Chapter 424: Suicide note (2)

Style: Fantasy Author: Comes and goes like the windWords: 2907Update Time: 24/01/11 17:42:15
"I have lived in your house since I can remember. My impression of my father only exists through other people's mouths."

"That day, I went downstairs to buy snacks, and I looked all alone at the children playing happily in the distance. There was a hint of loneliness in my eyes. There was nothing around me, and no friends to play with."

"That group of children gathered together, and they asked me to go over and play with them. I ran over happily. As a result, some of them started to laugh at me and point at me. I became a laughing stock in their eyes. They used my They bully me for family reasons."

"Look at this freak. He doesn't even have a parent. I don't know how he survived."

"Haha, he might as well be a weak girl with no one to cook for him."

"Their words were like ice thorns, piercing my heart. I tried to hold back my tears and argue with them, but my balance was broken by a malicious push. I fell heavily on the snow. Their jeers were in the air. It echoed in my ears like a slap in the face.”

"I tried to stand up, but was kicked down by another child. I coughed a few times in pain, but I couldn't hold back my tears. I saw the mocking smiles on the corners of their mouths, and their laughter stung my ears. , my heart was as heavy as a huge stone pressing on my chest."

"I felt trapped in a helpless situation, as if trapped in a vicious vortex with no way out. I realized that these children were not playing for fun, but were looking for an outlet, and I seemed to be their goals.”

"From that moment on, I deeply experienced the pain of being ridiculed and bullied. The malicious behavior of those children left a deep imprint in my memory. People are always evil, and they will stand at the highest point, They don’t even understand the height of the situation, and they will accuse you, bully you, and play with you. Most of the time, they are not motivated by some kind of interest appeal, but simply feel that bullying others is a pleasure. They simply want to criticize others. , just want to bully others."

"In the animal world, the weak prey on the strong, while in the human world, the strong bullies the weak. They are all the same. This is how the world works. This is the deep malice this world has towards every living being."

"From that moment on, I understood that people only live for themselves. Nothing else is important. The most important thing is that you are well. Trust, feelings? That doesn't exist at all. Everyone can backstab you at any time. .”

"I was bullied by them and they laughed at me. I stood on the ground and couldn't get up. I was helpless and desperate. It wasn't until you felt that I hadn't come back for a long time and you came down to look for me that I believed that there was real love."

"I still remember your young yet majestic voice."

"If we see you bullying him again, don't blame us for being rude!"

"The laughter of those children gradually stopped. They felt a little scared when they faced you, a naturally strong person with special abilities. They no longer laughed at or bullied them, but left silently, being beaten by you, the local bully. Scared away."

"I don't know what your purpose is. But I know that none of us have a mother. We are the same kind of people. They dare to bully me because I am weak. They are afraid of you because you are strong!"

"You are strong, but you have never bullied me. I don't trust anyone, but as we got along with each other for a year or two, I believed you. With your father's sacrifice, I realized that we are the same. People, we should treat each other sincerely."

"You have valued feelings since you were a child, and you are still the same now. From the beginning to the end, I have only believed in you. Whether it is Dr. Luo Bin who adopted me, or the teachers who have given a lot to me. What they value is nothing more than My ability is my talent in scientific research.”

"There are other children like me. They are just not as talented as me, but no one from the institute has ever adopted me. If I have no talent, will they adopt me? If I am useless, will they treat me well? For To them, I’m just a tool.”

"Only when I am most useless, you who still treat me as a brother are my best friend and the only person worthy of trust. You don't want to do anything. Even if I am prosperous and occupy a high position, you There has never been anything like what I asked for.”

"It's not like them, who ask me to do this and that every day! Only you let me do whatever I want and be happy. Apart from you, everyone in this world is hypocritical to me. I don't trust anyone except myself and you. !”

When Ye Ning saw this, he didn't feel lucky that Yan Hanjun only believed in himself. The first thought that came to his mind was that Yan Hanjun was too lacking in love. His parents died young and no one loved him. His life lacked too many things from the beginning.

