think?"
Wen Wan: "Yeah."
She didn't know what else to do.
If Si Yu didn't love her, she wouldn't want to marry Si Yu at all.
Although, marrying him was her dream.
next moment.
Wen Wan's wrist was grabbed by Si Yu, and he looked at Wen Wan quietly, "Wen Wan, I know what you are thinking. In fact, I am very vague about feelings and a little slow, but you are so important to me. ,are different."
Si Yu thought about it for a long time these days.
After that night with Wen Wan, his thoughts about Wen Wan changed.
After living for nearly thirty years, apart from Si Ruan, the younger sister, the girl Si Yu had the most contact with was Wen Wan.
Maybe he didn't understand Wen Wan's hidden feelings for him.
It's just that he feels that feelings are not that important to him.
So he chose to turn a blind eye.
only.
It all started to get weird from the day Wen Wan resigned.
Suddenly without Wen Wan, he always felt that something was missing.
My heart felt empty.
But it was Wen Wan's own choice to resign.
He won't force it.
However, sometimes when he sees a new assistant, he will be in a daze for a few seconds.
He didn't understand why.
It wasn't until he later heard that Wen Wan was getting engaged that he felt dazed again.
In fact, I have an unspeakable feeling in my heart.
Probably, he didn't want her to get engaged.
But what reason did he have to prevent her from getting engaged?
Later, after hearing Ruanruan say that the person she was engaged to had violent tendencies, no one knew that he was more worried than anyone else.
Perhaps, he couldn't recognize his own heart.
If he didn't care about Wen Wan, why would he be so anxious when he heard Han Xingyan take her away.
If he didn't care, why did he toss and turn and stay awake all night when he thought about Wen Wan these days?
He doesn't understand.
Maybe you understand a little bit.
Wen Wan was slightly startled after hearing his words, "What do you mean?"
What makes you different to him?
That's simply not the case.
"Wen Wan, I don't know."
Wen Wan felt a little angry.
What is this nonsense?
One moment he said she was different, the next moment he said he didn't know.
Wen Wan pursed her lips straight and raised her eyes to look at Si Yu, "Si Yu, stop talking. I already know that you can't like me. If you liked me, you would have shown it when I have been by your side for so many years. Yes, but you didn’t.”
This is the real reason why she resigned.
She thought she would wait until the day Si Yu saw her.
But these years, Si Yu's life has only been about work and family, and nothing else can be seen anymore.
She worked hard to be Si Yu's assistant, and she wanted to get close to the people first.
But now she knows that she and Si Yu have known each other since childhood. If he had any affection for her, everything would be different now.
She likes Si Yu.
But being in unrequited love for too long can also make people feel tired.
Secret love is a secret that cannot be told.
But if the secret is kept in the heart for too long, without seeing the sun, it will make people become gloomy.
She doesn't want to do this anymore.
That's why Wen Wan wanted to leave.
It's just that she didn't expect that she and Si Yu would be in such an embarrassing situation now. It would be embarrassing no matter what.
a long time.
Neither of them made a sound.
Wen Wan felt even more aggrieved.
His eyes also turned red.
She considers herself not a pretentious and crying woman. Now at this age, she has the ability to deal with everything calmly. However, when it comes to facing Si Yu and Si Yu's feelings, she can't control it time and time again. Own.
Wen Wan knew very well what Si Yu meant to her.
The meaning in Si Yu's eyes was unclear. He lowered his head and stared directly at Wen Wan. After a while, his tone became more serious, "Wen Wan, you like me, right?"
Wen Wan was a little embarrassed when her beloved man asked her if she liked him.
Anyway, it was already like this. Wen Wan simply said bluntly: "Yes, I like you."
She didn't dare to express her secret love for many years, but now that she and Si Yu were like this, there was nothing else they couldn't say.
Si Yu wouldn't like her anyway.
Speak out your feelings and you won’t have any regrets anymore.
"Wen Wan, are you awake enough now?"
Wen Wan frowned slightly, confused, what does Si Yu mean?
"Of course I'm awake."
"Since you are awake, then listen to me carefully." The man stared directly at her. The two of them were so close that Wen Wan felt a little panicked subconsciously.
However, Si Yu pulled her closer, closer to him, and began to tell Wen Wan what was in his heart, "Wen Wan, you should know that I have no experience in relationships. My relationship experience is very blank. I don't know how. I like someone, and I don’t know what it means to like someone, but I said, I am not very happy that you resigned. I will feel jealous when I hear the news of your engagement. I will worry about you knowing that Han Xingyan is a scumbag. I'm very anxious to see him going against you, and I've never felt this way about anyone other than my family."
"I didn't have sex with you that night because I wanted to save you. You asked me to hold you and when you kissed me, do you know what I was thinking?"
Si Yu looked at the girl in front of him motionless, his Adam's apple twitching slightly.
He put Wen Wan's hand on his heart, and Qingyue's voice was hoarse, "At that time, this heart was beating too hard, but I still don't understand why, Wen Wan, if I didn't want to, we wouldn't have done it that night." It’s been so long.”
"I want you, I want you so much, I want to press you inside me."
"Tell me, does this count as liking me?"
Si Yu touched Wen Wan's face gently, and his warm breath sprinkled on her cheeks bit by bit. Her cheeks seemed to be burning, and her heart felt like being hit hard. Isn't she hallucinating?
She could actually hear Si Yu saying these words to her.
She must not be dreaming.
"Wanwan, tell me, how does it feel when you like me?"
The two of them were almost touching each other, their breathing could be heard clearly, disordered breathing, and hot breath. Wen Wan's mind went blank. Under the man's burning gaze, Wen Wan subconsciously replied, "I will be moved. I want to get you. I want to." be with you."
Si Yu curled his lips, "What a coincidence, I feel the same way."
