He felt slightly sad in his heart, but he knew that it was the best for her that she could live so transparently and freely.
He hopes that he can become the most important person in her life and stay with her for the rest of his life, instead of becoming her everything and letting her live only for him. Without him, he would feel that the world has lost its color and life is gone. look forward to.
Of course, this is how she feels intellectually. It can be seen that she is like this, and she also feels that her position in her heart is quite lacking, which makes her a little sad.
Perhaps he was selfishly greedy and wanted to get more. He wanted to have her wholeheartedly and wanted her to be filled with him.
He lowered his eyes and had complicated thoughts for a moment.
Su Wan didn't know that he was thinking so much all of a sudden. Now he was overjoyed and leaned against him again. She felt safe and secure in her heart. She yawned several times in a row and leaned against him, trying to sleep.
He felt weak when he saw her looking like she could hardly open her eyes. He stretched out his hand to stroke her hair and said warmly, "Just sleep for a while. I'll call you when the time comes."
Forget it, what does he care about these things?
She is now his wife and the one who wants to spend her life with him. It is enough to know that she likes him very much. At least in her heart, he can be compared with Su Xun.
Su Wan said: "You should rest for a while, it will take half an hour to arrive. I'm tired from the journey, so it's good to rest for a while."
"okay."
So the two of them sat on the wooden couch, with him leaning against the soft pillow and she leaning against him. Then they covered themselves with a small quilt and closed their eyes to rest. Smoke was rising from the small incense burner beside them. As it passed by, the carriage shook slightly.
Su Wan smelled the familiar scent and fell asleep in a daze for half an hour. Although he was not completely asleep and could occasionally feel the shaking of the carriage, because he was by his side, he felt very at ease and at ease in his heart.
When the carriage stopped at Jingpingyuan, she opened her eyes quietly, with a hint of sleepiness still in her eyes: "Are you here?"
"arrive."
Su Wan struggled to get up, then tied the cloak he handed over to herself, then went to get his cloak and tied it for him gently with a smile, and finally got off the carriage together.
"The master is back."
"The master is back."
The gatekeepers of the mansion were extremely happy to see Li Lin. Without the male master in the mansion, they always felt a little uneasy and the house was much quieter. Now that the male master was back, they felt that it was complete.
Li Lin came back in a hurry and rode all the way back. He didn't bring anything with him except a few changes of clothes, so he didn't have much luggage.
Before Su Wan came back, hot water was heated in the yard. When the two of them entered the yard, she pushed him to wash up first to avoid really smelling bad, and then she went to find clothes for him. .
It was only mid-to-late September when Li Lin left, and it was still autumn. Although the autumn wind was gradually picking up, it was not cold. It was already snowing now, and she needed to find him some winter clothes.
Fortunately, after winter came, she packed up his winter clothes and put them in the compartment, fearing that he would not find them when he came back to wear them. In addition, when she had some free time, she asked Madam Zhang to make four sets for him, two sets of clothes. One set for daily wear and two sets of pajamas.
With the help of Zhang Fu'er, Xiao Sang, Xiao Pei and others, the clothes were made relatively quickly. Now that they have been washed and put in the cabinet, she can find them as soon as she looks for them.
After finding clothes, she left the dormitory and asked Xiaobai to go to the kitchen. She asked Chef Gao to prepare some food to send to Yuanyou and the others, and also brought some over.
Seeing that she didn't feel tired at all, Xiao Bao was busy here and there like a little bee, and the smile on her face couldn't help but said: "Yes, yes, yes, slave, go now, go now, I promise you will be there for a while Young Master can have something hot to eat."
Su Wan was not angry, and smiled and said: "Xiao Nizi, just laugh at me. When you get married, you will see if I don't laugh at you."
Xiaofei had agreed to marry Zhang Shou a few days ago.
Zhang Shou is a pretty good person, he treats her well, and the people in the Zhang family are also very good. Moreover, after she marries Zhang Shou, she can still stay in the house and work. She feels that based on her current conditions, there is no one better than this. chosen.
Now the Zhang family is preparing to give her a wedding gift. When the time comes, they will ask someone to calculate a good day and embroider a wedding dress so that she can get married.
Since we were in the same mansion, we just walked around the village during the wedding ceremony, and then invited the villagers to join in the fun and have a meal.
Xiaofei's face turned red when she heard this, then she turned around and ran away.
Su Wan laughed twice, then turned to look at Xiao Sang who was holding back his laughter: "Don't laugh either, I will be asked to take it back when the time comes."
Xiao Sang pursed her lips, and her eyes were full of smiles: "We have to wait until that day, but I'm afraid it will take a long time."
Su Wan clicked her tongue: "I don't know how long it will take, but it looks good, so I should settle down earlier. This life is so long, and I always live alone, how boring!"
After saying that, she turned around and returned to the dormitory, carried her clothes and entered the bathroom. However, when she raised her eyes and saw the person soaking in the bathtub, she was slightly stunned.
Her eyes followed the drops of water falling from his back. Her face turned red and her steps paused. For a moment, it turned out that it was neither the past nor leaving.
She was so happy that she forgot that he was taking a shower.
"What's wrong?" He heard the footsteps stopped and asked behind her back, but he didn't stop the movements of his hands. He took a cloth and scrubbed his shoulders. The steam of hot water filled the air and the water made a splash.
Su Wan looked at the traces of water drops and almost went blind.
The skin on his body has the whiteness of a noble son, but it is not thin at all. Instead, it has a very powerful feeling. When the water drops flow over it, it is very bewitching.
Su Wan suddenly remembered how it felt to the touch. It seemed hard and had abdominal muscles.
Her husband typically dresses to look thin and takes off his clothes to show off his figure...
"Ma'am, what's wrong?"
"Ah, it's okay." Su Wan came to his senses, then reached out and patted his red face.
It's over, Su Shi Awan, you have started to covet other people's figures. You are a simple girl!
That’s not right, not only is she not innocent, she is no longer a little girl!
She is married!
Ahhhh!
She is no longer a simple little fairy!
In order to ensure that she didn't care at all, she walked over in a few steps, put his clothes and a clean cloth on a stool nearby, then sat down on the edge of the bathing pool, took off her shoes and stretched out her feet. Soak your feet in the water.
It’s not like you haven’t seen it anyway, right? There is nothing to be shy about!
She raised her chin, feeling that it made sense.
Li Lin's eyes fell on the pair of feet for a moment, then he looked up at her red face and pretended to be calm, and then returned to her two thin white feet dangling in the water. .
His eyes narrowed and he thought, maybe she wanted to die.
"lady."
Su Wan sat on the edge of the pool and looked at him rather condescendingly: "Huh? What's wrong?"
"Come down and wash together."