When Ye Ning heard the news of Yang Ling's disappearance, his expression instantly froze, as if he had been hit by the cold rainstorm outside the shelter, causing his originally lively eyes to instantly lose their color. His eyes widened slightly, completely shocked at the moment he first heard the heartbreaking news, and then turned into confusion and confusion.
His eyebrows furrowed together into a messy line, showing his confusion and inability to accept it. The voice in her throat became hoarse, but with hope and worry, she retorted stubbornly: "Is she lying to me? She guessed that we were lying to her, so she turned to lie to us?"
There was an emotion of disbelief in his tone, and the complicated and mixed emotions made his words tremble and become confused. The corners of his mouth drooped slightly, but he bit his lower lip tightly, as if he wanted to use this method to conceal the panic and fear in his heart.
His voice trembled slightly, but his eyes remained firm. The expression full of struggle, pain and denial was enough to show his complicated emotions about the sudden news.
Yan Hanjun patted Ye Ning's shoulder and said slowly: "Maybe this has a big impact on you. But when He Shaoan said it, he didn't quite believe it at first. It wasn't until he inquired around that he learned that Dragon City We merged into a team with Ye City. When that team went on a mission in Huangcheng a few days ago, it was led by a female captain and was completely wiped out. No one survived."
A team formed by the merger of Dragon City and Night City? Ye Ning, this sounds very familiar! The day before he lost contact with the army, there were already signs of a union! Not surprisingly, the female captain is Gu Xinxiao.
Yan Hanjun also said that Lin Jingfeng was temporarily dismissed. All this information can be put together, which shows that what He Shaoan said is not false! Something might really have happened to Yang Ling and the others!
Ye Ning's eyes became empty, and the shock and disbelief in his eyes gradually faded away, replaced by a deep pain and despair. The corners of his eyes trembled slightly, because the tears he had tried to suppress were struggling to escape from his eyes.
It was obvious that I had just dreamed about her when I was having an erotic dream yesterday. When my thoughts were the most intense, a thunderbolt from the clear sky suddenly struck me! Ye Ning's heart instantly collapsed and she became helpless!
His hands began to clenched unconsciously, and his nails dug deeply into his palms, but nothing happened. That's because his thoughts were all occupied by that painful reality, and he seemed to be numb to other pains.
He swallowed, trying to calm his broken heart. He choked up carefully, realizing that he couldn't change this reality and that the only thing he could do was accept it.
"She, maybe really..." he said incoherently, unable to complete the sentence to avoid touching that painful spot again. He lowered his head, letting his long hair cover his face, hiding his expression of loss and helplessness at the moment. His body trembled slightly, and his whole body was filled with a sense of powerlessness, as if all the power in his body had been taken away, leaving only an empty shell shaking in the wind.
"Ye Ning..." He called Ye Ning's name softly, his eyes soft but firm, "I know you are very sad now, and this news has hit you hard. But you have to think about it, life is still long, and there is still a long time in the world. There are many girls out there, and you will meet the one who is really suitable for you.”
Although his words were plain, they were full of the warm and sincere care between friends. Although what he said sounded a little heartless. But he knew that at this time, Ye Ning needed more than just comfort, but also a way to get out of his emotions.
Hearing Yan Hanjun's words, Ye Ning did not respond immediately. He just looked at Yan Hanjun in front of him silently, with complicated emotions flashing in his eyes. He knew what Yan Hanjun meant and his good intentions, but at this moment, he still needed time to accept this cruel reality and digest this sudden pain.
Yan Hanjun sighed: "You are like this again. You are just chasing someone, and she is not even your prospective girlfriend now. Last time, the school beauty just rejected you, and you were in love for several days. I really don’t understand why this is so uncomfortable!”
"We can't hang ourselves on a tree, let alone you don't even have a rope. There are trees everywhere. The truth is that love will not disappear, it will only transfer. We should find something to divert our attention. You’ll feel much better.”
“Where there is no spring on the other side, there is a bride to look forward to in the future.
There is no beauty anywhere in the world of mortals. The time when we meet becomes splendid.
The past is like the wind, and now the new appearance is as bright as blue.
Beauty keeps flying in the clouds, and the next time we meet, it will be even more beautiful. "
Yan Hanjun suddenly recited a poem in an elegant manner, which stunned Ye Ning. Although I was a little sad, I still couldn't help but ask: "Where did you come up with these messy theories?"
