In fact, Su Wan also understands that this is already the best way. Who doesn't have a few relatives? If there are relatives connected with relatives, it will be a huge number that cannot be fully calculated.
In this case, it would be better to cut through the details and arrange the most important people.
Su Xun only has three children. If all three of them are leaving the city, he may be reluctant to leave everything here, but he also cares about his children more and wants to be with them. If the elders of the Su family and the Li family are gone, He and Mr. Li would naturally go with Su Xun.
So after arranging the Su Xian, everything is basically settled.
Su Wan was in a trance for a while, as if all the joys and sorrows of his life were coming and going before his eyes, and then for a moment, as if he had figured something out, he suddenly stood up.
Her expression changed rapidly, she was silent for a long time, bit her lip and said: "I was distracted before, so this matter ends here, let it take its course."
In fact, it's just that she is too selfish and only thinks about herself.
She just thought that if she married far away, it would be difficult to see her loving father in the future, and she would not have a father to protect her, but because of this, she would ask them to stay away from their homeland with her and live in a strange place.
They have been in the Imperial City for too long, and there are too many things that are difficult to let go of. They have close relatives, relatives connected by blood, friends they have made for many years, the courtyard house where they have lived all their lives, and the grass they planted with their own hands. Yimu has its own familiar streets, every scenery and every pavement.
They say it’s hard to leave your homeland. After spending most of your life, you have to leave a place you are familiar with, and once you leave, it will be difficult to come back.
Such a sacrifice, even for the sake of children, is too heavy for a person.
She is too selfish!
Su Wan burst into tears, feeling as if a hand had grabbed her heart, making it difficult to breathe.
"I was wrong, I thought wrong."
She only thought about her own reluctance and uneasiness, but never thought that her father also had his own reluctance and uneasiness.
In this world, after all, no one is anyone’s subordinate, and everyone has to make sacrifices for someone!
No matter how much you say, it's all for the sake of your children.
But Su Xun, why can't he live the rest of his life well for himself? !
Live the life you want to live, do the things you want to do, the years will last and your heart will be at peace.
Why should she have a hand in letting him go through hard work and bumps, causing him to have no peace for the rest of his life? !
Li Lin saw her mood change a little intensely, and then tears fell. When he reached out to pull her, a tear just fell on the back of his hand, burning it.
"Sixth Miss? Ah Wan?" He was panicked for a moment, and for a moment he didn't know what to do: "A Wan, don't cry anymore."
In fact, Li Lin is not as emotional as her. To outsiders, he looks gentle and easy-going, but inside he is a little cold and indifferent. He has traveled to too many places and met too many people. To him, separation is rare and ordinary. It's nothing.
When parting, say goodbye. If we have the chance to meet again in the future, we will have a drink and chat together and talk freely about all corners of the world. If we have no chance to meet again, we will each be well. I wish you peace.
In his eyes, the person he cares about most now is Su Wan. As for Su Xun and others, he may care a little, but he feels that if their lives and futures are arranged well, everything will be fine.
He only wanted Su Wan to be happy.
"If you think this is inappropriate, I'll think of another way. You, don't cry anymore." He originally thought that he had arranged it, and she would be happy. After all, she would be able to see her father often in the future, but she didn't. Thinking about it, it was self-defeating and even made her cry.
"Awan, please stop crying, or your eyes will hurt."
Su Wan wiped her tears, regained her composure and sat down again. She shook her head: "I'm fine. You don't have to do that thing anymore. I'm grateful that you are willing to find a famous teacher for Ah Xun, but other things Don’t make arrangements for things.”
"Father can be wherever he wants. This is all his business. I only hope that he can choose what he likes, is happy and willing to do, and not to set such a trap and give him no choice in his life. .”
"As for me..." She glanced at Li Lin, "If that time really comes, if you get the chance, just come back with me and have a look. In this way, it will be harder, and I wonder if you will have time to accompany me."
If so, she might have a harder time. Although she might only see each other once in a few years, she would never see each other again for the rest of her life. Fortunately, Su Xun still had Su Xun and Su Luo by her side, both of whom were filial. It’s not like there are no children around to accompany you.
As for the long road, she walked slowly, treating it as just having fun and enjoying the scenery along the way.
Thinking of this, she was silent for a moment, and then turned her head away. "If you don't want to, that's okay, I'll just go by myself."
"A Wan." Li Lin lowered his eyes, "You are angry with me."
It was indeed because of him that she fell into such a situation. It must be normal for her to be unwilling to leave her hometown and go to a strange place with him in the future.
Now, she was afraid that no matter what kind of guarantee he made, she might think it was false and she didn't believe it.
If this matter cannot be resolved, there will be a gap between the two in the future, and she will blame him.
Li Lin pursed his lips, not knowing what to do, as if the problem had returned to the original time.
"It was you first...it was you who hid it from me first. Am I not even allowed to be angry?!"
"Yes, if a person like you, a proud man of heaven, could like me, then I should be grateful and think it is great luck..."
After all, she is just an ordinary person, and she doesn’t want much. She is backed by the Duke of Jinning, and has so much dowry on her hands. Those family fortunes are what her children and grandchildren will spend their entire lives. Not finished.
She didn't want to get involved in the struggle of a high-ranking family, and she didn't want to be a lowly person starting from her granddaughter-in-law's turn, and then become the master of the family a few decades later.
At the beginning, she felt that Li Lin was indeed her best choice. Gradually, she started to fall in love with him, and she felt that she was really lucky to have met someone who treated her sincerely and had a good relationship.
Her life could pass peacefully and peacefully.
Such a life of joy, such a life of joy.
Time has been kind to her throughout her life, and she has been kind to time throughout her life.
Live up to this life.
But everything now goes against her original intention, runs counter to the life she wants, and is far away from the people she cares about. It may be difficult to see them again in the rest of her life.
In the past, she could feel that Jinning Duke's Mansion was her backer and her escape route. As long as something happened to her, she would have her elders and her father make the decision for her, so she would never be bullied to death.
But in this situation, thousands of miles away from each other in the future, the only people she can rely on are herself and Li Lin.
He said at this time that he liked her, and she believed it, but who knew what the future would be like. She was alone in a foreign country, with no relatives around her, and no one would stand up for her.
She is confused about the future, uncertain about the future, and even extremely uneasy.
