"Mingyan, Mingyan, please walk slower, I'm holding the child."
"Mingyan, look at Sijun, this is our child, look at him..."
Today, Su Fu was wearing the same clothes she wore when they first met, a red dress embroidered with delicate peonies, which made her delicate and beautiful, making her look more delicate than a flower.
This was how she appeared in front of him and fascinated him.
Although now that she has given birth to a child, she is no longer as pretty as when she was a girl, but she is still beautiful. The original piece of clothing was thrown away long ago. In order to see Zhao Mingyan, she had several similar ones made. of.
But Zhao Mingyan didn't even look at her. He glanced around and saw that the child in her arms was doing well, so he continued to pull her deeper into the alley.
When they reached a deserted place in the alley, Zhao Mingyan let go of his hand and asked her with a pale face: "Su Fu, what exactly do you want to do?"
In fact, he wanted to throw her away, but seeing that she was holding the child in her arms, he was afraid that she would throw her away and fall and hit the child, so he held back, but he couldn't suppress the anger in his heart.
He felt that he was really unlucky, how could he be entangled with such a woman.
It’s true that if you don’t keep your eyes open when you get married, your life will be ruined.
Seeing that he had thrown her away, Su Fu felt a little angry, but thinking about the purpose of her visit today, she could bear it.
She said in a good voice: "Mingyan, don't be angry. I just haven't seen you for a while and want to talk to you. Besides, Sijun misses you too. I haven't seen you since he was born." He did it a few times."
Speaking of children, Zhao Mingyan felt a little guilty. Although he was a playboy, he was not without conscience. It would be fine if he didn't have children. Now that they are all born, it has become a heavy responsibility.
Many times, he really doesn't know how to deal with it, nor how to be a father.
When Su Fu saw Zhao Mingyan's eyes falling on the child, she pursed her lips and remained silent. Her eyes lit up and she asked him, "Mingyan, do you want to hug him? He is so good."
"Me?" Zhao Mingyan was stunned for a moment, looking down at the child's delicate features and white and tender face, his expression was a little dazed and a little moved.
Su Fu said: "Yes, you haven't hugged the child yet. The child must also want to be hugged by his father."
Zhao Mingyan hesitated for a moment, then nodded, and stretched out his hands stiffly to hug the child. His arms were very stiff, and the child in his arms was a soft ball. He was neither crying nor fussing, and his eyes were wandering. , and also let out a sneer of laughter.
Zhao Mingyan's heart suddenly softened. He had only met him a few times before and had never been in contact with him. He only felt that he had complicated feelings towards this child. Now he was holding him in his arms, a small ball with small hands and feet, very soft and weak. , and my heart felt heavy.
The child called out twice, revealing two millet teeth, which were white and very cute.
Zhao Mingyan felt weak and asked Su Fu: "What is his name?"
"Sijun, Zhao Sijun." Su Fu's face was suddenly filled with smiles, "Mingyan, look at how cute he is."
Zhao Mingyan frowned slightly, feeling a little disgusted with this name, so he said: "He should be a Xingzhi generation. You can give him a different name. His first name will be Xingzhi."
The youngest son in the junior high school was named Zhao Xingzhi. King Zhao named him after reading countless books, which shows how much he liked him.
Comparing the two, Zhao Mingyan lowered his eyes and looked at the child, feeling that he was really pitiful. His parents had done something wrong, but he, an innocent child, had to bear it.
Su Fu paused for a moment, then said: "Then do you want to give him a name? This can be used as his nickname. You are his father, so you should also give him a name."
Zhao Mingyan thought about it and realized that it was indeed the right thing to do. After thinking for a while, he said, "Then call him Xingyun. I hope he will be as free as Xingyun in this world without any worries."
After saying that, Zhao Mingyan handed the child back to Su Fu. Although he was a little reluctant to let go, it was not time yet.
Su Fu took the child and then pleaded to Zhao Mingyan: "Mingyan, look, this child has no father by his side. How pitiful it is. I have done many wrong things before, but the child is innocent after all."
"Many things before were caused by my misunderstanding. Now after so many things, I also understand that I was wrong. There is nothing wrong in this life. I don't ask you to forgive me right now. I just Please give me a chance for the sake of your child."
"I don't ask you to take me back. You might as well come and see me and the child when you have free time."
"As soon as this child is born, he will not be happy and happy. Because of what you and I caused, he is destined to have a rough life in the future. He will be criticized by others. Can you bear to put him in such a situation? He is your biological child. ah!"
"But, if you and I reconcile and I change my ways, in a few years, when he grows up, no one will mention this matter."
"Even if we mention it, we can only say that his parents had conflicts before, did wrong things, and divorced. Then there is nothing else. He will be able to live a good life."
"And it's best for him to grow up under his parents' knees."
"Mingyan, for the sake of the child, can't you forgive me for once?" Su Fu lowered her head and cried, and Lihua shed tears pitifully, "I really like you, and I will only recognize you as the only one in this life, no matter what I did. What, but my heart towards you is true."
"I snatched you away from Sixth Sister regardless of the secular world because I liked you. After we left, I kept pestering you. It's also because I couldn't bear to let you go..."
"Make it clear, how about we reconcile..."
It was rare for Zhao Mingyan to hear what she said. He didn't want to hear it before, but for the sake of his children, he listened to it today. Moreover, he was leaving, and he didn't know when he would be able to come back. This is to put an end to this matter.
"Su Fu." Zhao Mingyan breathed a sigh of relief, "No matter what you say, we can't go back to the past between you and me. Some things happen when they happen, and if they are wrong, they are wrong. I am tired too. You I still have a lot of good years ahead of me, don’t waste them here.”
"Just think of it as letting me go and letting yourself go."
After so many things, he was very tired and didn't want to look back. Moreover, he didn't believe a word of Su Fu's words. If he said he knew his mistakes and changed them, he might get worse in the future.
After falling into a pit once, he was not stupid enough to fall into it a second time.
"As for the child, if you are willing, I will take him back to Prince Zhao's Mansion. From now on, he will be my biological son and the son of Prince Zhao's Mansion. As long as he is strong enough, he will not care about the rumors outside."
"I am his father. No matter how bad a bastard I am, I will always protect him."
