He didn't dare to think deeply before, but now the more he thinks about it, the more uncomfortable he feels.
If we compare him to jade, at this moment he is like a piece of exquisite jade that has been thrown out of cracks, which are densely packed and painful.
He couldn't bear it!
I couldn't bear to let her go, and I couldn't bear to make her sad.
He suddenly reached out and took her hand, pulling her into his arms.
Su Wan suddenly bumped into a chest, and the familiar and warm breath surrounded her instantly. She was startled, and just about to get angry, she felt his hands on her waist and hugged her into his arms.
She was stunned for a moment and forgot to resist.
When he got along with her before, he had always been a gentleman, and he paid attention to etiquette. He didn't dare to go out of his way in the slightest. At most, he held hands and didn't dare to do anything else.
Hug, this is the first time.
At this time, the wind blew, and the petals that fell from the trees fluttered in the wind and fell one after another. It was like a rain of petals in the forest.
It was quiet in the forest, except for the sound of the wind blowing in the peach forest and the peach blossoms falling one after another. The petals fell to the ground, as if there was a certain determination that the dust had settled.
"Ah Wan." He lowered his eyes, a little sad, and his voice was slow, "Except for this, I will do everything else for you. I will give you whatever you want. After we get married, I will do the same. I will always be with you, except for those six years, the rest of the time will also be yours."
"Even during those six years, I would not go too far. I would come back to accompany you after the New Year or when I return."
"I will never let you feel lonely and uneasy, no matter what time."
"The journey is long and difficult. I can't take you with me. There are too many places on the road. It's normal to go over mountains and sleep in the wild. You are not in good health, but you can't bear such suffering."
"It's not that it's your fault, it's just that most women can't bear such suffering. Besides, if you get sick on the way, what should you do?"
When he was six years old, he followed his father on this path. He met many people, encountered many things, and suffered a lot of hardships. As the son of the Li family, this is true for him and his future children. Come all the way.
No matter how distressed he was, he couldn't change it.
If the Li family wants to pass it on, the way the Li family raises their children must not be abolished, so that the Li family can last forever.
"If you miss the third master and your family members, you can even ask me to find a way to bring them there with you."
"I'll give you whatever you want."
"Everything is fine."
"I just want to ask you one thing. Don't abandon me because of this and look for someone else..."
He felt that the clothes on his chest were a little wet, and the pain in his heart was spreading densely.
He closed his eyes and said, "I know it's me who makes things difficult for you. I want to make you happy, but I also want you to give in to me and follow me away from my homeland and go somewhere else."
"If you are unhappy or unwilling, I can wait."
"No matter how long it takes, I am willing."
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Su Wan listened to what he said a lot, and didn't know which words he heard or remembered. He left Taolin in a daze, returned to the original place, and then asked people to pack their things, and the group went to Go back.
She was in low spirits, walking with her head down and unwilling to talk. Li Lin followed her and accompanied her back to the farm. When she entered the pavilion, he stood there for a while, and finally sighed.
When Su Wan came back, Murong Xian and Wang Weixi were no longer in the pavilion. It seemed that they were engaged or about to be engaged, and had gone to a deserted place to meet early.
There were only a few girls left in the pavilion, and most of them were hanging out in groups of men and women.
Princess Rujin was still there. She didn't like hanging out with that group of people. At this moment, she was playing Shuanglu with a few girls. The girls laughed carefreely.
She looked up and saw Su Wan walking into the pavilion, and was extremely surprised: "Why are you back?!"
Finally, seeing that Su Wan's face was a little pale and his eyes were a little red, his expression suddenly changed: "What's wrong? Could it be that Li Jingyuan bullied you?!"
"No." Su Wan hurriedly explained, "I'm tired from playing and want to come back. Nothing else."
Princess Rujin glanced at her suspiciously, obviously not believing it, but she didn't ask any more questions. After all, there were so many people here. If word spread, it wouldn't be a good thing.
She rolled her eyes, then gave up her position to someone else, walked over and pulled Su Wan towards the other courtyard of the farm: "You must be tired, I have already let people use the room in the other courtyard. After tidying up a few rooms, I’ll take you to have a rest so you don’t get bored waiting here.”
Su Wan was not in the mood to deal with others now. It would be great if she could rest for a while, so she nodded: "Thank you very much."
Princess Rujin stopped and said, "What's the relationship between you and me? You don't have to be polite."
Su Wan smiled reluctantly: "Then I really won't be polite to you."
"Little things."
The two of them went to the other courtyard of the farm together.
The annex of the Huaihe Prince's Mansion here is a house with three entrances and two small cross-courtyards. It looks very delicate. Because it is spring when flowers are blooming, the courtyard is full of flowers and colorful. .
It makes people feel as if they are in the Palace of Flowers.
Princess Rujin brought Su Wan to a small courtyard, and then said: "This small courtyard was specially organized by my mother and concubine for me. If I have time to come here, I will live here."
"Don't worry, I'll only let you and Xian'er come over, no one else can come in. You can have a good rest here and no one will disturb you."
Su Wan was grateful, but it would be meaningless to say too much, so she said, "Then I won't be polite."
"Of course you don't have to be polite." Princess Rujin gave a few words to the maids guarding the courtyard, asking them to take care of the courtyard. She stopped disturbing Su Wan and quickly left.
Su Wan sat on the wooden couch near the window, staring at the scenery outside the window in a daze, feeling very confused.
She really didn't know what to do.
She bit her lip and then lowered her head.
If she were asked to let go of Li Lin, she would indeed be unwilling to do so. After all, she had given up her feelings. She had even carefully described the future of the two of them, and felt that it was what she had been looking forward to and longed for in her life.
If you leave him behind, everyone you meet in the future will no longer be him.
But if she were to be too far away and never see her father again, Su Luo and Su Xun again, she wouldn't want to, or Su Luo and Su Xun would have their own future and destiny. , but her father Su Xun is something she can't let go of.
Is it really necessary to let the Su family live in Licheng together as he said? !
But if this is the case, her father may not be willing.
In this life, although he is a father, he is also a son. Duke Jinning and the Wang family are not young, and they will get older in the future. How can he abandon his parents and leave? !
That is definitely not the case!