"This is a poem by a great ancient writer. I forgot who it was. Anyway, the general meaning is that you have to look forward in life and there will be no obstacles that you can't overcome." Yan Hanjun "farts" first and then puts together a theory. Not to mention, if he could compose a poem on the spot, even if it wasn't very neat, Yan Hanjun still had some cultural skills.
And if this is used to deceive Ye Ning, an "illiterate", that's almost enough.
Yan Hanjunke started talking like an old-timer again: "You are always easily hurt emotionally. What's more, you don't have anything yet, so you get hurt."
"You will encounter countless setbacks and dissatisfaction in your life. Why do you always have to fall into love? This hurdle is very high for you, and it is not insurmountable."
"Get up when you fall! You have to remember that you have a mission! There are still many things you need to do! As an adult, you have to carry many things by yourself!"
"Whether you are a soldier or a member of the Dawn Organization, you still have the responsibility to do more important things. After you get married and have children, you will still have to carry the family, and now you even have to carry the family of all mankind. , we can’t just fall down halfway!”
"There are still many things waiting for you to do?! So, don't be decadent!" Yan Hanjun continued to educate Ye Ning and said quickly.
Although Ye Ning felt better, he still looked a little sad. He shook his head and said, "It's difficult. Everyone knows the truth, but it's really difficult to do it."
"No, no, no, no matter how difficult it is, you have to do it." Yan Hanjun said seriously, "You can be afraid, you can retreat, you can be decadent, and you can even give up. But this is only for each of you. Word."
"One day, you will become a leader. One day, you will be a parent. When the time comes, do you want your subordinates and your children to encounter setbacks? Is this how it is when encountering difficulties?"
"Teach by words and deeds, you must do it yourself first. Not only must you speak out the theory, but you must also practice it yourself. Only in this way will others recognize you and follow you to overcome difficulties. The entire team, or the entire The family has a spiritual support.”
"Or do you want to tell me that you have no intention of being a leader or a parent? Are you willing to live a mediocre life alone?" Yan Hanjun asked.
This question goes straight to the soul. Ye Ning recalled that in the past twenty years, he had basically accomplished nothing and had no independent opinions. Even now, he just goes with the flow and follows wherever others tell him to go. Going with the flow and moving with the wind is already Ye Ning's most basic portrayal.
Ye Ning even felt that it would be good to live his entire life in a muddle-headed manner.
However, when Yan Hanjun asked, he suppressed the idea. He doesn't want to admit that he has accomplished nothing, and he doesn't want to admit that he will be inactive in the future. Who doesn't want to do something earth-shattering? Who doesn’t want to be a leader?
"I..." Ye Ning hesitated.
"You don't want to, right." Yan Hanjun said, "People are the sum of all social relationships. We have to take responsibility and may have to take responsibility at any time. We can't be so ignorant, we always have to be responsible for people, and we should be positive ,keep going!"
"Get up, we still have to save the world."
The words from Zhong Er actually made Ye Ning ignite. At this moment, Ye Ning also cheered up for a long time: "Yes, I have been beaten for so long, and I am still alive. There is no hurdle that I can't overcome, and there is nothing that I can't go on. Road. Go on, let’s go!”
Ye Ning didn't completely get over the sadness, but at least she got over it formally and partially mentally. In the past month of getting along with Yan Hanjun, Ye Ning has made progress in all aspects. This is the power brought by culture.
After a while, the rain stopped, the dark clouds in the sky began to disperse, and the sun shone down from the clouds, dyeing the ruins golden. The two packed up their bunks and set off on the road again. They continued walking, step by step through endless time and space.
They walked across the ruins of the vanished city. Those once prosperous buildings were now only ruins, cold and lonely. Every brick and tile is a memory of the past. They walked silently, trying not to immerse themselves in this desolation.
Their mentality has become better and their life has become more positive.
In front of you is a majestic mountain peak, which is a series of mountains of Longcheng and Huaicheng. Its steep foothills stood like a silent guard in their path. Huaicheng is right at the head of this dragon-shaped mountain range.
They walked around the foot of the mountain, one step at a time. Sometimes they walked along the winding mountain road. Although the road was rugged, none of them showed any fear.
In the first month, they crossed the deserted city. In another two months, we crossed Huai City and circumnavigated the mountain peaks. Finally, they came to the inhabited city.
