Although Qin Wan and Su Wan are not similar in appearance, and there is even no similarity between Qin Wan and Su Wan now, Su Fu and Su Wan grew up together, but they feel that they are too similar. .
Not like Su Wan now, but like Su Wan before.
Qin Wan paused and glanced around.
Zhao Mingyan asked her: "What's wrong?"
Qin Wan frowned slightly, her eyebrows were as soft as a willow tree, and like a delicate and timid gardenia. People couldn't help but care for her, so as not to let her down. Beaten by wind and rain.
Qin Wan said: "I always felt like someone was looking at me just now."
Zhao Mingyan said: "It seems that you are not ordinary. You didn't go out that time to be watched."
As soon as they go out, they will encounter countless looking eyes. This is nothing.
"Let's go."
Qin Wan thought about it, so she let him help her get into the carriage. When she got on the carriage, she looked at him in a daze and couldn't help but reach out and grab his sleeves.
Qin Wan was born in an ordinary way, her father was just a hunter, she was an extremely ordinary girl, and before she was ten years old, she was just a mentally retarded fool who didn't understand anything.
Her parents only had her as their only child, and they loved her very much. They spent countless efforts to treat her, and the family was completely clean, but it was of no use.
Perhaps it was because of God's curtain, that is, when she was ten years old, she suddenly recovered and was no longer a fool.
When she woke up, her mind was blank. It took her a year or two to adapt. The family of three lived happily, and her father even wanted to recruit a boy to be her son-in-law.
She just didn't expect that she would meet Zhao Mingyan.
Probably because of her good looks, she was targeted and almost caught and sold into a dirty place. It was Zhao Mingyan who saved her.
After meeting Zhao Mingyan, she always felt as if she knew him, as if he was someone she knew very well and liked.
For a while, she also had a dream that she was married to Zhao Mingyan. The two were in love, harmonious, and very happy.
But the good times didn't last long. She died in childbirth, and then the dream disappeared.
She felt in her heart that if she missed him in this life, it would be her eternal regret and she would not be happy in the future.
So she wanted to marry him. Even if she knew that he had been married once before or even had a son, she didn't care.
She just wanted to be with him.
Later, they got married, and she, a girl from a mountain village, became the third wife of the palace. Although the old prince was still there at that time, he had already passed the title to the prince, so Zhao Mingyan naturally became the third wife of the palace. Damn it.
When she got married, she was worried that her father-in-law and mother-in-law would look down on her as a village girl and would make things difficult for her, but she didn't expect that they were unexpectedly kind and that the eldest sister-in-law was also easy to get along with.
Although her stepson was a little distant and indifferent at first, he was also polite and polite and never felt sorry for her.
Later, she heard about what happened to the person in front of Zhao Mingyan, and she vaguely understood the reason.
Her father-in-law and mother-in-law were friendly to her, firstly because Zhao Mingyan had not married for many years and finally relented and was willing to marry. As long as it was a woman, they were willing, no matter whether she was a noble girl or a mountain girl.
The second is that she has a soft temper, which is really comforting compared to the one in front of her who always makes trouble, so she can't help but be nicer to her.
Qin Wan was also very satisfied with this, probably because she loved Wujiwu. She was also very good to Zhao Xingyun. The child was also kind-hearted, but a little pitiful because his mother had been hurt by many rumors.
When she told Zhao Mingyan about the dream she had had, he tossed and turned for several days before finally making a decision and discussing with her not to have children.
Qin Wan disagreed at first. Although she had experienced such pain and was very scared, she felt more powerless and painful that she could not give birth to the child, so she could only take her unborn child with her. die.
She wanted that child, wanted to have a child.
But the strange thing is that after she spent some time with Zhao Xingyun, the blank space in her heart seemed to be filled back by this child, making her feel happy and satisfied.
So she never mentioned having children again.
In this life, she just wants to keep the father and son together and live a good life.
"What's wrong? Nervous? Don't worry, no one will make things difficult for you. If anyone makes things difficult for you, just tell me. If you think that I, a man, will end badly, tell my sister-in-law."
Zhao Mingyan has become much calmer over the years. After hanging out in the military camp for several years, the temperament of the playboy son of your noble family has been worn away one by one, and his eyebrows have become a little colder.
However, his eyes were soft and his tone was gentle at this time, for fear of shocking the people around him.
Qin Wan shook his head: "It's okay, no one will bully me. Don't worry. Didn't you promise Xingyun that Xiu Mu would practice sword practice with him today? Send me there later and come back quickly."
Zhao Mingyan nodded vigorously and smiled: "Okay."
The carriage passed by the driveway, and Su Fu crouched on the spot, at a loss, and for some reason, she felt a little scared.
She looked up at the sky.
At this time, the sun rises in the east, and the bright sunlight shines on the ground, making everything bright.
The sunlight seemed to shine into the deepest part of the human heart, illuminating those dark and sinful things, and then disappeared.
The cycle of cause and effect is clear.
Su Fu stood up after squatting for a while, and then walked outside with heavy steps.
This time she came back, she just felt unwilling, as if the hope she had been looking forward to had finally died. Now that she had married into the Chen family, Zhao Mingyan had remarried, and she knew that she no longer wanted to be with Zhao Mingyan. It's possible.
Even if they make a fuss, it will be of no use except embarrassment.
And she didn't want to appear like this in front of others and be laughed at by the world, laughing at her transformation from the former legitimate daughter of the Marquis to the miserable state she is in now.
She looked up at the sky and then at the road under her feet, and for a moment she didn't know where she was going.
She didn't want to go back to the Chen family, because she felt that the Chen family was a prison that had trapped her all her life, and she didn't want to go back to the Jinning Palace, because once the people in the Jinning Palace found her, they would definitely send her back to the Chen family.
But if she doesn't go back to Chen's house, where can she go?
She counted the money she had brought out, and felt that her heart was extremely sour. She was alone, had no money, and had no skills to make a living. If she didn't go back, she would be hungry when all the money was spent. Die outside.
Su Fu thought about it for several days. After spending all the money in her hand, she had no choice but to go to Jinning Palace.
later.
She returned to Chen's house.
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