On the second day of June, Zhao Mingzhan received the imperial edict and went to the Western Wei Dynasty as an envoy to congratulate the Emperor of the Western Wei Dynasty on his birthday.
Su Fu stood in the crowd, watching the vast team of envoys leave the imperial city, the eagerness and anticipation in her eyes could not be stopped.
After waiting for a long time, this opportunity is finally coming.
It's finally coming.
After Zhao Mingzhan left, he could never come back. Once Zhao Mingzhan died, Murong Ning also died soon after, and then Zhao Mingyan became the Prince Zhao's Mansion.
Su Fu gritted her teeth secretly. Zhao Mingyan had been avoiding her so much recently. She hadn't seen him for a long time. If she never saw him, how could she get back to him?
no!
She must think of a way.
Oh, and there are kids!
Thinking of this, she hurried to the Duke Ning's Mansion again. Ever since Li Lin sent the child to the Duke Ning's Mansion in the first month, Mrs. Jinning kept the child for various reasons and did not return it to Su Fu. Now she still has the child. Keep it well in the house.
Su Fu went to petition several times to no avail, but the Jinning Palace wanted to give the child away for adoption, but Su Fu failed to make a fuss.
When she arrived at the door of Jinning Duke's Mansion, she was stopped: "Please stay."
"I want to see my grandma!" Su Fu looked unhappy. Although being stopped at the door had happened many times, she was extremely embarrassed and felt extremely humiliated every time.
Thinking about it carefully, she has suffered much more humiliation in this life than in her previous life. In her previous life, she married Zhao Mingqi as his concubine, and was held in such high esteem by him that even the crown prince would shun him. No one would bow his head at her feet.
She had been humiliated and criticized by these people many times in her life, which really made her angry and embarrassed.
But now, she can't look back. She has had enough of being pointed out by others, and the only one she can hold on to is Zhao Mingyan.
"Miss Fu, please come back. The old lady won't see you."
When Su Fu was not married, people in her family called her the fourth girl. When she got married, she became the fourth aunt's grandmother. Now they are divorced, and the family also kicked her out of the house and refused to recognize her as a relative. So they unified the caliber and called her Fu girl.
"Presumptuous!" Su Fu's face turned cold and she reprimanded, "We didn't even give a notice. How can we say that I don't want to see my grandma? If grandma doesn't want to see me, I won't bother grandma, but I miss my Sijun family. I want to Meet him.”
Su Fu named the child Zhao Sijun, which made people sick. After the child was sent to Jinning Duke's Mansion, Jinning Duke's wife gave him the nickname Ping An, and the family tentatively called him Ping An's young master.
"Could it be that you don't even allow me to see my own child?"
"Although Duke Jinning's residence is my mother's family, there is no reason to detain my child and not let my mother see it!"
"Go tell grandma, if she doesn't return the child to me, I will go to Jingzhao Mansion to sue Jinning Duke Mansion!"
After saying that, Su Fu raised her chin slightly, feeling a little proud.
In fact, if she really wanted to get the child back, she still had a way. If she didn't do it these days, she just wanted the Jinning Palace to help raise the child.
Raising a child is very annoying, especially when it starts to cry. Duke Jinning is willing to raise it for her, so why not? She just needs to come to the house from time to time to show that she is the child's biological mother.
Just take the child away when she needs it.
Now is indeed the time.
The guard guarding the gate was a little confused when he heard her saying that she was going to Jingzhao Mansion to file a complaint.
"Why are you so stupid? Why don't you report it?"
This really made Su Fu sue the Jingzhao Mansion, and the Jinning Mansion had really become a joke in the imperial city. The guard's heart skipped a beat, and he turned around and went in to find a maid who was delivering the message to report to the Wang family.
Wang was stunned after hearing this: "Did she really say this?"
"It's indeed what Miss Fu said."
"Is she still outside the door now?"
"Here, he is clamoring to see the old lady."
Wang thought for a moment. Although she was extremely reluctant to see Su Fu, she really couldn't let her go to Jingzhao Mansion to complain, otherwise it would really become a joke.
"Invite her in. I want to see what she wants."
"yes."
Su Fu agreed and was led by a maid into Fupingyuan and into the Buddhist hall where Wang was chanting sutras.
"Old madam, Miss Fu has arrived."
Su Fu subconsciously wanted to salute, but she felt a little embarrassed. Halfway through the salute, she felt a little stiff.
Wang nodded without even opening her eyes.
The maid left, and the room was quiet. Su Fu took a few steps forward, knelt down on the futon next to where Wang was sitting, and then paid homage to the Buddha statue: "Buddha is here, and Su Fu, a believer, pays homage."
Wang raised her eyes, and then listened to Su Fu continue: "Xinnu knows that Xinnu has done wrong things over the years, and now she regrets it extremely. I beg the Buddha to give Xinnu another chance, so that I can have a good life and raise a child, so that I can have a good life in the future." Treat him well."
"Ask the Buddha for help."
These words were prayed to the Buddha, but they were actually meant for Wang.
Wang glanced at her, then continued to recite Buddhist scriptures with her eyes closed, ignoring her. Su Fu was quite patient this time, and did not show any impatience. She knelt aside and waited quietly.
When Wang finished chanting and stood up, her eyes lit up, and then she stood up as well: "Grandma."
Mei Gu, who had been standing by, came over to help Wang go out, and Su Fu also followed.
After sitting down in the bright hall, a maid served hot tea. Wang drank a cup of tea and breathed a sigh of relief when she saw Su Fu still standing quietly and politely in the hall.
If a person who has always been obedient and sensible suddenly becomes irrational, others may be disappointed in him. But for a person who has no peace all day long, she suddenly becomes calm and well-behaved, but it also makes people feel relieved, thinking that she changed.
This is how Wang felt at this time.
"Why did you come here today?"
Su Fu hurriedly saluted: "Grandma, I came here today to take Sijun back. It was all my fault before. I didn't take good care of him. I feel very ashamed."
"I want to be a good mother in the future so that I can make it up to him."
Wang glanced at her lightly: "If you are really good for him, you shouldn't stop him from being given away. His identity is too embarrassing, and Prince Zhao's palace does not recognize him. If you continue to stay, In the Imperial City, you will be ridiculed and unable to hold your head up for the rest of your life."
This child is given away and has a new identity, so that he will be better in the future.
After all, these rumors are as fierce as tigers. How many people can bear it? If it is a person's whole life, his origin is a joke. But when everyone sees him, he will be reminded of his disgraceful past. No matter how hard he works, No matter how outstanding you are, you have to live in the judgment of others.
Such a lifetime is really pitiful.
It would be better to give it to a childless couple to keep, so that they can stand upright in this world in the future.