First of all, I would like to apologize to all the book friends. The completion of this volume is really very poor. This volume deviates from the outline of the book by a huge margin, which is terrible.
It was indeed full of passion and state of mind at the beginning, but the turning point of mentality began in Chapter 14. At that time, Chapter 14 described the scene of sucking cream. The purpose of describing that scene was to bring out the horror of drugs and the repeated use of drugs. emphasized the dangers and then blocked it for me. That chapter caused book lovers to rebook it.
I think it is reasonable for me to block this chapter. After all, I feel that I am suspected of instigating. It is normal to block me in order to avoid risks. This turning point is not so tortured, and I still maintain it.
Another turning point is Chapter 82. The content of Chapter 82 was not blocked, but it was shown to me that it had been modified. However, I browsed it myself and found no problems.
Then came Chapter 92, which left me with no room to express my resentment. I compared the Chinese gods in the original content to the expeditionary army. Among these expeditionary gods, there are also some wild evil gods in the conventional sense. In fact, I meant here refers to the expeditionary force. At that time, I also rewatched "My Captain, My Regiment". Although the protagonists of the story are a group of national army soldiers and a bunch of cannon fodder, they are no less respectable than anyone else. They are all martyrs who resisted the invaders.
The reason why wild evil gods were mixed into the expeditionary force was to refer to the complexity of human nature. "Evil" people also have patriotism and resist invaders, but some are considered rare. This is how it was referred to at the time. .
Then I was blocked. To be honest, as I write this, my body temperature of 36.3 is 80% due to gas.
I understand that doing literary creation means dancing with shackles on, but writing online articles means that when you are dancing just right, a few chains suddenly hit you. Of course, these are small things, and you can suppress them with a drink. After all, life, isn't it? so,
But what really made me lose my temper to continue was yesterday. I directly changed the plot of the original version of Juan Xiaotu, and I wrote the plot outline today.
The thing is, a good friend of mine who I have known for almost ten years was very nervous about the re-examination results a few days ago. I said he would be fine, and I thought so too. Who knew he told me yesterday that the re-examination results were not correct? Okay, I have to wait for the biopsy results next Thursday. I asked what the disease was, but he refused to tell me. After I saw the news yesterday, my heart skipped a beat and my mind was full of confusion.
He said that he was very happy to have known me for so many years and wished me peace and health in the future.
A good friend in the circle of friends wrote a paragraph, saying that if she no longer chats, it does not mean alienation, but will bless us in another world. Below is a photo of her, a photo that looks good when she smiles.
When I saw it, I felt really mixed emotions, and I lost all sense of it, so I was thinking about this volume and changed the plot of Xiao Tu's volume to a reunion.
Although it is plain, being plain means not being sad and having hope that everything will get better, so I suddenly felt that being able to write something can be regarded as a way to vent.
But it’s really sad. I’m 26 years old and should be stronger, but it’s really sad. I didn’t talk to my family or other friends about this matter. I wrote this paragraph to remind all book friends. When it becomes a tree hole,
So I also hope that all book friends will take good care of their health. I have also stopped smoking a lot in the past two days. I hope everyone can be healthy and safe. I also hope that she can tell me excitedly that the biopsy result is good next Thursday.
In addition, this volume did take a lot of time, and the next volume will be controlled.
So that’s it for the review. I’m in a bad state. I’ll outline the fourth volume in the next few days and control the pace.
Finally, I still pray that I can see her alive and kicking, and I also hope that all book friends are safe and healthy.
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