After Su Luo's haircut ceremony in the Imperial City, Su Fu was still a little unwilling. She wanted to find a way to stay in the Imperial City. Even if she couldn't find Zhao Mingyan, she could also find a way to meet Zhao Xingyun.
This is her biological son.
After learning that Zhao Mingzhan was not dead and that Zhao Mingyan might always be a playboy and would live under the protection of his father and brother for the rest of his life and never become the regent in her previous life, she went crazy once.
Later, she was forcibly married to the Chen family, and she thought of Prince Zhao's Mansion and Zhao Mingyan's good fortune again.
How can the Chen family compare with the Zhaowang Mansion? Chen Lian was a concubine. Although he was the only heir, how could he compare with the prince's son?
But the people in Jinning Palace would not let her stay, and the Chen family would not let her stay. After a few more days of delay, she was forcibly 'invited' by the maid into a carriage and returned to Chen Shilang's hometown.
Shilang Chen was born into a poor family, and his family was originally in a village.
But after all, he had been an official all his life and had some savings. Before he retired, he bought a three-bedroom house with a small garden in the state capital, and also prepared some family property. The family was living well. Not bad.
But Su Fu was unwilling to give in. She was the legitimate daughter of the Duke's Palace and the third young lady of the Prince's Palace, but she ended up in this situation, living in such a small courtyard and marrying Chen Lian, a loser who had accomplished nothing.
Su Fu was thinking about finding an opportunity to return to the Imperial City, and even thought about returning to Prince Zhao's Mansion in the future. Even if Zhao Mingyan was just a playboy in the future, she would still be better than Chen Lian. She would definitely be safe and sound, guarding her husband and children. Live your life and never make trouble again.
So she refused to sleep with Chen Lian, nor did she want to give birth to an heir for the Chen family.
The Chen family couldn't bear it anymore and took three concubines for Chen Lian one after another. Moreover, they were girls of innocent origin, hoping that they would give birth to children of the Chen family.
Su Fu sneered and didn't care. She didn't want to live with Chen Lian anyway. She didn't care who gave birth to the Chen family's child, as long as it wasn't her.
She didn't even care about Chen Lian, so how could she care about these women, or even the children these women gave birth to?
She was just angry that she was trapped here by the Jinning Palace and the Chen family and could not escape.
Then one year passed, and almost two years passed. A concubine of the Chen family finally gave birth to the Chen family's first heir. The Chen family was full of joy, and a full moon feast was held.
She claimed that she was ill and could not go out to see guests, so the Chen family asked the concubine to come out to help entertain the guests and receive a full house of guests.
She sat in the yard, listening to the lively noise in the front yard, and felt a little annoyed.
The maids around her were all arranged by the Wang family. Seeing her like this, they couldn't help but persuade her again.
"Since Madam doesn't want to have sex with the young master, nor does she want to have children, now that a concubine has given birth, Madam must show her mistress's demeanor. How can she be allowed to lead a concubine? If Madam continues like this, she will be old in the future. Your hard life."
Although these maids have been keeping an eye on Su Fu and trapped her here, preventing her from returning to the Imperial City, they sincerely hope that she will be well.
When Su Fu first got married, they advised Su Fu and Chen Lian to live a good life and forget about the past. After all, she had done so many wrong things and there was no going back. It was better to seize the moment and live their lives well. alright.
At that time, Su Fu was angry that Duke Jinning had forced her to marry her. She was so angry that she wanted to stop living a good life. When she saw Chen Lian, she cursed her. She even refused to give face to Chen Shilang and Chen Lian's biological mother.
Chen Shilang and Chen Lian thought that they might have to rely on the Jinning Palace in the future, so they finally tolerated it. However, the relationship between the couple was not good, and they were like resentful couples. Later, they calmed down, but the couple was like strangers.
The Chen family intends to reconcile with Su Fu, and wants Chen Lian and Su Fu to have an heir with the blood of the Duke of Jinning. They think that even if Chen Lian fails to take the imperial examination in this life, the child will be able to take this line in the future. I can walk more smoothly and have someone to protect me.
But not only was Su Fu unwilling to have children, she was even unwilling to sleep with Chen Lian, and she even had a quarrel with Chen Lan over this.
At that time, the maids also advised her to live a good life with her husband, and it would be best to have a child so that she could rely on her in the future. But what Su Fu said was that she had Zhao Xingyun, and that was her son. She would never agree. He would have children with someone like Chen Lian.
She refused to have children, so her role in marrying into the Chen family was greatly reduced. After several quarrels, the Chen family also became angry. Since you don't want to give birth, let someone else do it, so they gave Chen Lian a concubine. She is still a good concubine.
These good concubines cannot be dismissed casually.
But Su Fu didn't care. Now that the child was born, Su Fu didn't care either. She didn't even show her face. Who would remember that she was the eldest lady of the Chen family in the future.
She doesn't give birth to children, and she doesn't even care about the honor of the main wife. Now for the sake of the Jinning Palace, the Chen family really won't do anything to her, but what will happen when she gets old in the future?
When she gets old, her grandfather, father, mother, and even brothers and sisters-in-law are gone. She has no son to support her, and her position as the principal wife is also occupied by others. When she gets old, it falls into the hands of concubines and concubines. Where is the good life?
"Madam, don't even think about returning to the Imperial City. Is it possible to live a good life with the young master here?"
Su Fu could no longer suppress her anger: "I'm just a maid. You dare to interfere with my affairs. I can do whatever I want. Just do your duty as a maid. If you really care about me, then Let me get out of here!"
"I don't want to stay in this hellish place anymore. Please let me go back to the Imperial City!"
"If Chen Lian and I are allowed to live a good life and have children, who is he? And the children born in this concubine want me to make faces for them, who are they?"
"And you, who do you think you are? Get out of here! Get out of here!"
Su Fu drove a group of maids out and couldn't help but shed tears. She didn't understand why she ended up in such a situation. She broke up with her natal family, reconciled with her husband, and then was married to this place and was trapped here. .
She regretted it.
If she had known this, she should have lived a good life with Zhao Mingyan. Even if she could not become the regent, she would still be the third young lady in the Zhao palace.
She could still live a glorious life in the Imperial City, with her husband's family in a royal palace and a high-ranking duke's family. She had lived a life that others would envy.
But she actually got to this point step by step. In the end, her mother's family hated her, her husband's family hated her, and her husband also hoped to stay as far away from her as possible, and it was best not to see her for the rest of his life.
And her son is afraid that he doesn't want to see her either.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help crying again.
