"Cousin." Shi Huihua held back tears, "But I can't let it go, I can't let it go..."
How much does she like this person?
I like it so much that even though I know it may be painful in the future, I am still willing to have it only at this moment.
She liked him so much that when she thought of being separated from him, she felt so distressed that she couldn't breathe.
She is not really a fool. She has heard these truths countless times, so she naturally understands them, but she just can't let them go. She just doesn't want to let them go.
"It took a lot of effort for me to meet the one I like in this life and who also likes me. If I miss him, I feel like there will never be anyone I can like again."
once having seen the best, the rest is not worthwhile looking.
Once you like someone, if you miss it, everyone you meet in the future will feel that this person is not him or inferior to him.
Su Wan sighed again, it's really hard to say about relationships. Once you fall into it, it's difficult to think rationally, weigh the pros and cons, and find the best way for yourself.
Su Wan sat down on the bed next to him, and then said: "Actually, before I met your cousin, I had a marriage. The other party was the third son of Prince Zhao's palace, a true prince and grandson."
Shi Huihua was stunned for a moment, then turned to look at her.
Su Wan smiled and added: "Actually, it's not a marriage. My mother and Princess Zhao were handkerchiefs. When she was pregnant with me, she made an agreement with Princess Zhao that if a girl was born, she would let me marry her. Princess Zhao’s youngest son.”
"As expected, I was born. The two parties exchanged tokens and made an agreement. After I was born, Prince Zhao's Mansion came to propose marriage and finalize the marriage."
"What happened next? Why did you marry my cousin?"
"Later..." Su Wan smiled again, "Later, the third young master fell in love with my uncle's cousin and desperately wanted to marry her. The two said they were in love. The meaning is profound, we will never abandon each other in life or death, even if we die, we will die together."
Shi Huihua was stunned: "Then cousin, you..."
Su Wan said: "Although my cousin is also a legitimate daughter, if the turn of events really comes, and if I really refuse to withdraw from this engagement, even if she really dies, I won't be able to marry her."
If she really gets into trouble, the Duke of Jinning wants to keep things quiet, but the Duke of Zhenguo is backing her up.
"Young Master of the Prince's Palace, who doesn't think it is a good marriage? I heard that Prince Zhao's Palace can also ask for the position of Marquis. Maybe if he gets married, it will be the Marquis."
"But I think it's really meaningless." Su Wan reached out and patted her thigh with a gentle smile, "This woman has her own standards when it comes to getting married. If I insist on marrying him, but he still misses my cousin, how can I Live a good life with me.”
"Maybe when you are unhappy, you can take it out on me. It's not like I'm full to hold on, and it's not like I can't survive, so I have to climb those high branches, so why bother."
"Then my cousin got married to her sweetheart. The lovers finally got married, which is the envy of others."
"Everyone in the world felt sorry for me, and they also felt that I was really pitiful. A good marriage was robbed. Later, I got engaged to your cousin, and the world said that I had lost my mind and gone crazy. A noble daughter of a noble family, Promised to a poor student who failed the exam."
The corner of Shi Huihua's mouth twitched. Although her cousin was indeed quite good, in comparison, she felt that the princess's cousin had lost her mind and gone crazy.
After all, no matter how good her cousin is, there is no comparison with the prince's son.
"But I think it's pretty good." Su Wan laughed again, "Your cousin seems to be gentle and easy-going, broad-minded, and rarely cares about others, but I know that he is actually Somewhat cold and indifferent.”
"Because he has never taken it to heart, he has no worries in his heart, and it is not a major event that will cause him any loss, so naturally he will not care about it."
"But he treats me differently. I know that when he is with me, he is happy in his heart and cares about me. He has always been serious and attentive. If I am unhappy, he will also say nice words to comfort me. Me, it makes me happy.”
"After I got married to him, he took very good care of me. To put it bluntly, when I was with him, I didn't have to think about anything. I just listened to his arrangements."
"Of course, he can be stingy sometimes. He will be unhappy because I get close to others, and then he will settle accounts with me."
"Living together, we occasionally have different opinions. Sometimes we hold different opinions, and no one is convinced by the other. If I am unhappy, I will make trouble with him, or even get into trouble with him, so that he has to bow his head."
"But most of us are very reasonable."
Su Wan reached out and touched his sleeves, with a gentle smile on his face: "In life, everything goes as planned. The trivial things in life are not important. What is important is that he and I are safe, and the relationship between husband and wife is Everything has been fine."
As for those relatives who have some bad habits, let’s not talk about them. She has them and he has them too. Let’s tolerate each other.
"I actually like him very much. I think it's great to be with him, just sitting together drinking tea, leaning together and watching the sunset."
"You see, although I missed a good marriage, I also met a better person. His heart was full of me and his eyes were full of me. He is better than the original one."
Hearing this, Shi Huihua also had a smile on his face: "My cousin and cousin are indeed very good."
"But do you remember what happened to the cousin who robbed me of my marriage?"
Shi Huihua asked subconsciously: "What's wrong?"
"Reconciliation."
"What?! Reconciled with...?!" Shi Huihua was startled and stunned.
"Yes, we have made peace." Su Wan's face was calm, "We promised in the past that we would be deeply affectionate and would never give up on each other, but in the end, it was nothing more than that."
"My cousin found out that she was pregnant with a child after we divorced. It's just a pity that Prince Zhao's Mansion didn't recognize the child, saying that she wanted to give birth to her. Even if she gave birth to the child, the most they would do in the future would be to buy him a family property and let him starve. If you don't die, you will die, and you have the right to be treated as a foreigner."
Although Su Fu is not a good person, her end is really pitiful.
Su Wan smiled and said: "I am telling you this today because I hope you will wake up. It is not easy for women in this world. No matter how deep the relationship is, you must leave yourself a way out. Don't be like a moth. It’s like putting out a fire, but it will burn to ashes in the end, and nothing will be gained.”
"Perhaps when a man and a woman like each other, they both feel that they have enough in life and are willing to give everything for it."
"But when the passion of love in youth fades away, and you are exhausted by the trivialities of life, or when the couple disagrees and become a bitter couple, what should you do?"
"So I advise you to leave a way for yourself. If he still likes you after recovering his memory, you can happily marry him. If things don't work out, you have a way out at this time..."
