"But I had been here for more than three months at that time, and I knew about the fight between Su Fu and Su Ran, so I quietly avoided it. I just didn't expect that the cup of spiked wine would fall into Su Ling's hands. In hand."
"I was only thinking about protecting myself at the time. I never thought about what would happen if this glass of wine fell into the hands of others. If I had thought more about it at the time, I might have been able to avoid what happened to Su Ling."
After all, she didn't have much sense of belonging in Jinning Palace at that time. The only thing she was thinking about was self-protection. As for other people, she didn't think about it at all.
If it were her current self, she would probably find a way to get rid of the contaminated wine to avoid disasters that would happen later.
Seeing her tangled expression, Li Lin seemed a little regretful, so he advised: "This is not your fault, and you don't need to blame yourself."
She smiled: "I don't blame myself. I never carry other people's affairs on my back, and I only think of it later."
"So you really don't have to worry about my death. The Su Wan from before was always in bad health, that's why he was like that. But in the past few years, my body has been in good health. You just don't believe me. Then Mr. Liu You should believe it, he checked my pulse twice and I felt it was pretty good."
"As for the fact that Su Wan once married Zhao Mingyan, you don't have to take it to heart. She and I are actually two people, and you are the only one I marry."
Hearing this, he felt some warmth in his heart. He looked at her delicate eyebrows and smiled: "You only married me, and I will only marry you."
"Yes." Su Wan leaned on his arm and felt happy. There was no one else between them. "Actually, she was quite unlucky. She did not die well in both lives. The first life was an accident, but the second life But he was harmed by Su Fu and Su Ran."
"Maybe it's because I became Su Wan and didn't die. In order to get Zhao Mingyan, Su Fu set up such a trap for me. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have been able to escape."
Li Lin also thought about that incident. Su Fu had indeed evil intentions, and Su Wan was almost killed by her at that time.
Thinking of this, he felt that throwing Su Fu into the mass grave would be an advantage to her.
"When you asked me if I wanted to marry you, I actually had no feelings for you. I just thought your conditions were really good for me. I don't know how long the fight between Su Fu and Su Ran will last. I I also wanted to stay away from Jinning Duke’s Mansion, so I agreed.”
Speaking of which, at the beginning, Li Lin was just her most favorable choice after weighing the advantages and disadvantages, and she also thought that if he was not good, she would kick him out with Li. How could she have known that she would have the relationship she has today.
Li Lin's eyes moved slightly and he looked at her quietly.
"But now, I can't even bear to make you sad..."
"I'm telling you this, actually, I want you to know that I am not that woman. I also cherish my own life and will not leave you early..."
She couldn't bear to make him sad, nor could she bear to make him uneasy. Seeing him like this, she felt that her heart had no place to rest day by day.
He reached out and held her in his arms, smelling his familiar breath, and his heart relaxed little by little: "So, you won't leave me, will you?"
She nuzzled into his arms and kept nodding: "No, we will all live a long time."
He reached out and touched her head, and said in a gentle tone, "Then it's settled."
"Um."
In fact, Li Lin thought more. As early as when Li Fu talked about the so-called past life, he felt strange that something went wrong and he was not with her. But if it was according to what Su Wan said, That makes sense.
What he liked was naturally the Su Wan in front of him. From the first time he saw her, she was different in his heart. Later, he wanted to marry her, hoping to spend a lifetime with her.
If in Li Fu and Su Fu's previous life, the Su Wan was not the current Su Wan, it would be normal for him not to have a crush on each other.
Then that man married Zhao Mingyan, but instead of getting married, he trained Li Fu.
Thinking of this, he felt a little lucky that he could meet her and be with her in this life.
He looked down at her with a gentle expression: "Are you tired? Do you want to go take a nap?"
Su Wan nodded. After telling these things, she felt a little uneasy in her heart. She was also afraid that Li Lin would ask her other things. If she took a nap now, she might not be able to fall asleep, but lying down would help. It was good that he was at a loss.
She watched him carry her back to the bed, take off her shoes for her, and was about to lie down on the side when she tugged on his clothes.
"Well, don't tell others about me. I'm terrible, and I don't like others looking at me with probing eyes. Just treat me as an ordinary person. I am also the same as Su Ran. No, at most I can only remember two lines of poetry..."
"Don't worry." He lowered his eyes and reached out to pull a strand of hair by her ear. "No one will know about this except me, and no one will know."
"Go to sleep and forget everything about today. You didn't say anything, and I didn't listen to anything."
Su Wan was stunned for a moment, then nodded, obediently found a comfortable position in his arms, and then closed her eyes.
He looked at the person in his arms and took a slow breath. Although this matter was indeed a bit ridiculous, he secretly felt a little lucky in his heart. If there was no her in this world, he would probably be with Li Fu in his previous life. Just like that man, he never married a wife and lived alone until his old age.
But...now that you're here, don't think about leaving, don't even think about it.
The two talked about the matter, and Li Lin didn't think about whether she would die. The couple also pretended that the matter had not been mentioned before, and no one mentioned it again. In the next few days, they had some free time to visit the Imperial City. I walked around and bought a lot of things.
When the time was almost up, the two of them went to Jinning Duke's Mansion to say goodbye again. It was in the evening when Su Xun could come back and have a meal.
Mrs. Wang was a little reluctant to leave her: "Are you leaving? When?"
Li Lindao: "We will set off at about noon tomorrow. The weather is a bit colder in the morning, so we are not in a hurry. We will just walk slowly."
Mrs. Wang nodded: "After you and your wife go back, you need to live a good life. You and your wife need to be tolerant. It is rare for people in this world to be perfect. As long as it is not an unforgivable mistake, you can be tolerant." of."
"There are upper and lower teeth, and there are times when they bump into each other, let alone two people. If you quarrel, you need to think about what grandma said today."
"If there is anything you think is bad about the other person, you should try your best to say it without saying anything to anyone. As time goes by, the dissatisfaction will grow."
