Ying Ji did not respond to his question.
For a time, the sky and the earth were filled with the sound of empty and quiet wind, and the starlight in the surrounding areas seemed to gradually dim.
After a while, Ying Ji laughed softly: "Bailiyu, where do you have such great resentment?"
Bailiyu frowned and said: "Where did the resentment come from? I just want to know who it was back then..."
"Bailiyu." Ying Ji interrupted unceremoniously: "Do you feel that everyone in this world should revolve around you?
Except for your dignity, the dignity of others is worthless and can be allowed to be trampled upon by your suspicion? "
Bailiyu didn't know why she had such a big reaction, and said in a daze: "I didn't mean that..."
Ying Ji sneered and said: "I know why you are so aggressive today and want to destroy the underground city without any reason, even at the expense of a country's innocent people.
I don’t know who told you this, but I know that when you heard this ridiculous and damning news, you felt more anger and shame than guilt and regret.
You are angry that the eldest princess Zhao Wenjun has deceived you, and you are ashamed that you have been fooled.
So you begin to doubt her, thinking that if she has not lost her spiritual roots, why has she shown herself weak for so many years?
Relying on that false life-saving grace, I defrauded you of all your pity and care. At first, you can still hold on and warn yourself not to think wildly, but this human heart has never been able to withstand the test of time.
Six hundred years ago, you had suspicions that the eldest princess was secretly colluding with the gray forces. It was not until later that she lost her spiritual roots and became a mortal with no cultivation that your suspicions were completely dispelled.
It's been two hundred years, but someone tells you that it's all fake.
Bailiyu, if you say you don't have any resentment in your heart, I'm afraid you won't believe it, right?
On the one hand, you are suspicious of her, but on the other hand, you hope that all this is fake and a conspiracy by the demons to deceive you and alienate you.
You have long been accustomed to feeling guilty for her, and you dare not personally break the young childhood sweetheart in your heart who cherishes your heart and pursues your dreams together.
So you don't dare to ask her in person, if that spiritual root really comes from her body, how will you face her in the future?
Bailiyu, you have been around two women in your life, one is your closest relative and the other is your true love.
In addition to blaming her, you also blame me. Why should I hide something from you and make you less like yourself and feel guilty for a middle-aged man? "
Bailiyu suddenly interrupted loudly: "I'm not feeling guilty about you!"
Ying Ji almost stopped laughing: "If it's not because you feel guilty, then it's because you pity me for losing my son and want to take me back "home" and show your compassion and kindness?"
Bailiyu said: "Why do you always look at the world with the darkest side?!"
"Bai Liyu, do you know how long we have been apart? It's not a month, nor a year or two, but more than two hundred years! This is enough for a mortal to go through several reincarnations. Don't you think... you are here again now? Isn’t it too late to say this?”
"Although you and I have not officially divorced, from the day I left Baituo Mountain, in my heart, you have been divorced by me!"
"As for the spiritual root in your body, hehe, although I occasionally acted stupidly back then, I was not so boring. Such stupid things are more suitable for a woman like Zhao Wenjun and have nothing to do with me."
Bailiyu choked at her words and turned pale at first. When he heard the next sentence, his expression became more complicated and profound: "Seriously... it's not you?"
Ying Ji looked cold and her eyes were sarcastic: "If it were me, do you think I could still stand here and talk to you? Is it because the blow just now didn't hurt you enough, or because the wind here didn't make you cold enough? ?”
After a conversation, Bailiyu also felt that he was being too careless.
He and Ying Ji's spiritual root attributes are incompatible with each other.
If she really lost her spiritual roots, how could she leave the protection of Zhongyou Houtu at will?
If she really gave up her spiritual roots to save him, how could the Taiyin Emperor be so calm?
Bailiyu composed himself and said: "Ying Ji, no matter what, I still want to take you home. It has nothing to do with spiritual roots, nothing to do with the common people, and nothing to do with Zhao Wenjun.
In the past three years, I have thought about many things clearly. Perhaps in your mind, I am as stubborn as death and don't know how to adapt and stick to the bottom line.
For the sake of justice for the common people, I can even sacrifice the lives of the people closest to me.
But one thing I know clearly is that I have no personal affection for Zhao Wenjun. For so many years, there is no one else in my heart but you everywhere. "
His eyes were more sincere than ever before, even to the point of being cautious, "Are you willing to give me another chance?"
If Bailiyu could say such touching and tender words to her in the past, she would have been very happy, happy and touched.
But today...
Greed, anger, and crazy love, right and wrong, I have already let go of everything.
Ying Ji smiled, even the ordinary and mediocre mask could not hide the bright meaning between her eyebrows.
"I have accompanied you for several of the thousands of miles. Why do you need me to accompany you in the wind, moon and sunny days in the future?
Most marriages in the world are like this. Falling in love at first sight is easy, but staying together for a long time is difficult.
A woman's heart is the most fickle. Now I don't want to stay with you forever? I will return home and you will return home. I will never think about you, and you should not think about me. I gave you to my heart and gave it to others. "
Although the spring breeze wants to return, the fallen flowers no longer appear on the branches.
All of this was, after all... too late.
Ignoring the frustrated Bailiyu, Yingji took Baili'an straight down to the top of the mountain, leaving Bailiyu alone.
Ying Ji thought that after saying this, she would feel extremely heavy.
But in the end, I found that I cherish all the unexpected encounters and ignore all the hatred between two people.
Without the strong sustenance of emotion, I could see through the dream in an instant, and even the moonlight seemed to be brighter.
Bailiyu was left alone, standing there blankly, as if he had become a corner of the scenery abandoned by the world.
Between the lines of her words, there is a sense of forgetfulness and silence.
Never cherish the quiet time, and when the prosperity is gone, there will be plum blossoms.
At this moment, Bailiyu finally realized something.
I probably really lost her...
At some point, he had become accustomed to letting her wait, and this waiting made him feel it was natural.
Gradually, out of sight of him, the little expectation she had in her heart disappeared.
And he finally exhausted all her passion for him that year under the sea of flowers.
He began to subconsciously blame her again, complaining that her temperament had changed drastically and was not what it used to be.
But when he realized that she had changed beyond recognition, he couldn't help but recall the past and how he treated her...