So why not Ye Ning himself? Therefore, the two of them are good brothers who know everything about each other, and they are the best playmates of half-fathers and half-mothers. They gave each other all their trust and love in childhood.

It's just that their personalities are different, which makes their future paths completely different. Facing her new adoptive father, Ye Ning felt that he treated her sincerely, but Yan Hanjun felt that he had other intentions. It can be said that a person's childhood creates a person's character, and a person's environment affects all his future paths.

Yan Hanjun lacked love in his childhood, was bullied, and did not receive any education. He followed his own path of "all-member conspiracy theory". Education, education from an early age, is essential for a person. Loyalty, filial piety, and righteousness must be cultivated from an early age.

Ye Ning has mixed feelings about Yan Hanjun's childhood. When I was a child, I was similar to him, but because I was a superpower and strong, no one could bully him. Even without a mother, no one had ever laughed at him, they didn't dare.

He really responded to Yan Hanjun's words of bullying the weak and fearing the strong. This physical quality may also be the reason why the two people's bodies are so different. After Ye Ning sighed for a while, he continued to look down.

"I studied with these so-called teachers, and I lived with these so-called classmates. I learned various basic knowledge in school during the day, and went back to learn professional knowledge from those teachers at night."

"Oh, these people, do they understand what they are here to do? School is here to learn. What are they doing?"

"For a small gain, for a few dollars, they deceived me, threatened me with force, and didn't allow me to tell the teacher."

"For a person of the opposite sex I like, I went to war against those so-called imaginary rivals. I just taught a girl a question, and I was pulled to the toilet and beaten after class. What did I do wrong?"

"They bully me so much. When I say something to them, they call me petty and slanderous. They laugh at me and think I'm lying. I don't want to talk to these people anymore."

"Human, human. What kind of creature is he? It is said that human beings are inherently good in nature. What about their goodness?"

"When they saw the vulnerable groups, they amplified their evil and vented all their anger on me! I didn't do anything, I didn't provoke them at all. Was it my fault when I was born?!"

"A girl told me that there were many people who did not help those children to bully me. It means that many people are still kind. Oh, hypocrisy. They don't even dare to stand up. Just say a few words of sympathy to me. That's good. ?”

"People are evil. Everyone wants to kick something weaker than themselves. People are afraid. Everyone is unwilling to step forward when they see evil deeds. Even if they do, it is all hypocrisy. What about donating money? , it’s all just for the title, no matter what your aspirations are, it’s all for the honor!”

"If I don't pay attention to them anymore, I won't pay attention to any of them anymore! They love them as much as they like! I don't talk to them, I don't have any communication with them, then can I be alone?"

"The result still disappoints me."

"Their rumors are getting more and more exaggerated. They say that I study blindly just to please a good teacher and build a good relationship with the teacher so that I can tell the teacher about them."

"When this phenomenon really happened in the class, all of them felt that it was me who did it. All of them felt that I was a loser who didn't fit in and could only be hugged by the teacher."

"They began to bully me more and more. They would scold me and hit me whenever they had trouble. They said I was the teacher's bastard. They bullied me and ridiculed me every day."

"A bunch of brainless guys, they never thought that the teacher didn't ask them why they bullied me. Do they really think that the teacher is helping me?"

"It is said that schools are a place to teach and educate people. They all say that they should teach people first and then learn. But what? Not only did they not teach this group of people how to be people, they also did not teach them how to learn. They are all for their own benefit under the guise Under the guise of!"

When Ye Ning saw this, he immediately began to feel sorry for Yan Hanjun's past. Growing up in a military academy, he had never seen this kind of intrigue and bullying between people.

Ye Ning felt lucky for her childhood, but felt sad for Yan Hanjun. The environment in which a person grows up ultimately creates a different ending and a different character.

Environment is very important. The environment in which a person lives from childhood and everyone around him are indispensable factors that affect his growth. When the growth atmosphere of the entire society is positive, everyone can grow up healthily and happily.

Ye Ning sighed for Yan Hanjun, then looked down:

"My female classmate comforted me every time after being bullied. She showed great sympathy for me. Although he was hypocritical, he was also kind. At least she made me feel that there is still true love in the world."