Yes, she knew it in her heart, but she was also afraid and unwilling to face the result.
She was afraid that Shi Su would not like her and would never be with her again after he regained his memory, or that, as everyone had guessed, he already had a wife and children and had no fate with her.
But she didn't want to accept such a result.
It was obvious that she and he were in love with each other.
But now everyone tells her that she and him are from two different worlds. The person who is in love with her now, and even the relationship between the two, are all fake and fake.
Speaking of which, she was just a little teacher's daughter, with a low status and not a very good appearance. But he was probably from an extraordinary family, being a noble son.
If she hadn't saved him and he happened to lose his memory again, he might have nothing to do with her in this life.
When he regains his memory and wakes up, he may not like her, a girl from a mountain village.
She would rather he forget everything and spend the rest of his life with her.
"It can't be cured, cousin." Shi Huihua clenched his fingers, which turned a little white, "It can't be cured."
Li Lin looked at her calmly.
Shi Huihua looked anxious: "Cousin, please help me, I want to be with him."
Li Lin took a sip of tea and then said: "It's not that I don't want to help you, it's just that this matter is really inappropriate. You should go back and think about it carefully. Don't be angry with your father again when you go back."
"The path has been arranged for you, it's your choice."
Li Lin was too lazy to continue talking about this matter with her. He and Su Wan had just come back today, and there were still so many things to deal with. Even if he had time and patience, he didn't want to spend it on these fruitless things.
Shi Huihua wanted to say something else, but seeing that Li Lin no longer wanted to take care of it, he didn't dare to say any more.
Seeing that Li Lin had just come back, Shi Chongshan didn't want to trouble him any more. He quickly took Shi Huihua to say goodbye and left. Li Lin sent people out of the door and told them about a banquet tomorrow and invited their family to come and have dinner.
After sending these two people away, he went to the main courtyard. At this time, Su Wan had almost finished packing. All the things that should have been moved here before were moved here. Now she only needs to use her words to make people move. Just placing it.
At this moment, Su Wan was standing in the yard, asking someone to place her flower pots. Those flowers were raised before she left the palace, and now they have been moved here.
When she saw Li Lin coming back, she waved for him to come over: "How's it going?"
Grandma Zheng had come to talk to her about Shi Hui's painting before, so she probably knew something about it.
Li Lin came over and pulled her towards the house: "Don't worry about her. She knows it's an abyss, but she wants to step into it. If she still insists on it, the bruised head and blood will be hers."
"If they ask you for something in the future, just say you can't make the decision and just blame it on me."
Li Lin naturally knew that these people in his uncle's family had their own problems, and none of them did anything evil. They just occasionally talked about trivial things, and it was very annoying to talk to them.
Su Wan nodded. Since he could handle it himself, she was very happy.
The two walked to the Arhat chair in the main hall and sat down. Xiao Sang brought a pot of hot tea, and then quickly retreated to work.
"Tired?"
Su Wan shook his head: "I slept all the way, so I'm not very tired."
Li Lindao: "Tomorrow I will take you to pay homage to my mother. In the evening, I hosted a banquet for my two uncles. I just sent someone to the kitchen to tell them to prepare. When the time came, my uncle's family said something they didn't want to answer. Just don’t answer.”
"Yes." Su Wan nodded, thinking of Shi Huiqin again, "How is your cousin doing now?"
"Have a doctor look at her."
"How about that?"
"She has been seriously ill for a long time. Even with the best medicine, it will only last a year and a half." Speaking of Shi Huiqin, Li Lin's face became calmer, obviously unhappy, "Don't worry about her. She won’t come over.”
Since she was a guest, Shi Huiqin was extremely ill and looked like she was dying. Many people thought it was bad luck to go to someone else's house. Even if she wanted to come, Shi Chongshan would not agree.
"I just heard that the child has been staying at the door for a long time. I'm afraid he wants to see you."
When Li Fu learned that Li Lin and Su Wan were back, he stayed outside the yard for a long time and did not dare to enter. He stood for a long time before leaving in silence.
Li Lin snorted: "This kid is a bit strange. When I was in the Imperial City, I felt that he felt a little inconsistent. He didn't look like a child. Occasionally, his eyes were quite imposing."
"momentum?"
"It seems that some people have been in high positions for a long time and look down upon the power of the world."
Su Wan suddenly tightened the handkerchief.
In fact, these days, she has also thought about the strangeness of this child.
He seemed to have deep feelings and expectations for Li Lin, and it didn't look like he was faking it. However, Li Lin didn't seem to have anything to do with this child before. He was just a cousin. Where did the relationship come from?
She asked Li Lin: "Are you sure?"
Li Lin nodded: "After they left the Imperial City, I sent people to follow them. At the beginning, I could see a little bit of difference. Later, it disappeared. However, the aura around a person is sometimes difficult to see. Covered up.”
No matter how much he pretends to be, he is not a real four-year-old child, and there will always be some flaws.
"he is very smart."
He probably knew someone was spying on him, so he never showed any difference.
Su Wan thought of the day she met everyone in Licheng. Mr. Tianwen once said that Li Lin was destined to live a lonely life, and suddenly thought of a possibility.
Could this Li Fu be a reborn person?
If in Li Fu's previous life, Li Lin was really destined to live a lonely life, he had no wife, no children, and was alone. If at this time, when Shi Huiqin was dying, she entrusted Li Fu to him, he probably wouldn't care about it. .
Although he is not a very emotional person, he will not be an unfeeling loner. How much blood and kindness do he have with his uncle's family? This uncle's family has some shortcomings, but as long as they are not greedy and act like that, It is impossible for normal people to cut off those who are misbehaving.
That's why Shi Huiqin begged him when she was dying. Even if he didn't like this cousin, he would still help settle the child.
After all, death is like a lamp going out, and there is no point in talking about anything else.
If this is the case, Li Fu follows Li Lin, and Li Lin has no wife or children. Li Fu is very likely to inherit the Li family. If he has been the head of the Li family and has that aura in him, it obviously makes sense. .
Come again.
Su Wan narrowed his eyes.
When they first met, Li Fu called Li Lin his father. At that time, she felt so angry that she was so angry. Now that she thought about it, the expectation and admiration that the child looked at Li Lin at that time didn't seem to be fake.
So, maybe this Guawazi really is his son? !
Su Wan suddenly looked at him.
